Текст и перевод песни Sayuri - birthday song

birthday song

人はみんな
幸福を願い
もれずに私もその輪を抜け出せない
誰もが不幸になどなりたくないと
一つしかないその席を取り合った
選ばれなかった命を
弔うことすら出来ないままで
私は今日も白々しく
生きている 歌ってる
顔の見えない誰かに謝りながら
パパとママが愛し合って
生まれてから二十年が経った
何人に愛され
何人を傷付けてきたんだろう
私は 私は
答えられない
選ばれたかった誰かが
見れたかもしれない 光の色を
私は今日も探している
死にたいと生きたいの間を
何度も 何度も 行き来しながら
今日は誰かの誕生日で
そして同時にあなたの命日です
ふとした時に思い出して
そしていつか忘れてしまうでしょう
死のうと思って止めたあとの
死ねずに吸い込んだこの域で
私は歌を歌っている
行きたい場所などどこにもなくて
生まれた意味が分からなくても
せめて せめて
せめて せめて せめて
Ohh, happy birthday, happy birthday
Ahh, happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday Happy birthday
Ahh, Happy birthday to you
選ばれなかった命を
弔うことすら出来ないままで
私は今日も願っている
生きていてと死なないでと
何度も 何度も 私は叫ぶよ
選ばれたかった誰かと
それでも続いてく世界で今日も
居場所をずっと探している
死にたいと生きたいの間で
何度も 何度も 迷いながら
生まれてきた命には
せめて愛を、愛を
いつか優しくなれるように
いつか優しい朝が来るように
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Ahh, happy birthday to you
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Ahh, happy birthday to you

Birthday Song

Everybody wishes
For happiness
And I'm no exception
No one wants to be unhappy
So we all fight for that one spot
And the lives that aren't chosen
We can't even mourn them
And me, I'm living
I'm singing
With a hollow apology to someone I can't see
Twenty years have passed
Since my parents fell in love
How many have loved me?
How many have I hurt?
I – I
Can't answer
Someone who should have been chosen
Might have seen a different light
And so I search
Between wanting to die and wanting to live
Over and over again
Today is someone's birthday
And so it's also the anniversary of your death
From time to time, I remember
And someday, I'll forget
After I thought about dying then stopped
I breathed in this realm where I can't die
And I sing my song
There's nowhere I want to go
I don't know why I was born
But at least, at least
At least, at least, at least
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Ahh, happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Ahh, happy birthday to you
And the lives that aren't chosen
We can't even mourn them
Today, I wish
Please live, please don't die
Over and over again, I'll shout it
With someone who should have been chosen
And even so, the world keeps turning
And I keep searching for my place
Between wanting to die and wanting to live
Over and over again, I wonder
For the lives that were born
Can we give them love? Love?
So that someday we can be gentle
So that someday a gentle morning will come
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Ahh, happy birthday to you
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Ahh, happy birthday to you