Текст и перевод песни RYEOWOOK - I'm not over you

I'm not over you

무슨 말부터 할까 멈춰져 있는 펜
마음을 옮겨 적기가
생각보다 참 어렵네
너를 탓하거나 미워하진 않아
너의 그 따뜻한 말투
이제는 흐릿할 만큼
난 괜찮은 듯이 그럭저럭 살아
무던한 듯 보이지만 다만 아직
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
수 없이 혼자 반복하는 아픈 말들
I'm waiting for you
무슨 말을 써봐도 처음으로 돌아가
내 손끝을 붙잡아 봐도
내 머리 속엔 까맣게 네가 번져
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
수 없이 혼자 반복하는 아픈 말들
I'm waiting for you
밤새도록 써 내려간 내 맘
쏟아내고 있어 미쳤어 난
오늘도 널 멈추지 못해
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
다 끝났단 걸 알면서도 여전히 난
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
I'm not over you
남겨진 내 얘길 듣지 못할 너에게
I'm waiting for you
이 말은 너에게 보낼 수 없지만
I'm still waiting for you

I'm not over you

With which words should I start? My pen has stopped.
It's really harder than I thought,
to put my heart down on paper.
I don't blame or hate you.
Your warm way of speaking
has now faded so much.
I live quite tolerably, as if I'm okay,
seeming indifferent, but still
I'm not over you,
I'm not over you.
The painful words I repeat to myself countless times,
I'm waiting for you.
No matter what I write, it takes me back to the beginning.
Even if I take your hand,
you only spread darkly in my mind.
I'm not over you,
I'm not over you.
The painful words I repeat to myself countless times,
I'm waiting for you.
My heart that I've poured out, writing all night,
I've gone crazy, pouring it out.
Again today, I can't stop you.
I'm not over you,
I'm not over you,
I'm not over you.
Though I know it's over, still, I,
I'm not over you,
I'm not over you,
I'm not over you.
I'm not over you.
To you, who won't hear my story that's left behind,
I'm waiting for you.
I can't send you these words,
but I'm still waiting for you.