مصالح - Qabaha перевод на английский

مصالح

قلم الرصاص تكسر والحبر تبخر
بلحظة كلشي ضاع وقلبي من الهم تفجّر
وين انا ليش الدنيا علي بتقسى
بدور عأي وسيلة بس احاول فيها انسى

انا مش قادر أنا اللي كنت صابر
والكل عصبري جاحد بس انا كنت جامد
روحي تعبانه من كلشي معي بصير
متى بيجي اليوم اللي يتغير فيه المصير

قد ما احكي بالكلام ما بعبر
روحي داخت تعبت وانا مش قادر افسّر
ما في حب في حياتي فليش انا متدمّر
حاسس إني بهدم في حالي بدل ما اعمر

وين اللي كان يقول معك على طول
حتى في يوم الشدة عن ضحكتك حكون مسؤول
وين اخوي وسندي وصاحبي اللي كان توأم روحي
وين اختفيت وقت احتجتك وفاضت بالألم جروحي

أنا اللي كان أخ و سند الكم كلكم
أنا اللي كان صديق وقت شدّتكم
لكن ما حد عرف قيمتي بسبب جهلكم
ما تعرّفتوا علي غير بوقت مصالحكم

أنا اللي كان أخ و سند الكم كلكم
أنا اللي كان صديق وقت شدّتكم
لكن ما حد عرف قيمتي بسبب جهلكم
ما تعرّفتوا علي غير بوقت مصالحكم

هاي جزاتي اني ما اقدرت أنقّي الصح فيكم
هاي جزاتي اني وثقت بناس ما بنوثق فيهم
نـــاســـيــهم؟
لا أبداً مش ناسيهم
بس راح أوقف واتفرّج كيف الحياه رح تجازيهم

لـــيـــش
هل هو ذنبي إني خاويتكم ؟
ووقت جرحي كنت بس أداوي بألم جروحكم
قولولي وين الرحمة اللي كانت تنبض في روحكم
(كلنا سندك)
مش هيك كانت كل اقوالكم ؟

القلم لا يعبّر و السطر لا يفسّر
غزال من برا بس كلياً من جوّا متكسّر
متى الوضع بتحسّن الحزن من قلبي تمكّن
حياتي أبيض وأسود بستنّى فيها تتلوّن

احساس غريب اختلط بروحي فجأه هيك بدون اسباب
احساس غريب لاعب في قلبي مسبب حالة اكتئاب

أنا اللي كان أخ و سند الكم كلكم
أنا اللي كان صديق وقت شدّتكم
لكن ما حد عرف قيمتي بسبب جهلكم
ما تعرّفتوا علي غير بوقت مصالحكم

أنا اللي كان أخ و سند الكم كلكم
أنا اللي كان صديق وقت شدّتكم
لكن ما حد عرف قيمتي بسبب جهلكم
ما تعرّفتوا علي غير بوقت مصالحكم

Self-Interest

The pencil broke, and the ink evaporated
In a moment everything was gone, and my heart exploded from the worry
Where am I? Why is the world being cruel to me?
I'm looking for a way, but I'm just trying to forget

I can't take it, I was the one who was patient
And everyone was angry and cruel, but I was strong
My soul is tired of everything that happens to me
When will the day come when fate changes?

No matter how much I talk, it doesn't express anything
My soul is dizzy, I'm tired, and I can't explain
There's no love in my life, so why am I so destroyed?
I feel like I'm destroying myself instead of building myself up

Where is the one who said he'd be with me forever?
Even in a difficult day, I'd be responsible for your smile
Where is my brother, my support, my friend who was my soul's twin?
Where did you disappear when I needed you, and my wounds overflowed with pain?

I was the one who was a brother and support to all of you
I was the one who was a friend when you were in trouble
But no one knew my value because of your ignorance
You didn't get to know me except in your moments of self-interest

I was the one who was a brother and support to all of you
I was the one who was a friend when you were in trouble
But no one knew my value because of your ignorance
You didn't get to know me except in your moments of self-interest

This is my reward for not being able to choose the good ones among you
This is my reward for trusting people who shouldn't be trusted
Forget them?
No, never forget them
But I'll stand back and watch how life will punish them

Why?
Is it my fault that I embraced you?
And when I was wounded, I was only healing your wounds with my pain
Tell me where is the mercy that used to beat in your soul?
(We're all your support)
Wasn't that all your words?

The pen doesn't express, and the line doesn't explain
A gazelle from the outside, but completely broken inside
When will the situation improve? The sadness has taken over my heart
My life is black and white, waiting for it to be colored

A strange feeling mixed with my soul suddenly, like this, without a reason
A strange feeling playing in my heart, causing a state of depression

I was the one who was a brother and support to all of you
I was the one who was a friend when you were in trouble
But no one knew my value because of your ignorance
You didn't get to know me except in your moments of self-interest

I was the one who was a brother and support to all of you
I was the one who was a friend when you were in trouble
But no one knew my value because of your ignorance
You didn't get to know me except in your moments of self-interest