Текст и перевод песни RADWIMPS - ものもらい - BACK TO THE LIVE HOUSE TOUR 2023 Live at Zepp Fukuoka [2023/7/11]

ものもらい - BACK TO THE LIVE HOUSE TOUR 2023 Live at Zepp Fukuoka [2023/7/11]

いつだってここにあるこの腕や耳や目を
僕は探したりなど したことはないけど
何かを探すのには いつも使うくせに
いつかなくなるなんて 考えもしないんだ

ある朝 目覚めれば 瞳がなくなってた
探すにも探せない 君がないと探せない
仕方なく手探りしようとするけども腕もない
音の頼りを聴こうとするが澄ます耳もない

僕が僕であるかどうかさえももう知る術も
ないと知った僕は何者 もうないもの？
そんなこと起こるはずもないこと
でも起こったよ そんなもんじゃない その上いく出来事が

「いつも ここにいたよ」ってさ 笑う声が悲しくて
そばにいたいと願えば願うほど 視界からは外れてて
「いつも ここにいたよ」って そう それはまるで泣きぼくろ
だから きっとこれからは毎朝 起きてさ 確かめるから

いつだってここにいた 君の姿かたち
どんなって言われても もう分からないほどに
何かを探すのにはいつも使うくせに
いつかなくなるなんて考えもしなかった

距離がものを言うなら 鼓動を僕とするなら
この腕よりも 耳よりも近くに君はいたから
だってさ わざわざ 広い世界の中から
僕の胸のここのところ 心の鼓動から

2センチかそこらのところを お気に入りの場所に
選んでくれたから だからこそ もはやそれは僕の一部と
思い込む 脳に罪はないと思う
ほら また自分かばった 自分ばっかだ

いつだってここにある 弱音や 迷い 愚痴を
隠したってバレるならと 見せびらかすけど
いつからかこの僕を 覆い隠すほどに
本当の姿など 見る影もないほど

この眼で この腕で 君のこと見つけたんだよ
そして君で 君の手で ねぇそうだよ 僕は僕の形が分かったよ
僕は僕と はじめて出会えたの

「いつもここにいたよ」ってさ 僕の中の遠くから
耳を澄まして 出どころ探すけど 声の主は埋もれてて
「きっとこれからはね」ってさ 喉まできたその声を
どこに 向かって放てばいいかも 分からずただ呑みこむの

僕ら 二つが一つになれればと 近づきすぎたあの距離の意味を
なんで今頃になってさ この記憶は語るのか
そうだ 一つが二つになったんだ この世に落とされるその前に
一瞬前に だから 不時着後すぐ会えたの
二度目の離ればなれも きっとすぐまた出会えるよ

Stye - BACK TO THE LIVE HOUSE TOUR 2023 Live at Zepp Fukuoka [2023/7/11]

These arms, these ears, these eyes, always here,
I've never had to search for them, not once, my dear.
Yet I use them constantly, seeking something new,
Never thinking they'd disappear, not from me, not from you.

One morning, I woke up, and my eyes were gone,
I couldn't search, not without you, without your guiding dawn.
I tried to feel my way around, but my arms were missing too,
I strained to hear a guiding sound, but my ears, they weren't there, boo.

I had no way to know if I was even me anymore,
If I wasn't me, then who was I? Nothing more?
Something like this shouldn't happen, not at all,
But it did, and it was worse, a devastating fall.

"I was always here," you said, your laughter tinged with pain,
The more I yearned to be with you, the further you'd remain.
"I was always here," you said, like a beauty mark so clear,
So, from now on, every morning, I'll wake and check, my dear.

Your form, your shape, always here with me,
So familiar now, I can't describe what I see.
Yet I use them constantly, seeking something new,
Never thinking you'd disappear, not from me, not from you.

If proximity matters, if my heartbeat is me,
You were closer than my arms, closer than my ears could be.
You chose, out of the whole wide world, you see,
The beat of my heart, right here within me.

Two centimeters or so, you made it your favorite place,
So now my mind believes, it's a part of me, I embrace.
I can't blame my brain for believing it's true,
Look, I'm defending myself again, it's always about me, boo.

My weaknesses, doubts, and complaints, always here they reside,
If you'll see them anyway, I might as well show my pride.
But they've grown to overshadow me, it's hard to see,
My true self beneath, lost completely.

With these eyes, with these arms, I found you, it's true,
And with you, with your hand, yes, I found myself anew.
I met myself for the very first time, through you.

"I was always here," a voice whispers from deep inside,
I strain my ears to find the source, but the voice seems to hide.
"From now on," it starts, the words rising in my throat,
But I don't know where to let them go, so I swallow them, remote.

We drew so close, hoping to become one, but why,
Does this memory speak now, of the meaning we passed by?
Yes, one became two, before we were cast into this world below,
Just a moment before, that's why we found each other, you know.
Even if we're separated again, we'll quickly meet, I'm sure, although.