Текст и перевод песни Radansa - Masa Başında Efkar

Masa Başında Efkar

Yok gelen giden ve yine de aynı yerde debelen
İnatla yoktu kimse yak bi' sigara dertlen
Sırtta çanta dolu içinde gam gözünde yollar
Bir ankesör peşinde koştu onca zaman tüm bu aşklar

Çamurlu botlarında hep dip oldu gözleri
Dönüş yolunda sövdü önüne gelene bitti direnci
Demişti kendisinden başka yoktu kimsesi
Tahammül eşiği tavana vurdu panik atakla beslenip

Döktü saçını zamanla
Uzun bi tatil istediği fakat kaçıncı reddi bak gözünde ahir
Sonra gelen geçmişin tüm izlerinde daldı
Fazlasıyla derine en yakın zamanda geldi amir

İş birikti omza çekti sırta onca derdi gitti
İşine gücüne sövmek eyleminde yol boyunca belki biter dedi
Her zaman ki gibi inanmak istedi
Uzaktan baktığında hep yalandı kendisi

Kaçmak istemişti onca zamandır bu şehirden
Tüm bu koşuşturma ağır geldi bıktı sesinden
Yine bi' tutsak gözünde onca hayaller
Eridi bedeni gibi yüzünde derinleşti çizgiler

Kaçmak istemişti onca zamandır bu şehirden
Tüm bu koşuşturma ağır geldi bıktı sesinden
Yine bi' tutsak gözünde onca hayaller
Eridi bedeni gibi yüzünde derinleşti çizgiler

Gazete kağıtlarına sarılı şişelerin dibinde
Biriken tortuların içinde can çekişti onca izmarit
Keyifle izledikçe yaktı diğerini
Zor bela uzandı telefonunda eski fotoların

İçine daldı biraz duygulandı
Düşündü toprak altı
Olduğunda bitecek hepsi sonra dedi
Bir insan daha mı ne kadar fazla batabilirdi

E böyle salaksan yediğin bu bokların sevabı yok günahı peşinde
Alkol etkisinde gönderildi saçma mesajlar
Sanki bütün şehrin derdi omuzlarında bindi
Yok teselli boşuna istemez

Rica minnet kalktı yatmak istemişti bi yere gözlerinde perdeler
Ertesinde şafak vakti yola koyuldu adımlarına baktı
Çalım atan bi topçu edasıyla yürüdü
Onca cadde baktı teline şarjı yok
Koydu cebine çıktı merdivenleri
Geldi masa başında cinneti

Kaçmak istemişti onca zamandır bu şehirden
Tüm bu koşuşturma ağır geldi bıktı sesinden
Yine bi' tutsak gözünde onca hayaller
Eridi bedeni gibi yüzünde derinleşti çizgiler

Kaçmak istemişti onca zamandır bu şehirden
Tüm bu koşuşturma ağır geldi bıktı sesinden
Yine bi' tutsak gözünde onca hayaller
Eridi bedeni gibi yüzünde derinleşti çizgiler

Kaçmak istemişti onca zamandır bu şehirden
Tüm bu koşuşturma ağır geldi bıktı sesinden
Yine bi' tutsak gözünde onca hayaller
Eridi bedeni gibi yüzünde derinleşti çizgiler

Kaçmak istemişti onca zamandır bu şehirden
Tüm bu koşuşturma ağır geldi bıktı sesinden
Yine bi' tutsak gözünde onca hayaller
Eridi bedeni gibi yüzünde derinleşti çizgiler

Kaçmak istemişti onca zamandır bu şehirden
Tüm bu koşuşturma ağır geldi bıktı sesinden
Kaçmak istemişti onca zamandır bu şehirden
Tüm bu koşuşturma ağır geldi bıktı sesinden

Masa Başında Efkar

No one comes, no one goes, yet still you struggle in the same place
Stubbornly, no one was there, light a cigarette and brood
A bag full of sorrow on your back, your eyes on the roads
Running after a payphone, all this love for so long

Your eyes were always fixed on your muddy boots
On the way back, you cursed everyone who came your way, your resistance was over
You said there was no one but yourself
Your tolerance reached its peak, you fed on panic attacks

You let your hair fall over time
You wanted a long vacation, but it was the umpteenth rejection, look at your eyes: they're empty
Then you plunged into all the traces of the past and present
Too deeply, the boss came very soon

Work piled up, you carried the burden on your shoulders, and all your troubles went away
You cursed your job and your work, hoping it would end along the way
As always, you wanted to believe
Looking from afar, you were always lying to yourself

You wanted to escape this city for so long
All this hustle and bustle was too much for you, you were tired of its noise
Once again a prisoner, so many dreams in your eyes
Your body melted away, and the lines on your face deepened

You wanted to escape this city for so long
All this hustle and bustle was too much for you, you were tired of its noise
Once again a prisoner, so many dreams in your eyes
Your body melted away, and the lines on your face deepened

At the bottom of newspaper-wrapped bottles
So many cigarette butts agonized in the accumulated sediments
You watched with pleasure as you lit another one
You had a hard time reaching for the old photos on your phone

You got a little emotional
You thought of being six feet under
When it happens, it will all be over, you said
How much more could a person sink?

If you're that stupid, there's no reward for the shit you eat, only guilt
You sent ridiculous messages under the influence of alcohol
As if the whole city's troubles were on your shoulders
There's no comfort, you don't want it

You begged and pleaded to lie down somewhere, with veils in your eyes
At dawn the next day, you set off, looking at your steps
You walked with the swagger of a skilled player
So many streets looked at your phone, it had no charge
You put it in your pocket and climbed the stairs
At your desk, your madness began

You wanted to escape this city for so long
All this hustle and bustle was too much for you, you were tired of its noise
Once again a prisoner, so many dreams in your eyes
Your body melted away, and the lines on your face deepened

You wanted to escape this city for so long
All this hustle and bustle was too much for you, you were tired of its noise
Once again a prisoner, so many dreams in your eyes
Your body melted away, and the lines on your face deepened

You wanted to escape this city for so long
All this hustle and bustle was too much for you, you were tired of its noise
Once again a prisoner, so many dreams in your eyes
Your body melted away, and the lines on your face deepened

You wanted to escape this city for so long
All this hustle and bustle was too much for you, you were tired of its noise
Once again a prisoner, so many dreams in your eyes
Your body melted away, and the lines on your face deepened

You wanted to escape this city for so long
All this hustle and bustle was too much for you, you were tired of its noise
You wanted to escape this city for so long
All this hustle and bustle was too much for you, you were tired of its noise