Текст и перевод песни Rayhon - Ishonmay

Ishonmay

Bilgin sen hayotim mazmuni bo'la olding
qo'limga emas yuragimga kishan solding
mehrim so'nmay zulmatlarda ham
men sevaverdim qilsa ham alam.
Balki sho'xligim ko'rib ishonmading menga,
balki hayot majburlab shartlar qo'ydi senga,
ayblamayman seni men hech ham
men sevaverdim qilsa ham alam.

O'g'irladim men balki sevgingni,
o'g'irladim men balki sof mehringni
o'g'irlamadim lekin boshqasin
isbotlay qanday?

Aytaolmay senga seni sevaman,
ishonmay menga meni sevasan,
gumondan yaralganmi yo sevgi?
Ayt javobingni...

Gunohsiz gunohkorga aylandim bir zumda,
taqdir hazili qo'pol o'rgandim bir kunda,
ayt javob beray ne ishim uchun?
Isbotmas hatto sevishim bugun.
Gumoningdan yaralgan sevgi egdi boshim,
to'rt devor ichra yig'laverib qolmadi yoshim,
bu yerdan hech ko'rinmas quyosh,
yengilmas sevgim beraman bardosh.

O'g'irladim men balki sevgingni,
o'g'irladim men balki sof mehringni
o'g'irlamadim lekin boshqasin
isbotlay qanday?

Aytaolmay senga seni sevaman,
ishonmay menga meni sevasan,
gumondan yaralganmi yo sevgi?
Ayt javobingni...

I Don't Believe

You know, you became the meaning of my life,
You chained not my hands, but my heart,
My love didn't fade even in darkness,
I kept loving you, even if it hurt.
Maybe, seeing my playfulness, you didn't believe me,
Maybe life forced conditions upon you,
I don't blame you at all,
I kept loving you, even if it hurt.

Maybe I stole your love,
Maybe I stole your pure affection,
But I didn't steal anyone else,
How can I prove it?

I can't tell you that I love you,
You don't believe that you love me,
Is love born from suspicion?
Tell me your answer...

I became a sinner without sin in an instant,
I learned a cruel joke of fate in a day,
Tell me, what should I do?
Even my love isn't proof today.
Love born from your suspicion bowed my head,
I kept crying within four walls, my tears wouldn't stop,
The sun doesn't shine here,
My love is unbearable, but I will endure.

Maybe I stole your love,
Maybe I stole your pure affection,
But I didn't steal anyone else,
How can I prove it?

I can't tell you that I love you,
You don't believe that you love me,
Is love born from suspicion?
Tell me your answer...