Текст и перевод песни Shohrux Ummon - Meni baxtim

Meni baxtim

Nahotki, ikkimizdan ham bir kerakli so'z topilmasa
Nahotki, bu keraksiz mavzu ochilsa-yu yopilmasa
Nahotki, baxtim deganim, endi armonim bo'lib qolasan
Nahotki, yarim bo'lagim, ko'nglim yarmim bo'lib olasan

Uch kundan beri uyqu yo'q, almashtiradi oy quyoshni
Lekin manga farqi yo'q
Halovat yo'qolgan, topilmaydi o'zimni qo'ygani joy
Holim hech kim bilmaydi, lek yurak so'rar najot

O'sha kundan beri qiziqtirmas ob-havo
Qiziqtirmas olam, "tv"dagi navo
Qilolmay tasavvur, xayolda bitta savol
Shuncha yillar asragan baxtim topdimi zavol?

Ou mani baxtim, qarshingdaman so'nggi bor
Nahot qolmadi vaqtim? So'zlarim tingla so'nggi bor
O mani baxtim, endi bir o'zing yet orzularimizga
Qolmadi vaqtim, ko'z yoshlaringni ko'rsatmagin hech kimga

Ou, ketaver go'zalim, ortingga hech qayrilma
Mayli, baxtli bo'l, meni esa hech o'ylama
Ou, sen ketaver go'zalim, ortingga hech qayrilma
Sevganing bilan baxtli bo'l, hech qachon undan ayrilma

Endi mani ko'zlarim bilan olamga qara
Shunda qanchalik sevganim qilolasan faraz
Oddiy ko'chalardan topib go'zal manzara
Hayotga sevgan ko'zlar bilan qara

Endi mani xursandim bilan boshlagin kuning
Baxt sababchi bo'lsin ko'zing yoshilagan kuning
Endi mani qo'ng'iroqlarim buzmaydi tuning
Endi yuzingdagi tabassum bo'lmaydi sun'iy

Endi hayotimning nuri bilan yorit yo'ling
Qiyin bo'lganda orzularimiz tutsin qo'ling
Endi mani fe'lim bilan tashvishga beparvo
Bo'lib, shirin xayollaringda qilaver parvoz

Endi bo'lsin o'sha shirin tushlaring bari rost
Bo'l baxtga yaqinroq, mayli, mandan nariroq
Parvoz et eshitmay, yonimda qol desam
Man esa qoldi, qanotlarimda

Ou mani baxtim, qarshingdaman so'nggi bor
Nahot qolmadi vaqtim? So'zlarim tingla so'nggi bor
O mani baxtim, endi bir o'zing yet orzularimizga
Qolmadi vaqtim, ko'z yoshlaringni ko'rsatmagin hech kimga

Ou, ketaver go'zalim, ortingga hech qayrilma
Mayli, baxtli bo'l, meni esa hech o'ylama
Ou, sen ketaver go'zalim, ortingga hech qayrilma
Sevganing bilan baxtli bo'l, hech qachon undan ayrilma

My Happiness

Is it possible that we can't find even one necessary word?
Is it possible that this unnecessary topic has been opened and can't be closed?
Is it possible that you, who I called my happiness, will become my regret?
Is it possible that you, my other half, will become the half that breaks my heart?

For three days I haven't slept, the moon replaces the sun.
But I don't care.
Peace is lost, I can't find my place.
No one understands my condition, but my heart begs for salvation.

Since that day, I'm not interested in the weather.
I'm not interested in the world, the sounds on TV.
I can't imagine, only one question in my mind.
Has my happiness, which I cherished for so many years, been destroyed?

Oh my happiness, I'm in front of you one last time.
Is it true that there's no time left? Listen to my words one last time.
Oh my happiness, now you alone can reach our dreams.
There's no time left, don't show your tears to anyone.

Oh, go away, my beautiful, don't look back.
Be happy, and don't think about me.
Oh, go away, my beautiful, don't look back.
Be happy with the one you love, never leave him.

Now look at the world through my eyes.
Then you can imagine how much I loved you.
Finding beauty in ordinary streets.
Look at life with loving eyes.

Now start your day with my joy.
May happiness be the reason for the tears in your eyes.
Now my calls won't disturb your nights.
Now the smile on your face won't be fake.

Now light your way with the light of my life.
May our dreams hold your hand when it's hard.
Now, carefree with my spirit.
Fly away in your sweet dreams.

Now may all your sweet dreams come true.
Be closer to happiness, even if it's further from me.
Fly away without hearing me say stay by my side.
And I'm left here, with broken wings.

Oh my happiness, I'm in front of you one last time.
Is it true that there's no time left? Listen to my words one last time.
Oh my happiness, now you alone can reach our dreams.
There's no time left, don't show your tears to anyone.

Oh, go away, my beautiful, don't look back.
Be happy, and don't think about me.
Oh, go away, my beautiful, don't look back.
Be happy with the one you love, never leave him.