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A solas

Shé
A solas
A veces de repente siento que ya nadie me entiende
Que todo se vuelve en mi contra, todo me agobia
Pago con la gente que mas quiero lo que noto sin motivo
Entonces ni siquiera siento lo que digo
Camino triste y cabizbajo serio
No necesito nada, déjame estar solo enserio
Cuando estoy a solas pienso en quitarme de en medio
Me juro a mí mismo sonreír, pero no hay remedio

A veces no consigo deshacerme de esta culpa
Trato de seguir luchando, pero a veces paso
Es tan duro despertar y ver que nada cambia
Que en todo lo que hagas tan solo es un fracaso
A veces miro todo en cuanto tengo y no me basta
Me da miedo seguir avanzando, creciendo
Sufriendo cada día por el amor y la pasta
Que sé que nada es para siempre y que todo se gasta
Intento mejorar como persona cada día
Hablo conmigo siempre y digo: "reacciona"
Me propongo demasiadas metas en mi vida, pero
Nada cambia todo sigue igual nada funciona
Me pregunto absurdamente cosas que no entiendo
Cuál es mi lugar a donde voy que estoy haciendo
Siguen pasando los años y voy comprendiendo
Que lo único que se larga
Y no vuelve nunca es el tiempo

Mi mundo no gira
Y me cuesta sentir
El sol ya no brilla
No sé a dónde ir
Ya no sé decidir
Mi manera de vivir
Y entre suspiros sola esperaría mi fin

Mi mundo no gira
Y me cuesta sentir
El sol ya no brilla
No sé a dónde ir
Lagrimas me arañan
Y siento el alma vacía
Voces que me gritan
Que no existe una salida

Me da rabia no poder ser como quiero ser
Ver la vida como jamás la quise ver
Actuar de otra manera tener otro parecer
No hacer aquello que quiero por el temor de perder, crecer
No darme cuenta convertirme en otra cosa
Totalmente diferente a aquello que prometí
Dije que nunca lo haría
Que lo imaginaria
Un mal día me despierto y admito que soy así
Odio los domingos no me gustan para nada
Están para recordar los errores que tuve
Mis sueños se largan se quedan entre las nubes
¿Quieres un consejo?
Pase lo que pase nunca dudes
Odio este momento
Este presente lo presiento
Amanece como siempre
Luego queda anochecer
Cada domingo me recuerda ese tipo de persona
Con la cual siempre he soñado
Y que nunca he podido ser
No puedo aliviarme
No intentes ayudarme
Se que soy el responsable y no paro de culparme
Dejo de complicarme
Pido largarme solo y si fuera así
Pediría que alguien viniera a buscarme
Otro día sin respuesta sin nada para curarme
Cada vez hay menos tiempo
Y no paro de preguntarme
A veces pienso que estoy loco
Yo necesito expresarme
Esta es la única manera
Que tengo para explicarme

Mi mundo no gira
Y me cuesta sentir
El sol ya no brilla
No sé a dónde ir
Ya no se decidir
Mi manera de vivir
Y entre suspiro sola esperaría mi fin

Mi mundo no gira
Y me cuesta sentir
El sol ya no brilla
No sé a dónde ir
Lagrimas me arañan
Siento el alma vacía
Voces que me gritan
Que no existe una salida

Es muy duro seguir así
¿Y que me queda?
Vivir soñando
No creo que se pueda
Debo cumplir años
Sin saber lo que me espera poca alegría
Dentro demasiada pena fuera
No funciona así
Funciona por impresiones
Somos ilusiones, sensaciones y emociones
Se que pasare mi vida
Atado a una tristeza eterna
Pero el resto de la gente
Pensaran que son canciones
Pido marcharme de aquí, saltar y vivir
Escapar de esta depresión, dejar de sufrir
Pasar del ayer, sonreír y ya esta
Seguir caminando sin pensar en nada
Y tan solo fluir, notar que por una sola vez
Puedo ser feliz, ver a mi familia bien
Escuchar que no se acaba
Despertar con ilusión
Y lo primero que vea
Cada mañana a mi lado solo sea su mirada
Hacer feliz a mi hermano
Que sepa que lo he logrado
Que la frase de mi pecho
Jamás la he olvidado
Quiero vivir cada sueño
Y que por una vez se cumpla
Que salgan las cosas bien
Y dejar de sentir la culpa
Sentirme orgulloso, alegre y vivo
Que la tristeza y la pena
Sientan lo que yo he sentido
Alcanzar cada promesa
Que hice un día conmigo mismo y decir se acabo
Porque ya lo he conseguido

Mi mundo no gira
Y me cuesta sentir
El sol ya no brilla
No sé a dónde ir
Ya no se decidir
Mi manera de vivir
Y entre suspiro sola esperaría mi fin
Mi mundo no gira
Y me cuesta sentir
El sol ya no brilla
No sé a dónde ir
Lagrimas que arañan
Y siento el alma vacía
Voces que me gritan
Que no existe una salida

Alone

Shé
Alone
Sometimes, suddenly, I feel like no one understands me
That everything turns against me, everything overwhelms me
I take it out on the people I love most, for no reason
Then I don't even feel what I'm saying
I walk sad, head down, serious
I don't need anything, just leave me alone, seriously
When I'm alone, I think about getting rid of myself
I swear to myself I'll smile, but there's no remedy

Sometimes I can't get rid of this guilt
I try to keep fighting, but sometimes I give up
It's so hard to wake up and see that nothing changes
That everything I do is just a failure
Sometimes I look at everything I have and it's not enough
I'm afraid to keep moving forward, growing
Suffering every day for love and money
Knowing that nothing lasts forever and everything fades
I try to improve as a person every day
I always talk to myself and say: "react"
I set too many goals in my life, but
Nothing changes, everything stays the same, nothing works
I absurdly ask myself things I don't understand
What is my place, where am I going, what am I doing
The years keep passing and I'm understanding
That the only thing that leaves
And never comes back is time

My world doesn't turn
And it's hard for me to feel
The sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go
I don't know how to decide anymore
My way of living
And between sighs, alone, I'd wait for my end

My world doesn't turn
And it's hard for me to feel
The sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go
Tears scratch me
And I feel my soul empty
Voices that yell at me
That there's no way out

It makes me angry not being able to be how I want to be
To see life as I never wanted to see it
To act differently, to have a different opinion
Not doing what I want for fear of losing, growing
Not realizing, becoming something else
Totally different from what I promised
I said I would never do it
That I would imagine it
One bad day I wake up and admit that I am like that
I hate Sundays, I don't like them at all
They are for remembering the mistakes I made
My dreams go away, they stay among the clouds
Do you want some advice?
Whatever happens, never doubt
I hate this moment
This present, I feel it
Dawn breaks as always
Then nightfall remains
Every Sunday reminds me of that kind of person
That I have always dreamed of being
And that I have never been able to be
I can't relieve myself
Don't try to help me
I know I'm responsible and I keep blaming myself
I stop complicating myself
I ask to leave alone and if it were like that
I would ask for someone to come and find me
Another day without answers, without anything to heal me
There's less and less time
And I keep asking myself
Sometimes I think I'm crazy
I need to express myself
This is the only way
I have to explain myself

My world doesn't turn
And it's hard for me to feel
The sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go
I don't know how to decide anymore
My way of living
And between sighs, alone, I'd wait for my end

My world doesn't turn
And it's hard for me to feel
The sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go
Tears scratch me
I feel my soul empty
Voices that yell at me
That there's no way out

It's very hard to go on like this
And what's left for me?
To live dreaming
I don't think it's possible
I have to get older
Without knowing what awaits me, little joy
Inside, too much sorrow, outside
It doesn't work like that
It works by impressions
We are illusions, sensations and emotions
I know I will spend my life
Tied to an eternal sadness
But the rest of the people
Will think they are just songs
I ask to leave from here, to jump and to live
Escape from this depression, stop suffering
Move on from yesterday, smile and that's it
Keep walking without thinking about anything
And just flow, notice that for once
I can be happy, see my family well
Hear that it doesn't end
Wake up with hope
And the first thing I see
Every morning by my side is just his gaze
Make my brother happy
Let him know that I've made it
That the phrase in my chest
I have never forgotten
I want to live every dream
And that for once it comes true
That things go well
And stop feeling guilty
Feel proud, happy and alive
That sadness and sorrow
Feel what I have felt
Reach every promise
That I made one day with myself and say it's over
Because I have already achieved it

My world doesn't turn
And it's hard for me to feel
The sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go
I don't know how to decide anymore
My way of living
And between sighs, alone, I'd wait for my end
My world doesn't turn
And it's hard for me to feel
The sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go
Tears that scratch
And I feel my soul empty
Voices that yell at me
That there's no way out