Stroskotaná - Separ перевод на английский

Stroskotaná

Narodila sa nechcená do rozbitej rodiny.
Neviem, kto vyberá rodičov, no tu sa pomýlil.
Hniezdo záchrany, inkubátor, dlhé hodiny,
Sama bezbranná, bez matky, dopláca na omyly.

Dvoch jebnutých, nezodpovedných ľudí,
Je z jebačky, bez lásky, preto ju nikto neľúbil,
Prišla nová rodina, jej to skúsili sľúbiť,
Adopcia sú len papiere - treba to skúsiť.

Netreba jej súcit, treba jej domov,
Rodičov čo ju majú za svoju, nezáleží kto to bol,
V biologickom smere, len treba šlapať do schodov,
Aby rástla jak skala, stala sa silnou osobou.

Lenže, adoptívny foter bol skurvený agresor,
Bitky končievali dievčaťovou adresou,
Starý buzerant ju bil, hasil o ňu cigarety,
Doma kríže po stenách, na oko boli svätí.

Zvyšok rodiny to netrápilo, naschvál boli slepí,
Z rozjebanej psychiky, v puberte ostali len črepy,
Asi naveky v nej ostáva čiernobiely svet,
Skúša sa dať dokopy sama, no nič nejde hneď.

Opúšťa domov, školu, kráča svetom sama,
Nemá prácu, nemá lóve, zo života frustrovaná,
Bývať v útulku pre sociálne slabých - to není cesta,
Musí niečo vymyslieť lebo to musí prestať.

No bez praxe a bez školy ju majú všetci v piči,
Hneď ťa pošlú do piče bez adekvátnych príčin,
Chodí po brigádach za sto hodín - desať eur platu,
Keď si ozaj hladný není reálne si počkať na výplatu.

Hľadáme dievčatá, si číta titul inzerátu,
Musí robiť kroky, toto není na debatu,
Vyhýbať sa blatu, tak sa ide ukázať,
Možno je to chyba, no nemá jej to kto zakázať.

Zobrali ju hneď, má kde bývať, má čo jesť,
Tak tam kúruje za lóve - riziko na vlastnú päsť,
Okúsila veľký život - koks, není cesty späť,
Aj ten kúres nasilu sa dá nejako pretrpeť.

Časom strhaná jak piča, závisla na drogách,
Dávno skončil ideálny svet, sa topí v kalných vodách,
Nemá kto ruku podať, už je to ozaj zlé,
No stretne chlapca - jak ona, zapadajúce puzzle.

Má to byť láska jak svet, ktorá nikdy neumre,
No je to taká stoka, že je to fakt nechutné,
Závislí na heroíne - spolu zháňajú si lóve,
Spôsob nehrá rolu, tlak ich cháluje jak mole.

Mesto plné feťákov, jak bojové pole,
O miesta kde sa žobre, čóruje - sa zvádzajú boje,
Zrazu prišiel deň, keď ostala tehotná,
Sama dobre vie, že jak matka bude neschopná.

No piča sprostá - aj tak ďalej fetuje,
Malý narodil sa závislý, sa jej to účtuje,
Zobrala ho sociálka, čajočka to ľutuje,
O pár týždňov nato zomrel, more - čo ti kúruje?!

Nevinný život zhasol, napätie sa stupňuje,
Pár sa časom rozišiel, tak sa slučka zužuje,
Počuje v hlave hlasy, čo ju nútia zabiť sa,
Kúpiť zlatú a mať v piči kde je hranica.

Škrtidlo na ruke, smrad - zatuchnutá pivnica,
čierne slzy zo špirály - stekajú jej po lícach,
Dojebaný život, zvnútra ju kuše jak ploštica,
Roztiahnuté zrenice, telo opúšťa cez pľúca.

Shipwrecked

She was born unwanted, into a broken family.
I don't know who chooses parents, but here he made a mistake.
A rescue nest, an incubator, long hours,
Alone, defenseless, without a mother, paying for mistakes.

Two fucked up, irresponsible people,
She's from a fuck, without love, that's why nobody loved her,
A new family came, they tried to promise her,
Adoption is just paperwork - you have to try.

She doesn't need pity, she needs a home,
Parents who consider her their own, it doesn't matter who it was,
In the biological sense, you just have to climb the stairs,
To grow like a rock, become a strong person.

But, the adoptive father was a fucking aggressor,
The fights ended with the girl's address,
The old bastard beat her, put out cigarettes on her,
Crosses on the walls at home, they were saints for show.

The rest of the family didn't care, they were blind on purpose,
From a broken psyche, only shards remained in puberty,
A black and white world probably stays in her forever,
She tries to get herself together, but nothing happens right away.

She leaves home, school, walks the world alone,
She has no job, no money, frustrated with life,
Living in a shelter for the socially disadvantaged is not the way,
She has to come up with something because it has to stop.

But without experience and without school, everyone doesn't give a shit about her,
They immediately send you to fuck off without adequate reasons,
She goes on gigs for a hundred hours - ten euros pay,
When you're really hungry, it's not realistic to wait for your paycheck.

We are looking for girls, she reads the title of the ad,
She has to take steps, this is not up for debate,
Avoiding the mud, so she goes to show herself,
Maybe it's a mistake, but nobody can forbid her.

They took her right away, she has a place to live, she has something to eat,
So she hooks there for money - risk at your own peril,
She tasted the big life - coke, there is no way back,
Even that hooking by force can be somehow endured.

Over time, she's worn out like a cunt, addicted to drugs,
The ideal world has long since ended, she's drowning in muddy waters,
There is no one to lend a hand, it's really bad,
But she meets a boy - like her, a fitting puzzle piece.

It's supposed to be a love like the world, that never dies,
But it's such a gutter, that it's really disgusting,
Addicted to heroin - they get money together,
The way doesn't matter, the pressure hollows them out like moths.

A city full of junkies, like a battlefield,
There are battles over places where to beg, steal,
Suddenly the day came when she got pregnant,
She knows very well that she will be incapable as a mother.

But stupid bitch - she still keeps doing drugs,
The little one was born addicted, she's paying for it,
Social services took him, the little tea regrets it,
He died a few weeks later, sea - what are you doing?!

An innocent life went out, the tension is increasing,
The couple eventually broke up, so the loop is tightening,
She hears voices in her head telling her to kill herself,
To buy gold and not give a fuck where the limit is.

A noose on her hand, stench - a musty basement,
Black tears from mascara - flowing down her cheeks,
A fucked up life, biting her from the inside like a bedbug,
Dilated pupils, the body leaving through the lungs.