Amanojaku - Raon Lee перевод на английский

Amanojaku

僕がずっと前から思ってる事を話そうか
友達に戻れたらこれ以上はもう望まないさ
君がそれでいいなら僕だってそれで構わないさ
嘘つきの僕が吐いた はんたいことばの愛のうた

今日はこっちの地方はどしゃぶりの晴天でした
昨日もずっと暇で一日満喫してました
別に君のことなんて考えてなんかいないさ
いやでもちょっと本当は考えてたかもなんて

メリーゴーランドみたいに回る
僕の頭ん中はもうグルグルさ

この両手から零れそうなほど
君に貰った愛はどこに捨てよう？
限りのある消耗品なんて僕は
要らないよ

僕がずっと前から思ってる事を話そうか
姿は見えないのに言葉だけ見えちゃってるんだ
僕が知らないことがあるだけで気が狂いそうだ
ぶら下がった感情が 綺麗なのか汚いのか

僕にはまだわからず捨てる宛てもないんだ
言葉の裏の裏が見えるまで待つからさ
待つくらいならいいじゃないか

進む君と止まった僕の
縮まらない隙を何で埋めよう？
まだ素直に言葉に出来ない僕は
天性の弱虫さ

この両手から零れそうなほど
君に渡す愛を誰に譲ろう？
そんなんどこにも宛てがあるわけないだろ
まだ待つよ
もういいかい

Amanojaku

I guess I'll share something I've thought of for a long time
I don't need anything more, if we can just go back to being friends
As long as you're okay with that, I'm fine too
The love song I sang with contradicting words is sung by a liar like me

It was a torrential downpour today where I am
Yesterday was also a slow day, and I had a full day
I'm not thinking about you at all, or anything like that
No, but to tell you the truth, maybe I was thinking about you a little

My head is going around and around, like a merry-go-round
It's spinning

The love you gave me could fall out of my hands any minute
Where should I throw it away?
I'm just a consumable item, with a limited shelf life
I don't need it

I guess I'll share something I've thought of for a long time
I can't see you, but I can see your words
If I just don't know something, I feel like I'm going crazy
I don't know if the feelings that hang me are beautiful or dirty

I still don't understand or know where to throw them away
I'll wait until I can see through your words
It's okay wait, right?

You're moving forward and I've stopped
How can I fill this gap that won't close?
I still can't be honest with you
I'm a natural wimp

The love you gave me could fall out of my hands any minute
Who should I give this love to?
I don't have anyone to give it to
I'll wait some more
Are you ready yet?