Текст и перевод песни Serrini - 放棄治療

放棄治療

还是靓妹的时光过得太快
还未学坏已经长大
年幼时青春一点点嘥哂
却不觉得很愉快

没有试过约会别人
电影通通没有变真
从来不接受思想软禁
但breakthrough也没有发生

没有学会特立独行
跟着大队我又至憎
每日都在分身变怪物
却不想乖乖死心

指甲陷入掌心的一刻我知道了
生活极忧郁也不会叫我变渺小
现在我要放弃治疗不要迫我笑
就当众人皆醒我独醉吧再也不紧要

曾在厕所躲起来偷偷哭过吗
厕格内眼角雨水超载
离去时仿佛心肝少一块
但这种进化不能买

没有甚么风光本领
样子也未见标青
还未懂欣赏天生的个性
像大梦未瞓醒

当「标奇立异」是个罪名
叫我这怪人离弃本性
长期分裂但什么是注定
受够了就瞓醒

指甲陷入掌心的一刻我知道了
生活极忧郁也不会叫我变渺小
现在我要放弃治疗不要迫我笑
就当我消散大气吧寂寞融掉

离开世俗以后快乐每一分秒
投进书海畅泳时日流转

指甲陷入掌心的一刻我知道了
那些年忧郁也不会叫我有破损
世界让你自信动摇但作者已死了
活出你想要的未来不要再等了

Give Up Treatment

The time when I was still a pretty girl passed by so quickly
I hadn't even learned to be bad, but I was already grown up
Wasted my youth little by little when I was young
But didn't feel very happy

Never tried dating someone else
The movies never came true
Never accepted being confined by my thoughts
But no breakthrough happened either

Didn't learn to be independent
Following the crowd, but I hated it
Every day, I split into a monster
But I didn't want to give up

The moment my nails dug into my palm, I knew
Life is extremely depressing, but it won't make me feel insignificant
Now I want to give up treatment, don't force me to smile
Just pretend that everyone is awake and I'm the only one drunk, it doesn't matter anymore

Have you ever hidden in the bathroom and cried secretly?
The tears in the cubicle overflowed
When I left, it felt like a piece of my heart was missing
But this kind of evolution can't be bought

I don't have any special abilities
And my appearance isn't outstanding
I still haven't learned to appreciate my natural character
Like a big dream that I haven't woken up from

When "being unique" is a crime
Telling me, this weirdo, to abandon my true nature
I've been split for a long time, but what is destined?
I've had enough, I'm waking up

The moment my nails dug into my palm, I knew
Life is extremely depressing, but it won't make me feel insignificant
Now I want to give up treatment, don't force me to smile
Just let me disappear into thin air, let loneliness melt away

Every second is pure happiness after leaving the world
Time flies while I swim freely in a sea of books

The moment my nails dug into my palm, I knew
All those years of depression couldn't break me
The world can shake your confidence, but the author is dead
Live the future you want, don't wait any longer