Текст и перевод песни Sendeljer - Pulang

Pulang

Sudah pukul tiga pagi
Masih terjaga di sepanjang malam
Dan ku mulai lagi
Mengambil sebuah kertas dan pena dari lemari
Tuk lukiskan sebuah kisah dari dalam lubuk hati
This song is for myself, bukan cuma soal uang
Tapi pernahkah kau merasa lelah dan inginkan pulang
Tapi kemana?
(Aku tak tau harus kemana)
Kini rumah yang utuh sudah tinggal kenangan fana
Terkadang aku tak merasa diberkati
Ku bertanya pada Tuhan jadi apa aku nanti
Tangisan lari kejar bagai tanpa garis finish
Karena kejamnya hidup membuatku hampir bunuh diri
Aku satu-satunya yang tak terima kenyataan
Bahwa tiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan
Begitu banyak memori yang membuatku menahan
Namun tiada yang mendengar karena mereka takkan paham

(Takkan paham)

Ku telah rasakan lelah
Ku hanya ingin pulang
Ku telah rasakan lelah
Ku hanya ingin pulang

Begitu banyak jalan panjang yang harus kutelusuri
Arah tak bernavigasi, tanpa kompas kususuri
Hingga lelah jiwa raga, bagai mati suri
Ku tetap gerak dalam diam, sebut aku pencuri
Mencuri setiap ilmu yang lewati perjalanan
Karena ibu selalu bilang belajar dari pengalaman
Walaupun penuh semak belukar
Walaupun kujatuh dan terluka
Aku takkan pernah pada seperti api dari surga
Namun setiap saat kulelah selalu terpikirkan
Dimana tempat yang dapat kusebut sebagai rumah?
Ku merindu akan suasana indahnya pulang
Sebotol alkohol redakan hanya sementara
Walaupun hancur berantakan aku takkan putus asa
Selalu bersyukur dengan apa yang ku punya
Aku selalu meminta kepada yang maha kuasa
Agar bisa bersatu di kehidupan selanjutnya

Ku telah rasakan lelah
Ku hanya ingin pulang
Ku telah rasakan lelah
Ku hanya ingin pulang

Ku telah rasakan lelah
Ku hanya ingin pulang
Ku telah rasakan lelah
Ku hanya ingin pulang

Return Home

It's already three in the morning
Still wide awake all throughout the night
And I start again
Getting a piece of paper and pen from the cabinet
To paint a story from the depths of my heart
This song is for myself, it's not just about money
But haven't you felt tired and yearned to return home?
But to where?
(I don't know where to)
Now that home that was whole is just a mortal memory
Sometimes I don't feel blessed
I ask God what will become of me
Crying running and chasing like there is no finishing line
Because the cruel reality nearly made me kill myself
I am the only one who can't accept the reality
That every meeting will have its farewell
There are so many memories that make me endure
But no one hears because they'll never understand

(They won't understand)

I have felt tired
I just want to return home
I have felt tired
I just want to return home

There are so many long paths that I have to tread
Direction isn't navigated, without any compass I tread
Until I'm tired in soul and body, like a living dead
I still move in silence, call me a thief
Stealing every knowledge that passes through the journey
Because mother always said to learn from experience
Even though it's full of weeds
Even though I fell and was hurt
I never will be like fire from Heaven
But every time I'm tired I always thought
Where is the place that I can call home?
I miss the beautiful atmosphere of home
A bottle of alcohol only remedies temporarily
Even though I'm completely devastated I won't give up
Always grateful for what I have
I always ask to the Almighty
To be able to be united in the next life

I have felt tired
I just want to return home
I have felt tired
I just want to return home

I have felt tired
I just want to return home
I have felt tired
I just want to return home