نجم - Qabaha перевод на английский

نجم

خبيت كثير كسور في قلبي و لسا بخبي فيها
داويت كثير جروح اثار الخير مش لاقيها
ضحوك بوجه الناس و كل جروحي انا خافيها
لحتى ما ابين كسري بس كسوري مش ناسيها

مليت اكتم و اخبي و اجرح قلبي بذكرى مرة
كانت فقلبي حسرة و الذكرى للذكرى ضرة
حاولت ابني آمال و كثير عدت الكرة
وماشي على امل اللي قدر يصبر سنين بقدر يصبر مرة

قلبت الجرة و دقيت عالخشب لأبعد حسد
كم واحد همو الدنيا وورا المال ركض
وكم صاحب مال متكبر على مالو ركد
وكم مؤمن جرو الجاه و نعمة ربو جحد

فليش لحالي اتحاسب مش علي الدور واقف
واسألني كيف حالك ؟ زي الخرا منتا شايف
وكلو عارف اسأل كلو بقلك مش عارف
بطلنا نبني آمال صرنا بس نبني مخاوف

فكلو عامل حالو اعمى كلو جاحد النعمة
عيون فاضية ان شافو الخير ما بتلقى واحد فيهم سمّى
وان بدهم مصلحة منك بصيرو يحبو اللمّة
واذا ما بتفيدو بتلاقيه بوجهك بلّش يتغمّى

فكلو عامل حالو اعمى كلو جاحد النعمة
عيون فاضية ان شافو الخير ما بتلقى واحد فيهم سمّى
وان بدهم مصلحة منك بصيرو يحبو اللمّة
واذا ما بتفيدو بتلاقيه بوجهك بلّش يتغمّى

تسألنيش كيف ضايع و الطريق معروف
تسألنيش كيف عايش رغم سوء الظروف
بس اسألني كيف انا متحمّل أو لسا مكمّل
او اسألني كم كسر تخطّيت وانا لسا مكسوف

نجم بين كواكب فدايماً ضاوي عتمة
بحرق حالي داخلياً لأعيّش غيري بنعمة
مش مستنّي أي خير منكم بس عالأقل كلمة
بلا حنان عادي
I can try to hug me

كنت مستنّي جبرة خاطر بس اعطاني الواقع كسرة
وكلام جارح بأصعب و أقسى نبرة
واتمنيت و استنيت و تحليت صبراً
وبدل بكرا احلى صارت **** بكرا

شكراً يابا علمتني اضحك رغم عمق الجرح
وهيها بتزت الدنيا منذوق منموت منرجع نحيى
وعد كسور و حقايق بتنزت مع المزح
بطل يفرق احكيها بالوجه وزت عالجرح ملح

فكلو عامل حالو اعمى كلو جاحد النعمة
عيون فاضية ان شافو الخير ما بتلقى واحد فيهم سمّى
وان بدهم مصلحة منك بصيرو يحبو اللمّة
واذا ما بتفيدو بتلاقيه بوجهك بلّش يتغمّى

فكلو عامل حالو اعمى كلو جاحد النعمة
عيون فاضية ان شافو الخير ما بتلقى واحد فيهم سمّى
وان بدهم مصلحة منك بصيرو يحبو اللمّة
واذا ما بتفيدو بتلاقيه بوجهك بلّش يتغمّى

(بحرق حالي الكم أنا النجم هون)

Star

I've hidden so many broken pieces in my heart, and I'm still hiding them
I've healed so many wounds, the traces of good are nowhere to be found
I smile in people's faces, and I hide all my wounds
So I don't show my brokenness, but I don't forget my brokenness

I'm tired of holding back, hiding, and hurting my heart with the memory of that time
There was a sense of loss in my heart, and the memory was a rival to the memory
I tried to build hopes, and I went around the circle many times
And I'm walking on hope, whoever can endure years can endure one time

I overturned the jar and pounded on the wood to ward off envy
How many people are consumed by this world, and they run after money
And how many rich people are arrogant with their wealth, and they are slow
And how many believers have been dragged by status and denied the blessings of their Lord

Why am I being held accountable alone, I'm not the one standing in line
And you ask me how I am? Like shit, you can see it
And everyone knows, everyone asks you, and you say you don't know
We stopped building hopes, we only build fears now

So everyone acts blind, everyone denies the blessing
Empty eyes, if they see good, you won't find one of them who will name it
And if they need something from you, they'll start loving the gathering
And if you're not useful, you'll find him starting to close his eyes in your face

So everyone acts blind, everyone denies the blessing
Empty eyes, if they see good, you won't find one of them who will name it
And if they need something from you, they'll start loving the gathering
And if you're not useful, you'll find him starting to close his eyes in your face

Don't ask me how I'm lost, the path is known
Don't ask me how I'm living, despite the bad circumstances
But ask me how I'm enduring, or how I'm still going on
Or ask me how many broken things I've crossed and I'm still embarrassed

A star among planets, always illuminating darkness
I burn myself internally to keep you alive in grace
I'm not expecting any good from you, but at least a word
Without affection, it's okay
I can try to hug me

I was waiting for a broken heart, but reality gave me a break
And hurtful words in the harshest and most severe tone
And I wished and waited, and I exercised patience
And instead of a better tomorrow, it turned into a **** tomorrow

Thank you, Dad, you taught me to smile despite the depth of the wound
And here she is, she has tasted the world, we die and we come back to life
And the brokenness and realities are played out with the jokes
Stop being different, tell her to her face, salt the wound

So everyone acts blind, everyone denies the blessing
Empty eyes, if they see good, you won't find one of them who will name it
And if they need something from you, they'll start loving the gathering
And if you're not useful, you'll find him starting to close his eyes in your face

So everyone acts blind, everyone denies the blessing
Empty eyes, if they see good, you won't find one of them who will name it
And if they need something from you, they'll start loving the gathering
And if you're not useful, you'll find him starting to close his eyes in your face

(I'm burning myself for you, I'm the star here)