Текст и перевод песни Shoko Nakagawa - 白いチョウの夢

白いチョウの夢

またねって言えばサヨナラを
少しは明るくできるかな

君の気持ちが消えた今
そばにいれるほど強くはない

大したことじゃないフリするのが
最後の優しさだよ

嫌いになれたら
楽になれるのに
もがくほどに君が好きで辛い
クモの巣にかかる白いチョウの夢を
愛しい君は永遠に知らないまま

今度あの店行こうって
いつかも決めずに話してた

思い出よりも果たせない
明日があるのに震えてしまう

小さなことだと思えないほど
君が溢れてるから

そばにいるだけで
生まれた場所へと
還れるような愛を感じたのに
クモの巣にかかる白いチョウの夢を
愛しい君は永遠に知らないまま

君は悪くない 分かっていても
君を責めたくなるよ
瞳を閉じて 耳を塞いで
サナギに今還りたい

嫌いになれたら
楽になれるのに
もがくほどに君が好きで辛い
"ありがとう"と言いたい
だけど声が出ない
君と別れたくないよ Ah

そばにいるだけで
生まれた場所へと
還れるような愛を感じたのに
クモの巣にかかる白いチョウの夢を
愛しい君は永遠に知らないまま

Dream of a White Butterfly

If I were to say goodbye
I'd pretend to be cheerful

Because your feelings have disappeared
And I'm not strong enough to be by your side

I'll pretend not to be bothered by it
That's my last act of kindness

If I could hate you
It would be easier
The more I struggle, the more I love you and it hurts
Like a white butterfly caught in a spider's web
My precious, you'll never know

We were going to go to that shop
But we never made a time

Our memories are less than the unfulfilled
And I'm trembling even though there's a tomorrow

You fill me up so much
That I can't think of it as a small thing

Just being by your side
Made me feel like I could return
To the place where I was born
Like a white butterfly caught in a spider's web
My precious, you'll never know

It's not your fault, I know
But I find myself blaming you
I close my eyes and cover my ears
I wish I could return to being a pupa

If I could hate you
It would be easier
The more I struggle, the more I love you and it hurts
"Thank you," I wanted to say
But I can't get the words out
I don't want to break up with you, ah

Just being by your side
Made me feel like I could return
To the place where I was born
Like a white butterfly caught in a spider's web
My precious, you'll never know