Текст и перевод песни Oscar Urbina - I Have to Know

I Have to Know

Auta sadharan jivan ma kati ota beyog jhelincha
Kati paschatap sath ma pida haru Dekhincha
Kati naya sathi kati naya manchay vettincha
Kati dhoka pauchau kati badal le cheakincha
Dhadkan haru Budcha mana ma sambanda metinda
Atma hatya gardim jasto lagcha malai ekchin ta
Afnai katha lekchu ma, biyog haru dekhinda
Mero atit ka chot haru ko yo dag chai kaile Metin cha

Jhuto Prem le netra chopi dey ko ek nalayek bakti ma
Yo Tadpan haru mero man ko kha sakinthyo yeti ma
Adhrisya pratima le bolau da ma rokkina
Kalpananik goreyto le chekidey deyra vir pani dekhina

Sava pratham yo sabai kura sattya ho
Sundai chu afno mutu dhadkey ko
Dhadkey ra hoina mutu vatkey ko
Aftero akanchya ko pakharo bata thyio yo khasey ko

Ma hasey ko khusi le hoina muskan lai tasey ko
Mero muhar ma asu le naniv ney agni cha jhalkey ko
Tei ni andhero, man mero chaldai thyo mero atma bal le ho
Thakit ankha timi auney bato herna lai ho parkhey ko

Tara Uhu le hidney bato ma ta aru mod ni rayechar
Sayed mero chemata ma katai kumi vaye cha
Us ko bastra utari santos diney kam mero rayecha
Yo Thau ma Man le chaye jasto kha hudo raye cha

Kha hudo raye cha
Yo yug ma satya ko awaz pani sano hudo raye cha
Yo thau ma man le chaye jasto kha hudo raye cha

Kha hudo raye cha vawana thulo vayera
Maya prem ko kasam ma sadentrya lukdo raye cha
Ah vagi ko dau lagda tya kukarma pugdo raye cha
Khusi manchay bich ma yeha aaham juddo raye cha

Feri farkeyra herda mero samya lai
Dikkar chu hola maile aafai lai
Yo hat haru chod dina vanney lai
Aankha ko agadi aankha ma heri yo najar chal ney lai

K nai garna sakchu ma
K nai vanna sakchu ma
K aash garu ijjat ko mahato nahuney bastu ma
Aatma santhi milcha re nadi ma bagney aastu ma
Aatmai ta sumpi sakey maile k ko sath ma basu ma

Tei pani aasu ra pida haru ek bani
Mero man ma aauna dinna kei pani
Durgandit man lai safa pareyra
Safalta lai chupchu tespachi
Basdina pida shayera
Tara yo thau ma man le chaye jasto kha hudo raye cha

Kha hudo raye cha
Yo yug ma satya ko awaz pani sano hudo raye cha
Yo thau ma man le chaye jasto kha hudo raye cha

I Have to Know

How many times have we gone through such emptiness in ordinary life?
How many regrets and pain did I see in reality?
How many new beginnings and new changes did I accept?
How many deceptions did I face, how many betrayals did I witness?
My heartbeats are getting lost, our connection is fading.
For a moment, it feels like I'm on the verge of taking my own life.
I write my story, as I see the pain and loss.
This pain of my past, when will this secret be revealed?

False love has blinded my eyes, I'm lost in this devotion.
These yearnings, my heart can't take it anymore.
I'm trapped in the illusions, unable to break free.
The fantasies deceive me, I can't even see the truth.

It's all true, this is the first step.
I can hear my heart beating.
It's not beating but breaking.
It fell from the abyss of hope, filled with fear.

I'm not smiling out of happiness, it's a facade.
Tears in my eyes ignite a fire within me.
Darkness surrounds me, my soul is driven by my will.
I'm desperately trying to see the path you'll take.

But you, on your journey, there are other turns you've taken.
Maybe I'm missing something in my perception.
My purpose is to satisfy your needs.
This place, it's not what my heart desires.

It's not what my heart desires.
The voice of truth is small in this age.
This place, it's not what my heart desires.

It's not what my heart desires, because emotions are too big.
In the name of love, we hide the truth.
We're rushing towards evil.
Happiness and change are lost in the midst of this ego.

Looking back at my memories.
I hate myself for this.
I want to let go of this pain.
I want to look into your eyes, to avoid this gaze.

What can I do?
What can I say?
What hope can I have for something that holds no value?
I can find peace in the river that flows, not in this.
I've surrendered myself, I can't live with anything else.

Even tears and pain, I won't let them enter my heart.
I don't want anything to enter my heart.
I want to cleanse my polluted heart.
I'm hiding from success.
I'm tired of the pain.
But this place, it's not what my heart desires.

It's not what my heart desires.
The voice of truth is small in this age.
This place, it's not what my heart desires.