Текст и перевод песни Sepehr Khalse - Bargardam

Bargardam

یه آدمِ دیگه بودم
همه یِ این اتفاقا منو عوض کرد
بعضی موقع ها دلم میخواد برگردم
دلم گرفته ، میخوام برگردم
دلم شکسته،باید برگردم
حالم خرابه،میخوام برگردم
باید برگردم ، به
پسری که هیچ کَسو نداشت
تَنگ نمیشد دلِ هیچ کسی براش
گرم میگرفت أ دردش با درختا
دردی که میداد پوستشو خَراش
یکی بود حفظش میکرد
اونو یادش نبود ولی حسش میکرد
یه پَک میخرید فِک کنه خوشحاله
أ توو جیبش درمیومد هدفونِ مُچاله
دَم میگرفت کز کُنه دچارِ
تنهاییاش بشه دِق کنه دوباره
نمیداد بو سیگار تنش
زخم نبود اِنقد أ روزگار تنش
پسری که خسته نبود
سپهری که خلسه نبود
دلم گرفته ، میخوام برگردم
دلم شکسته،باید برگردم
حالم خرابه،میخوام برگردم
باید برگردم ، به
الآن أ اون آدم گذشته سال ها
سپهر فقط میکنه با گذشته حال آه
یه چی میسازه توو زحمتِ ده سال
خوراکِشه بده توو دو شب به باد
بشه پسری که هیشکی نمیشناخت
نبود غماش هیشکی به هیچ جاش
سپهری که هنو روش میشد
تو چشِ باباش نِگاه کنه هنو جوش میخورد
با بچه هایِ محل از تهِ دل میخندید
شادیایِ گذشته دیگه توش نی خُب
نمیداد بو سیگار تنش
زخم نبود اِنقد أ روزگار تنش
پسری که ساکت نبود
سپهری که عاشق نبود
دلم گرفته ، میخوام برگردم
دلم شکسته، باید برگردم
حالم خرابه، میخوام برگردم
باید برگردم ...
دلم گرفته ، میخوام برگردم
دلم شکسته،باید برگردم
حالم خرابه،میخوام برگردم
باید برگردم ، به
میبینَتم میگه عوض شدی بِم
حتی خنده هات تَصَنُعیه
وقتی خانواده ازم بُریده
رفیقامم دارن میگن عجب گُوهیه
یه صدایی میگه تولدیه
امروز پاشو همش توقعی که
میشناسمش اسمش امیده
واسه دروغای اونه پاهاش همش دوئیده
بگذریم ، دیگه نمیکنم توجهی بِش
اونی که جاش تو قلبِ دآشم
تووی فکرش عین چِت و کَله پاشَم
میارم از این لحظه ها کم
واسه صحنه ساختم
توش نقش واسه همه داشتم
بد نشد حتی لحظه آخر آره
چِش کم میاد واسه دیدنِ
اتفاق و حقیقتو ساده میگم
آدما ولی میپیچونن
میترسم بکنن چیزی رو ...

Bargardam

I was a different person
All of these incidents changed me
Sometimes I wish I could go back
I feel sad, I want to go back
I feel broken, I have to go back
I feel down, I want to go back
I have to go back, to
A boy who had no one
Nobody missed him
He would talk to trees for comfort
A pain that scratched his skin
Someone was protecting him
He didn't remember, but he felt it
He would buy a cigarette to pretend he was happy
He would find a crumpled headphone in his pocket
He would sit and wish
To die from loneliness again
His body didn't smell of cigarettes
Life hadn't wounded him so much then
A boy who wasn't tired
A Sepher who wasn't in a trance
I feel sad, I want to go back
I feel broken, I have to go back
I feel down, I want to go back
I have to go back, to
Now, years have passed since that man
Sepher only sighs to the past
He builds something in ten years of hard work
And destroys it in two nights
To be the boy that nobody knew
He didn't care about anything
A Sepher who still dared
To look into his father's eyes and still worry
He would laugh heartily with the local kids
There's no joy left in his past
His body didn't smell of cigarettes
Life hadn't wounded him so much then
A boy who wasn't silent
A Sepher who wasn't in love
I feel sad, I want to go back
I feel broken, I have to go back
I feel down, I want to go back
I have to go back ...
I feel sad, I want to go back
I feel broken, I have to go back
I feel down, I want to go back
I have to go back, to
He sees me and tells me I have changed
Even your laughter is fake
When my family has abandoned me
My friends are saying I am a jerk
A voice says it's my birthday
Today, stand up, it's all expectations
I know him, his name is Hope
For his lies, his legs have always run
Let it go, I won't pay attention to him anymore
The one who has my brother's heart
He thinks of me as a jerk
I will reduce these moments
I have created for the stage
I had roles for everyone
It wasn't bad, even the last moment, yes
Eyes are not enough to see
I say the incidents and truths simply
But people twist them
I am afraid they will turn something into ...