Текст и перевод песни Ibuki Sano - Nemurenai Yoruni

Nemurenai Yoruni

神様を知らない 僕ってやつは
風呂上がり、黄ばんだ天井 眺める屑だ

転がったライターに気づかず、踏みつけて叫んだ
でも助けなんて来ないから大丈夫ってこぼした

橙色の電球 濡れた前髪から落ちた
雫を照らしキラキラと鬱陶しいな
君が褒めてくれた喉を台無しにし続けた
罰か ツキか 壊すしか僕にはなかった

答えて
いつか この声が消えて
僕が僕じゃなくなってもいいかな、怖いよ
どんな夜も君が照らした
そんなことも気づかない僕は本当、馬鹿だな
一歩十歩百歩地団駄を踏んだら
「ただいま」聞けるかい

痛む足と半乾きの髪を放置して
床に寝そべって、煙を吐いて
わざと泣いてみても
ただいまなんて聞こえない
応えて

この声は忘れてしまった？
夜の中を彷徨っていやしないかな、笑えよ
どんな夜も僕が照らすから
帰る場所はここにあるって
言えばよかったな 歌うね

いつか いつか
そんな嘘を繰り返しながら
終わる日々は奇跡だ 眠れない
夜を駆けて 君を忘れて
そんなしょうもないことで
泣く僕は馬鹿だな それでも
待ってくれない 朝日が登った頃には
大丈夫になるから
神に願うよ 君に眠れる夜を
もうすぐ朝が来る

A Sleepless Night

I, who know nothing of God
Am a piece of trash staring at a yellowed ceiling after a bath

Unaware of the fallen lighter, I stepped on it and screamed
But help never came, so I muttered that it was okay

The orange light bulb fell from my wet hair
Illuminating the drops, which glitter and annoy me
I kept ruining the voice you praised
Punishment or luck, destruction was all I had

Answer me
When this voice fades away one day
And I am no longer myself, is that okay? I'm scared
Every night, you were the one who lit my way
I was such a fool that I didn't even notice that
I stomped my feet a million times
Will you greet me with "welcome home"?

Leaving my aching feet and half-dry hair alone
I lay on the floor and blew smoke
Even if I try to cry on purpose
I won't hear a welcome home
Respond

Have you forgotten this voice?
Aren't you still wandering in the night? Laugh
Every night, I will be your light
This is where you belong
I should have told you, I'll sing it for you

Someday, someday
Repeating such lies over and over again
Every passing day is a miracle, I can't sleep
I run through the night, forgetting you
For such a trivial reason
I cry like an idiot, but even so
By the time the sun rises and you're gone
I will be fine
To God, I pray for your peaceful nights
Dawn is almost here