يوم ميلادي - Qabaha перевод на английский

يوم ميلادي

في يوم ميلادي
مش حابب اكون لحالي بس مجبور
بديش احكي مع أي حد فيكم مش لأني مغرور
بل لأني بالاكاذيب مغمور
او لأني عايش مع شعب تحس انو مخمور
مش تكبّر بس معذور

وقد ما تلف و تدور كلو ماشي عنفس المبدأ
بايعين الغالي برخيص و شاريين كل رخيص بغالي
كثير حاولت اواسي مع اني من جوا بفقع
بطيبة و عاملناهم قرفهم مشّينالهم بس بطل ولا اشي ينفع

بطل ولا اشي ينفع لما صرت بقلبك تدفع
ولما الصحبة تلاشت لما بطّلت تقدر تدفع
بلا ارجيلة و مشروبات طاقة وبلا دخان
ورغم كلشي بعملو لأثبّت قلبي مش حاسس بأمان

بواقع احمر بدت القصة وانتهت بملّيت
كل افكاري كاتبها و انا صافن بنفس الحيط
بكثير مواقف زبالة انا مريت ف بورقي حزن مليت
ولمتى بدي اضل اكتب عن يأسي صدقاً أنا مليت

وكل ما القى فرحي حزني بقلي هاتو
كلو من كثر الناس الزبالة اللي ع حياتي فاتو
فش حياء فش ضمير بحجة اللي استحو ماتو
وكم من يائس قرف الدنيا و بستنى بموعد وفاتو

وكل ما القى فرحي حزني بقلي هاتو
كلو من كثر الناس الزبالة اللي ع حياتي فاتو
فش حياء فش ضمير بحجة اللي استحو ماتو
وكم من يائس قرف الدنيا و بستنى بموعد وفاتو

عيد ميلاد سعيد بس لمين قلي لمين
لإنسان قرف بكل سنة بكبر فيها لازم يكون حزين
مش تصنع ولا آوفر بمشاعري أنا فعلا يائس
وممكن حياتي حلوة بس بحلاتها أنا مش حاسس

انعدام تركيز تشتت و تفكير عميق بأقوال
كان نفسي بإجابة وحدة و اجابة فتحت مليون سؤال
كثير انكسرت ثقتي فإضطريت اشك كثير
وشكّي دايماً بطلع صائب و نفسي بتزيد انعزال

مشتاق اكون مبسوط وما يتغير مودي بنفس اللحظة
غيري اخذ كثير فرص وانا بستنا بس بفرصة
و فش مخرج بتلقاه غير تلقى بوجهك بعصة
و كثير سامحنا و واسينا و لسا جوا القلب غصة

عالبيت تخبيط تخبيص تخطيط تفنيص وبالآخر تنكيس
تدمير قلوب تكسير بحروب تجبير خواطر فاينال تعذيب

قلوب مكسورة
مشاعر منثورة
غباش الصورة

قلبي اللي غلط
بالكسر ارتبط
و روحي باليأس مأسورة

Everybody knows everything about this
Everyone doesn't want me to be alone in any place
Everybody will miss me
When the death will give me the deadly kiss
The deadly kiss
If you wanna be a perfect man
Just don't care about
أي انسان
Walk on the right road and make a perfect plan
Grow up by yourself and make a big bang
Make a big bang

بواقع احمر بدت القصة وانتهت بملّيت
كل افكاري كاتبها و انا صافن بنفس الحيط
بكثير مواقف زبالة انا مريت ف بورقي حزن مليت
ولمتى بدي اضل اكتب عن يأسي صدقاً أنا مليت

عالبيت تخبيط تخبيص تخطيط تفنيص وبالآخر تنكيس
تدمير قلوب تكسير بحروب تجبير خواطر فاينال تعذيب

قلوب مكسورة
مشاعر منثورة
غباش الصورة

قلبي اللي غلط
بالكسر ارتبط
و روحي باليأس مأسورة

My Birthday

On my birthday
I don't want to be alone, but I'm forced to
I don't want to talk to any of you, not because I'm arrogant
But because I'm drowning in lies
Or because I live with people who feel drunk
It's not arrogance, I'm just excused

No matter how much you turn and twist, it all goes against the principle
They sell the precious for cheap and buy all the cheap for expensive
I tried so hard to console myself even though I'm bursting from inside
With kindness, I treated them, their disgust drove them away, but it's no longer working, nothing works

Nothing works anymore when you're starting to pay from your heart
When friendship fades, when you can no longer pay
No hookah, no energy drinks, no smoke
Despite everything I do to prove it, my heart doesn't feel safe

The story began with a red reality, and ended with my weariness
All my thoughts are written down, and I'm staring at the same wall
I've been through so many garbage situations, I'm tired of my paper filled with sadness
How long will I keep writing about my despair, honestly, I'm tired

And whenever I find my joy, my sadness tells me to bring it here
All because of the garbage people who have passed through my life
No shame, no conscience, under the excuse that the shy ones died
And how many despairing ones are disgusted with the world and waiting for their death date

And whenever I find my joy, my sadness tells me to bring it here
All because of the garbage people who have passed through my life
No shame, no conscience, under the excuse that the shy ones died
And how many despairing ones are disgusted with the world and waiting for their death date

Happy birthday, but to whom, tell me, to whom
To a human who is disgusted, every year he grows older, he has to be sad
Don't fake it, don't overdo it with my feelings, I'm truly desperate
Maybe my life is good, but I don't feel it in its goodness

Lack of focus, scattering, and deep thinking with sayings
I wanted one answer, and the answer opened a million questions
My trust was broken many times, so I had to doubt a lot
And my doubts always turn out to be right, and my soul increasingly isolates itself

I long to be happy, and my mood doesn't change in the same moment
Others have taken many chances, and I'm just waiting for a chance
And there's no way out, except to find a frown in your face
And we've forgiven many, we've comforted many, and there's still a lump in the heart

At home, banging, messing, planning, scrutinizing, and finally, disappointment
Breaking hearts, destroying with wars, mending thoughts, final torture

Broken hearts
Scattered feelings
The picture is blurred

My heart that was wrong
It's bound by the break
And my soul is imprisoned by despair

Everybody knows everything about this
Everyone doesn't want me to be alone in any place
Everybody will miss me
When the death will give me the deadly kiss
The deadly kiss
If you wanna be a perfect man
Just don't care about
Any human
Walk on the right road and make a perfect plan
Grow up by yourself and make a big bang
Make a big bang

The story began with a red reality, and ended with my weariness
All my thoughts are written down, and I'm staring at the same wall
I've been through so many garbage situations, I'm tired of my paper filled with sadness
How long will I keep writing about my despair, honestly, I'm tired

At home, banging, messing, planning, scrutinizing, and finally, disappointment
Breaking hearts, destroying with wars, mending thoughts, final torture

Broken hearts
Scattered feelings
The picture is blurred

My heart that was wrong
It's bound by the break
And my soul is imprisoned by despair