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Hayal Bile Kuramam

Ateş olsam kendimi yaksam
İçim yine soğumaz burada duramam
Yağmur olsam ruhuna yağsam
Buhar olur uçarım hayal bile kuramam
Ateş olsam kendimi yaksam
İçim yine soğumaz burada duramam
Yağmur olsam ruhuna yağsam
Buhar olur uçarım hayal bile kuramam

İlerliyorum loş bir hol
Planlıyorum hoş bir son
Bir an diyorum opsiyon yok
Zor bir yoldasın, at torpido
Savaş bozuk fonksiyon
Düşerken herkese porsiyon
Yel değirmenlerine rüzgar olmuşum
Yek durdum, adım Don Kişot
Ama yok yanımda Sancho Panzo
Bugüne dek çizdim inan çok tablo
Bir nebze bu da olmak gibi La Vie ve Guernica'sız Picasso Pablo
Fırçam la-sol la-sol
Şablonlar boş diye geldim daha çok rahatsız ol
Tolerans yok, af yok, laf yok, saf yok

En büyük sermayem fikirlerim
Bizim nezdimizde yeraltı bir zirvedir
Onlar "susun ve yiyin" dedi
Kıstılar, çıksa kimin sesi
Oysa kral hiçbir zaman giyinmedi

Ateş olsam kendimi yaksam
İçim yine soğumaz burada duramam
Yağmur olsam ruhuna yağsam
Buhar olur uçarım hayal bile kuramam
Ateş olsam kendimi yaksam
İçim yine soğumaz burada duramam
Yağmur olsam ruhuna yağsam
Buhar olur uçarım hayal bile kuramam

Ruhum tehlikeli, karanlıklar benim evim
Derhal tecrit edin; kalbim sessiz, beynim fevri
Rüzgar esti geçti; ezdi, yıktı pestil etti
Umutlar resti çekti, sönmesin diye pek direttim, olmadı
Döndüm gittim, "neredesin" diye sormadın
Bu karanlık beni terk etmezse elleriyle boğmalı
Olmak istemiyorum baraküdalar içinde ton balığı
Onlar aç ve beni yerlerse karınları tok kalır
Bırak baksın tadıma
Karma ya da kader deyip geçemem aptallıklarıma, dağılan yıllarıma
Bugünü düzeltebilmek varken saklandım yarına
Gülmek kolay, beraber ağlayabileceklerim yaklaşsın yanıma
Acı gerçekler yok edip pembe hayalleri, yerine bıraktı morluklar
Birleşti tüm kötü niyetler, kopardı beni bu toplumdan
Cehennem ateşi yakarken yüreği her taraf toz duman
Ama ben yine de kalbimin sesini dinledim; oldum sağır

Ateş olsam kendimi yaksam
İçim yine soğumaz burada duramam
Yağmur olsam ruhuna yağsam
Buhar olur uçarım hayal bile kuramam
Ateş olsam kendimi yaksam
İçim yine soğumaz burada duramam
Yağmur olsam ruhuna yağsam
Buhar olur uçarım hayal bile kuramam

I Can't Even Dream

If I were fire, I would burn myself
My heart would still be cold, I can't stay here
If I were rain, I would pour on your soul
I would evaporate and disappear, I can't even dream
If I were fire, I would burn myself
My heart would still be cold, I can't stay here
If I were rain, I would pour on your soul
I would evaporate and disappear, I can't even dream

I'm moving forward through a dim hallway
Planning a pleasant end
For a moment, I say there's no option
You're a tough road, a torpedo
War is a broken function
Everyone gets a portion when they fall
I've been the wind for windmills
I stood still, my name is Don Quixote
But Sancho Panza is not by my side
I've painted so many pictures to date
A little bit of this is like being Pablo Picasso without La Vie and Guernica
My brush is la-sol la-sol
I came because the templates are empty, get even more uncomfortable
No tolerance, no forgiveness, no words, no purity

My biggest asset is my ideas
In our view, the underground is a peak
They said, "Shut up and eat"
They clamped down, whose voice would come out
But the king was never dressed

If I were fire, I would burn myself
My heart would still be cold, I can't stay here
If I were rain, I would pour on your soul
I would evaporate and disappear, I can't even dream
If I were fire, I would burn myself
My heart would still be cold, I can't stay here
If I were rain, I would pour on your soul
I would evaporate and disappear, I can't even dream

My soul is dangerous, darkness is my home
Isolate me immediately; my heart is silent, my mind is impetuous
The wind blew and passed; it crushed, destroyed, and ruined everything
Hopes took a bow, I insisted so hard so they wouldn't go out, it didn't work
I turned around and left, you didn't ask "where are you"
If this darkness doesn't leave me, it should strangle me with its hands
I don't want to be a tuna among barracudas
If they're hungry and eat me, their bellies will be full
Let them taste me
I can't just say karma or fate and ignore my stupidities, my wasted years
I hid from tomorrow, when I could have fixed today
It's easy to laugh, let those who can cry with me come close
Painful truths destroyed pink dreams, leaving behind bruises
All evil intentions united, tore me away from this society
Hellfire burns the heart, everything is dust and smoke
But I still listened to my heart's voice; I became deaf

If I were fire, I would burn myself
My heart would still be cold, I can't stay here
If I were rain, I would pour on your soul
I would evaporate and disappear, I can't even dream
If I were fire, I would burn myself
My heart would still be cold, I can't stay here
If I were rain, I would pour on your soul
I would evaporate and disappear, I can't even dream