Текст и перевод песни Sivilo - Godine kad smo se voljeli

Godine kad smo se voljeli

Dvades'ti septembar je dan kad ste me rodili
Jeste li tad blagoslov ili prokletstvo dobili?
Jer tad se završi život što ste vodili
I poče onaj na kog ste se teško prilagodili
Sa mnom odlazi plan put oko svijeta
Sa mnom dolazi nervoza i kosa sijeda
Sa mnom dolazi ispis sa fakulteta
Sa mnom dolaze rat, sankcije i bijeda
Sa mnom nema više bratstva i jedinstva
Naši pasoši su drukčiji jer zemlja nije ista
Vaš otac, rista, radnik, komunista
Dok je naš cmizdra što je na sve prista'
I pao pred svakim jer se zalaže za ništa
Pa dočekasmo novčanice od miliona trista
Pizda vam materina svima
Što ne stvoriste budućnost za vašu ćerku il' sina
Umjesto na vlast, vi ste na nas glas podigli
K'o da smo mi krivi za ratove što su predhodili
Kod babe i đeda nas vodili, oni nas podigli
Kao da s vama nismo imali tačaka dodirnih
A jesmo, jer i vi ste bili đeca
Što su se mučila da bi im jela i pila đeca
Sad smo svi odrasli i ne znamo šta je sreća
Tužna priča kao da na vjetru gori svijeća

Pitam se gdje su godine kada smo se voljeli Zašto ste nas stvorili kad za nas se niste borili?
Zašto ste slomili sve što nas je držalo zajedno i što nas je spajalo?
Za podareni život vaš život je zajeb'o

Želiš da te takvog pamtim śutra kada ostaram
Kao čovjeka što neće za đecu da se postara
To odradiće vlast, vlast u život ti se posrala
Pa nikad ne stvorismo dom jer si vječiti podstanar
Onda mu je žešća ideja do mozga dospjela
Da me bači na košarku i živi od mog uspjeha
Uspjela guzica da misli za sebe
Pa mi daje loptu po vazdan u pipak da je jebem
A tebe mama ovo i ne brine
Dokle god pohvale dobijaš za rad iz tvoje firme
Ni da je dodirne život što s mana vodi
Jer je mrtva među nama a živa od 7 do 3
Još me ne motri, nema nikog na roditeljski
Balša, probisvjet si, ko te rodi? Žele da vide svi
Još me ne bodri, prazno mjesto u prvom redu
Iako na terenu sve što dam, dam za tebe i Nedu
Još joj ne godi kad god je s posla dočekam
Zagrljaj joj smeta koži, poljubac joj kvari make up
Wake up prije no što vječno zaspete
I ostavite me s vašim motom "svako živi za sebe"
Jer ne želim da svako živi za sebe
Teška su bremena da ih ja sam nosim na sebe
Na sebi neću da nosim vaše probleme
Jer dijete ne vodi, dijete treba da se povede

Pitam se gdje su godine kada smo se voljeli Zašto ste nas stvorili kad za nas se niste borili?
Zašto ste slomili sve što nas je držalo zajedno i što nas je spajalo?
Za podareni život vaš život je zajeb'o

Odusta' od košarke, otac odust'o od mene
Ja odust'o od njega, tad su majki pukle vene
Kad krv se prolije tad sve nizbrdo krene
Al daj da vratimo vrijeme kad ste dobili mene
Jer želim vjerovat da ste me iz ljubavi pravili
Jer kondom niste stavili, na kraj ga niste vadili
Jeste li slavili pošto ste test obavili
Jeste li bili svjesni u šta ste se uvalili?
Niste, jer ste lažni pa ste se pravili
Vi ste mladi a mladi su greške pravili
Do znanja mi stavili da sve što vas je činilo srećnim
Vi ste iza moga rođenja ostavili
Što me niste ostavili, od mene siroče napravili?
Ono veče kad ste se sa džipom sudarili
Mrtve vas izvadili jer od tad smo se samo svadili
Svađali, gađali iz govana se vadili
Prihvatili da za džabe smo razgovore vodili
Pa prešli na ruke, jedni na druge smo ih podigli
I onda dođe stadijum kada više ne mariš
Jer kad odstraniš se mlad, stranac si kada ostariš
A ne batališ na vrijeme kao svi ostali
Jer te strah da će razvod đeci ožiljke napravit
Sliku više ne možeš popravit
Ja sam rasut na komade da me ne možeš sastavit'

Pitam se gdje su godine kada smo se voljeli Zašto ste nas stvorili kad za nas se niste borili?
Zašto ste slomili sve što nas je držalo zajedno i što nas je spajalo?
Za podareni život vaš život je zajeb'o

The Years We Loved Each Other

September 20th, the day you gave me birth,
Did you receive a blessing or a curse on this Earth?
For then the life you led came to an end,
And one you struggled to adapt to did begin.
With me, the plan to travel the world takes flight,
With me, comes anxiety and hair turning white.
With me, comes expulsion from the university,
With me, comes war, sanctions, and misery.
With me, there's no more brotherhood and unity,
Our passports differ, the land's not the same, you see.
Your father, Rista, a worker, a communist,
While ours is a whiner who agreed to everything, a twist.
He fell before everyone, for he stands for nothing,
So we ended up with banknotes of a million and something.
Fuck you all,
For not creating a future for your daughter or son,
Instead of on power, you raised your voice on us,
As if we were to blame for the wars that caused the fuss.
You took us to grandma and grandpa, they raised us high,
As if we had no common ground, you and I.
But we did, for you were children too,
Who struggled so their children could eat and imbue.
Now we're all grown up, and we don't know what happiness is,
A sad story like a candle burning in the wind's abyss.

I wonder where the years went when we loved each other, Why did you create us when you didn't fight for one another?
Why did you break everything that held us together and what connected us?
For the gift of life, your life was fucked up.

You want me to remember you like this tomorrow when I grow old,
As a man who won't take care of his children, so bold.
The government will do it, the government shit on your life,
So we never built a home, you're an eternal tenant, rife.
Then a fiercer idea reached his brain,
To throw me into basketball and live off my gain.
The ass managed to think for itself,
So he gives me the ball all day to fuck it, himself.
And you, mom, this doesn't even bother you,
As long as you get praise for your work, it's true.
Not even the life full of flaws touches her,
Because she's dead among us, but alive from 7 to 3.
She still doesn't watch me, there's no one at the parent-teacher meeting,
Balša, you're a good-for-nothing, who gave you birth? Everyone wants to see.
She still doesn't cheer me on, an empty seat in the front row,
Even though on the court, everything I give, I give for you and Neda, you know.
She still doesn't like it when I greet her from work,
A hug bothers her skin, a kiss ruins her makeup, a quirk.
Wake up before you fall asleep forever,
And leave me with your motto "everyone lives for themselves," however.
Because I don't want everyone to live for themselves,
The burdens are too heavy for me to carry on my shelves.
I won't carry your problems on myself,
Because a child doesn't lead, a child needs to be led, for health.

I wonder where the years went when we loved each other, Why did you create us when you didn't fight for one another?
Why did you break everything that held us together and what connected us?
For the gift of life, your life was fucked up.

I quit basketball, dad quit on me,
I quit on him, then mom's veins burst, you see.
When blood spills, everything goes downhill, it's true,
But let's rewind time to when you had me, anew.
Because I want to believe you made me out of love,
Because you didn't put on a condom, you didn't pull out, from above.
Did you celebrate after you took the test,
Were you aware of what you got into, at best?
You weren't, because you were fake, so you pretended,
You were young, and young people made mistakes, it's splendid.
You let me know that everything that made you happy,
You left behind after my birth, so sappy.
Why didn't you leave me, make me an orphan instead?
That night when you crashed with the jeep, you were dead.
They pulled you out dead, because since then we only argued,
Fought, pulled ourselves out of shit, we were bombarded.
We accepted that we had conversations for nothing, it's clear,
So we turned to hands, raised them against each other, my dear.
And then comes the stage when you no longer care,
Because when you remove yourself young, you're a stranger when you're old, it's rare.
And you don't quit in time like everyone else,
Because you're afraid that divorce will scar the children, yourself.
You can't fix the picture anymore,
I'm shattered to pieces, you can't put me together, that's for sure.

I wonder where the years went when we loved each other, Why did you create us when you didn't fight for one another?
Why did you break everything that held us together and what connected us?
For the gift of life, your life was fucked up.