ما سألتي - Qabaha перевод на английский

ما سألتي

ولسا ما سألتي
وقلنا عادي
كل عام وانتي بخير ولسا علي ما عيدتي
برضو عادي
ما نسيتك بدعوتي وبشوقي و لهفتي
سرقتي قلبي و ضحكتي و بسمتي
قتلتي فرحتي

صباح الخير هيك يومي فيكي ببدا
مش بكلمة بس بحلم و بنتهي لما اصحى
ويا ريت ارجع اغفى و احلم فيكي لعل كسري يُنسى
و قلبي كثير لأجل حبّك ضحّى و قلبي ميت اضحى

كاره للتعلق بس كيف شدتني ليها
قصّة حب ما اكتملت لما ران على القصة ماضيها
اواسي فيها اواسي اواسي اواسي فيها
كيف ساد فكر الشك و انا كان كل خوفي عليها

طيبة القلب بتكسر امشي دغري تعيش مكسور
بررت كثير وحكيت وبكيت مع اني ما كنت مجبور
حاولت اصلح كلشي مع اني ما كنت غلطان اساساً
وكيف بقصة ما بديتها اطلع انا المغدور

كل ذكرى انرسمت
كل فكرة انكتبت
فينا لليوم لسا ما انختمت
وكل سيرة حب انفتحت
وكل انفاس حب انكتمت
خوفاً على من نحب
و لسا مشاعرنا ما انفهمت

كل ذكرى انرسمت
كل فكرة انكتبت
فينا لليوم لليوم
لسا ما انختمت
وكل سيرة حب انفتحت
وكل انفاس حب انكتمت
خوفاً على من نحب
و لسا مشاعرنا ما انفهمت

حرقة قلب عنوان ببدا في تراكي
لاني صراحة مش عارف من وين ابلش
ونفوت بصلب الموضوع انو صعب انساكي
صعب اتجاهل و التفاصيل الصغيرة صعب اطنش

حاولت اكتب كثير سطور لحتى فيها اعبّر
عن حالة انا غرقان فيها وصعب اني اسيطر
على كمية مشاعر وكسور منك فيي
خسرت انا كلشي على شانك و يريت قلبك بقدر

انتي ساكنة جوّا
يا ريت احاول اخفي
يا ريت احاول انسى
يا ريت احاول اقسى
معذب بالحب صرت عندك بلا معنى
انام الليل كيف ؟ وعيوني مش قادرة تغفى

تجاهل و المفروض انك انت اللي تسأل
تبرير كل تجاهلك بحجّة برود اعصاب
ودايماً قلبي الي بطلع ميت يقلبي بكفي اعقل
كنت اكبر من ظنّك بس كل ظنّي فيكي خاب

I didn't ask

And you still haven't asked
And we said it's okay
Happy new year, and you still haven't wished me a happy new year
It's okay
I didn't forget you in my prayers, in my longing, and in my yearning
You stole my heart, my laughter, and my smile
You killed my joy

Good morning, that's how my day starts with you
Not with a word, but with a dream, and it ends when I wake up
And I wish I could go back to sleep and dream of you, maybe my pain would be forgotten
And my heart has sacrificed so much for your love, and my heart has become a corpse

I hate attachment, but how did you draw me to you
A love story that wasn't completed when the past of the story rang
I comfort myself in her, I comfort myself, I comfort myself in her
How did the thought of doubt prevail, while all my fear was for her

A kind heart breaks, walk straight ahead, live broken
I justified a lot, I talked, and I cried, even though I wasn't obligated
I tried to fix everything, even though I wasn't wrong in the first place
And how can I be the betrayed in a story I didn't start?

Every memory was drawn
Every thought was written
In us, until today, it's still not over
And every love story was opened
And every breath of love was suppressed
For fear of those we love
And our feelings are still not understood

Every memory was drawn
Every thought was written
In us, until today, until today
It's still not over
And every love story was opened
And every breath of love was suppressed
For fear of those we love
And our feelings are still not understood

Heartbreak is the title I start with in my track
Because honestly, I don't know where to start
And we'll get to the core of the issue that it's hard to forget you
It's hard to ignore, and the small details are hard to brush aside

I tried to write many lines to express
A state I'm drowning in, and it's hard for me to control
The amount of feelings and broken pieces of you in me
I lost everything for you, and I wish your heart could

You're living inside me
I wish I could try to hide
I wish I could try to forget
I wish I could try to be tough
I'm tortured by love, I've become meaningless to you
How do I sleep at night? And my eyes can't close

Ignore, and you're supposed to be the one asking
Justifying all your ignoring with the excuse of a calm temperament
And my heart is always the one that comes out dead, my heart is enough for me to be reasonable
I was bigger than you thought, but all my thoughts about you were wrong