Текст и перевод песни SUPER BEAVER - 幻想

幻想

夜の香り 何か思い出しそうで 君を想う 僕は今一人きりで
何一つも上手くいかないのは 誰のせいだ？
情けない僕など 何処か遠く投げ捨てたいな
嫌いなんだ こんな僕が
なのにずっと 捨てられないよ
過去に知った温かさを
ああ 誰も知らない僕 ああ 知られたくない夜
でも虚しくなって 怖くなって 慌てるんだ
僕一人が 夜の闇に取り残される そんな気がして
君の前でさえも強がっていたから 言いたいこと 本当に伝えたいこと
言葉になるその前に 孤独を感じてしまった
君はきっとそれ以上の 孤独に悲しみを抱いて
それすらも受け入れようと 僕の前じゃ笑顔だった
なのにずっと 僕は 逃げてた
ああ 君も知らない僕 ああ 知られたくない夜
だけど今になって 思い出すよ 僕にとって大事なものなど
幾つも無くて 君が何より 大切だったはずで
後になって気がつく ごめんねさえ言えないこと
わがままを繰り返して 調子のいい言葉を並べ
口先で語った夢 見落とした優しさも
今は無い 何も無い ちっぽけな自分に見た幻想
夜風を切り裂いて 走り出して 振り切るんだそんな僕を
今向かうよ 君の元へ まだ間に合うかな

Illusion

The night's scent, reminds me of something, makes me think of you. I'm all alone now.
Nothing goes right. Whose fault is it?
I wish I could just chuck this sorry excuse for a human being far, far away.
I hate being this way.
But I still can't get rid of you.
The warmth I felt back then.
Oh, the me that no one knows; oh, this night I don't want known.
But then I get scared and desperate, and I start to panic.
I feel like I'm the only one, left all alone in the darkness of the night.
I was always putting on a brave face in front of you, that's why I couldn't tell you what I really wanted to say, what I really wanted to convey.
I felt lonely before I could even put it into words.
I bet you're carrying around an even greater loneliness and sadness.
But you always put on a smile, even though you were trying to accept it.
But I kept running away.
Oh, the me that you don't know; oh, this night I don't want known.
But now I remember what's really important to me.
There aren't many things, but you were the most important one of all.
But now it's too late to say I'm sorry.
I kept being selfish, stringing you along with empty promises.
The dreams I talked about, the kindness I overlooked.
Now there's nothing left. I'm just an insignificant speck, chasing after an illusion.
I'm going to cut through the night wind and run, leaving behind this pathetic excuse for a man.
I'm headed your way now. Will I make it in time?