Yengildim - Shahlo Ahmedova перевод на английский

Yengildim

Qara yurak bu to'rida yara
Ko'ray demaysan bir chora
Men seni deganda nega meni demaysan oshkora
Yurak bag'rimni qon qilma
Kechiraveradi deb o'ylama
Toqatim bitsa meni izlama
Yengildim yetar bas
Keragi emas
Malhami yo'q ushbu tuyg'u
Yengildim yetar bas
Yig'lagim kelmas
Ko'zlar meni ushbu qayg'u
Nega qalbingda men emas sevgi
O'sha mo'jizli oshyoga
Men seni dedimmi
Ko'ngil berib meni u demas o'zingga
Bilib qilganim qanoat
Seni deb o'zgaraman har soat
Tabib turib o'sha harorat
Yengildim yetar bas
Keragi emas
Malhami yo'q ushbu tuyg'u
Yengildim yetar bas
Yig'lagim kelmas
Ko'zlar meni ushbu qayg'u
Yengildim yetar bas
Keragi emas
Malhami yo'q ushbu tuyg'u
Yengildim yetar bas
Yig'lagim kelmas
Ko'zlar meni ushbu qayg'u

I'm Defeated

A dark heart, a wound in this chest,
You don't seem to see a cure.
When I mention you, why don't you mention me openly?
Don't make my heart and soul bleed,
Don't think I'll keep forgiving.
Don't look for me when my patience runs out.
I'm defeated, enough is enough,
I don't need you anymore.
There's no balm for this feeling.
I'm defeated, enough is enough,
I don't want to cry.
My eyes are filled with this sorrow.
Why isn't it me, but love in your heart,
That miraculous tenderness?
Did I mention you?
Giving my heart, you don't mention me to yourself.
My contentment is knowingly done,
I change for you every hour.
A doctor, enduring that heat.
I'm defeated, enough is enough,
I don't need you anymore.
There's no balm for this feeling.
I'm defeated, enough is enough,
I don't want to cry.
My eyes are filled with this sorrow.
I'm defeated, enough is enough,
I don't need you anymore.
There's no balm for this feeling.
I'm defeated, enough is enough,
I don't want to cry.
My eyes are filled with this sorrow.