Текст и перевод песни Shoxrux - Hato

Hato

Madorim yo′q shu bugunda bor-u yo'g′im mana shu yuragimda абсолютный бардак, вот так
Kechagina berilgan bu va'dalaring gapirildi просто так, unutildi darrov
Yana nima dema, har gal bitta gapingga ishonib yashadim-ku man ahmoq! Sani gaping mana bundoq:
— "Keling endi iltimos, mani kechiring, endi yaxshi yashaylik" (Yo'q!)

Qani endi shu gaplaringda agarda bo′lganida ayni haqiqat
O′zing yanada o'ylab ko′rgin ming bora, bo'larmidi shu darajada xunuk o′rtamizdagi bu oqibat (Kimda kasofat?)
Qani o'sha sevgi-muhabbat, qani nafosat? Bir birimizga nisbatan dillarimizda yashaydi endida faqatgina nafrat
Bo′ldi yetar ortig'ini gapirmadim, qisqasini aytganda, jonim, sanga ming rahmat!

Zaboni shirin, ammo, go'zal visol bevafo
Dillar gado holatlar mahzun, beparvo
Ko′zlarda yo′qoldi ma'no! Yo′q ma'no!
Yo′q ma'no!

Xonam uzra, ozor-u jonim mani, sig′mayapman axir o'zimga, xonada man
Yanada holati pora, huzur-u osmon-u dilim
Yaxshi yuribsanmi ishqilib, azizim nadomat-u dardni solib qalbimga
Qani endi sani o'shanda uchratnaganimda hozirda hamma narsa bo′larmidi o′zgacha?
Yana xudo biladi, balki bo'lardi battar, bu dunyoning hamma yo′llarida to'la xavf-xatar

Mayli, iltimos, mani bitta narsaga ishontirgin!
Manga vafodormisan, degan savolimga faqatda rost javob ber!
O′zim ham bilardim — Peshonangda ter!
Gapir endi, mani qaysi kamchiligim uchun qilding hamma tomonlama yer? (Rrr)
Hamma xatolaringni kechirar edim-ku ammo bunisini kechirmasman zinhor!

Zaboni shirin, ammo, go'zal visol bevafo
Dillar gado holatlar mahzun, beparvo
Ko′zlarda yo'qoldi ma'no! Yo′q ma′no!
Yo'q ma′no!

Dir-bidir-bidir, hali ham hozir
Nima? Kamchiliging bormi?
Xiyonat qilishdan oldin, Xudo bergan kallani ishlatish kerakmasmidi?
Asabimga tegma! Hozir san bilan gaplashgani, bilsang, umuman holim yo'q

Yuragimda o′q, man endi telbaman!
Butun borlig'imni, yana hamma narsalarimni, nomimni unutganman
Sani esa qalbimdan o′chirib tashlaganman
Ket yo'qol endi, ko'zimga korinma!

Bilaman san zo′rsan, e man kimman?! Bilmadim qadrimni
Telefoningdagi xatlaringni o′qiganimda ado bo'ldim, voy dod!
Bilasanmi shuni? Ularni kimga yozding?
Maqsadingga yetishdingmi? Oxir-oqibatda bir narsani tushunish ham qiyin bo′ldi

Qolmadi ma'no...
Nima bu? Qasdmi yo xato?!
Qasdmi yo xato?

(Yo′q ma'no!)

Hato (Mistake)

I feel lost today, my existence solely residing in this heart filled with absolute chaos, that's how it is.
The promises you made just yesterday were spoken in vain, instantly forgotten.
Don't say anything else, I was a fool to believe your every word! Your words were like this:
— "Please, forgive me, let's start anew" (No!)

If there was any truth in your words,
Think a thousand times more, would the consequences between us be this ugly? (Whose fault is it?)
Where is that love and affection, where is the tenderness? Now, only hatred resides in our hearts towards each other.
Enough, I won't say more, in short, my dear, thank you a thousand times!

Sweet tongue, but a beautiful face so unfaithful,
Hearts are desolate, sad, and indifferent.
Meaning vanished from the eyes! No meaning!
No meaning!

Within my room, my pain and soul, I can't fit into myself, I'm trapped.
My state is even more miserable, my peace, my sky, my heart.
I hope you're doing well, my dear, leaving regret and pain in my heart.
If I hadn't met you then, would everything be different now?
God only knows, maybe it would be worse, all roads in this world are full of danger.

Please, just convince me of one thing!
To my question "Are you faithful to me?", just answer truthfully!
I knew it myself — Sweat on your forehead!
Speak now, for what flaw of mine did you completely crush me? (Rrr)
I would have forgiven all your mistakes, but I will never forgive this!

Sweet tongue, but a beautiful face so unfaithful,
Hearts are desolate, sad, and indifferent.
Meaning vanished from the eyes! No meaning!
No meaning!

Dir-bidir-bidir, even now
What? Do you have any flaws?
Before betraying, shouldn't you have used the brain God gave you?
Don't get on my nerves! I'm in no state to talk to you right now.

An arrow in my heart, I'm delirious now!
I've forgotten my entire being, everything I had, even my name.
But I've erased you from my heart.
Get lost now, don't let me see you!

I know you're amazing, who am I?! I didn't know my worth.
When I read the messages on your phone, I was devastated, oh my God!
Do you know this? Who did you write them to?
Did you achieve your goal? In the end, it was hard to understand anything.

There's no meaning left...
What is this? Intentional or a mistake?!
Intentional or a mistake?

(No meaning!)