貴方が好きな私 Originally Performed By 阿部真央 - Orgel Sound J-Pop перевод на английский

貴方が好きな私 Originally Performed By 阿部真央

わたしが貴方だけに染まるのを 貴方が嫌うから
前のめりで坂を転げないように 少し距離を置いた
本当はその胸に飛び込んで泣きじゃくってみたいけど

貴方の好きな私は そういう可愛い子じゃないから

自由なフリをしながら 孤独にのまれる夜に
隠れて涙して それでも貴方に愛されたくて

「貴方が好きな私」が わたしを殺してく
終わりのない迷路を貴方の左手に引かれゆく
瞬きをするその度に今の私を焼き付けて
「貴方が好きな私」を今日も 上手に出来たわたしを愛して

もし貴方の言葉ひとつひとつをいつまでも忘れられずに
何も手につかなくなる程に思いつめたり
気に留めない素振りの裏側の 妬ける程の狂おしさが
本当のわたしだと知ったなら 貴方は私を捨てるかな?

甘え方も知らずに 近づく事さえ躊躇させる
貴方にしがみついて わたしはどこへ行きたいんだろう?

貴方の側に居る程に わたしが死んでゆく
やり場の無いこの寂しささえ 生まれてはいけなかった
息をする度に酷い言葉で私をぶたないで
「貴方が好きな私」をきっと 上手にやり切るから、愛して

ここから抜け出す術も 逃げ方も 知ってる でも 踏み出さぬ私が居る
暗闇の向こうから 貴方が呼ぶ
その声に身震いして それでも貴方に愛されたくて

「貴方が好きな私」が わたしを殺してく
終わりのない迷路を貴方の左手に引かれゆく
瞬きをするその度に今の私を焼き付けて
「貴方が好きな私」を今日も 上手に出来たわたしを愛して
上手にやり切るから、愛して

The Person You Like - Originally Performed By Mao Abe

Because you dislike me being dyed in your color only,
I kept a little distance so as not to roll down the slope head over heels.
In truth, I would like to jump into your arms and cry my heart out,

But the me you like is not such a cute girl,

Pretending to be free, in the loneliness that engulfs the night,
I secretly shed tears, yet wanting to be loved by you.

The "me you like" is killing me.
I am led through the endless maze by your left hand.
Burning my present self into my memory with each blink,
Please love me, who has skillfully become the "me you like" today.

If I cannot forget your every word forever,
And I become so preoccupied that I can't do anything,
My jealousy, hidden behind my pretense of indifference,
If you were to realize that this is my true self, would you abandon me?

Not knowing how to act spoiled, I hesitate even to approach you.
Clinging to you, where exactly do I want to go?

The closer I am to you, the more I feel myself dying.
Even this unbearable loneliness should not have been born.
Please don't strike me with harsh words with every breath I take.
I'm sure I can skillfully play the role of the "me you like," so love me.

I know how to escape from here, I know how to run away, but there is part of me that won't budge,
From the other side of the darkness, you call out to me.
I shiver at the sound of your voice, yet wanting to be loved by you.

The "me you like" is killing me.
I am led through the endless maze by your left hand.
Burning my present self into my memory with each blink,
Please love me, who has skillfully become the "me you like" today.
I'm sure I can play the role skillfully, so love me.