Текст и перевод песни Struka - Plitka noc, suplji dan

Plitka noc, suplji dan

Rođen sam nevin, neiskvaren i potpuno čist
Baš onakav kakvog me je hteo Isus Hrist
Bez predrasuda, sujete, bez ikakve percepcije
Pre nego što mi je đavo dao prve lekcije
Rođen sam slep i gluv za nesreću i zlo
Baš onakav kakvog me je zamislio Bog
Bez mržnje i ljubomore, bez besa i straha
Al' u sudaru s realnošću sam ostao bez daha
U nadi da ću s vremenom spoznati samog sebe
Al' i dalje gledam samo da pijem, jedem i jebem
Sad sam vezanih ruku, s ovom glavom na panju
Đavo ne zatvara radnju ni noću ni danju
Muči me prošlost, iako je sve to davno prošlo
U ovoj glavi sam sve to još 500 puta proš'o
Reči koje rek'o sam, greške što sam pravio
Propale ljubavi što sam na pijedestal stavio

Kuda vodi ovaj put, i da li ima srećan kraj
I zašto živim kao pas, i dal za pse postoji raj
I opet sebe pitam kud, i opet gradom hodam sam
I kada dođe plitka noć, i kada dođe šuplji dan

S flašom u ruci naslonjen sam na banderu
Večeras neka jeza ispunjava atmosferu
Svaki korak težak tonu na ovom betonu
Pijan preturam po inbox-u u njenom telefonu
Ni sam ne znam šta tražim, al' sam siguran da naći ću
Potvrdu da neminovno neko vreme patiću
Zreo za terapiju, ma koga bre ja foliram
Možda je ipak bolje rešenje da soliram
Volim pijane noći, mrzim mamurna jutra
Već godinama ovde živim u strahu od sutra
Zalogaj bola ne mogu ni da progutam
Brate, jebeno se smrzavam, pogled mi je mutan
Preturam po jakni, tražim ključeve od kola
Al' ovako pijan ne bih mog'o da pronađem volan
Kažem sebi "Seti se gde si večeras bio"
Jedino se sećam da sam pio

Kuda vodi ovaj put, i da li ima srećan kraj
I zašto živim kao pas, i dal za pse postoji raj
I opet sebe pitam kud, i opet gradom hodam sam
I kada dođe plitka noć, i kada dođe šuplji dan

Otvaram paklu, ostala mi je još jedna
Sranje, prvu trafiku otvaraju od 7
Našao sam kola, to je sad jedino bitno
Mada nema onog klinca što mi uvek traži sitno
Nema nikog, čini mi se ceo grad spava
A ključ neće da uđe jer zaledila je brava
Ubija me glava, drhtim, ruke mi se tresu
Brate, pozvao bih taksi, ali ne znam ni adresu
Zvao bih ortake, ali pitaj Boga gde su
Pa sam udario vrata, onako u onom besu
Osećam se stvarno grozno, dotako sam dno
Rođen sam slep i gluv za nesreću i zlo
Nevin i neiskvaren i potpuno čist
A sad uzalud se trudim da okrenem novi list
Uzalud se trudim da dovedem se u red
Brate, uzalud se trudim, jer uzalud mi sve

Kuda vodi ovaj put, i da li ima srećan kraj
I zašto živim kao pas, i dal za pse postoji raj
I opet sebe pitam kud, i opet gradom hodam sam
I kada dođe plitka noć, i kada dođe šuplji dan

Shallow night, hollow day

I was born innocent, unblemished, and totally pure
Just as Jesus wanted me to be
Without prejudice, vanity, without any perception
Before the devil gave me my first lesson
I was born blind and deaf to misfortune and evil
Just as God intended me to be
Without hatred and jealousy, without rage and fear
But in the collision with reality, I was left breathless
In the hope that in time I would get to know myself
But I still only look to drink, eat, and fuck
Now I am bound, with this head on the chopping block
The devil never closes shop, day or night
The past torments me, although all that is long gone
In this head, I have been through it all 500 times again
The words I've said, the mistakes I've made
The failed loves that I put on a pedestal

Where does this path lead, and does it have a happy ending
And why do I live like a dog, and is there a heaven for dogs
And again, I ask myself where to, and again I walk the city alone
And when the shallow night comes, and when the hollow day comes

With a bottle in my hand, I lean against the railing
Tonight, a shiver fills the atmosphere
Every step weighs heavy on this concrete
Drunk, I search through the inbox on her phone
I don't even know what I'm looking for, but I'm sure I'll find it
Confirmation that I will inevitably suffer for a while
Ripe for therapy, who am I kidding
Maybe it's better to go solo anyway
I love drunken nights, I hate hungover mornings
For years I have lived here in fear of tomorrow
I can't even swallow a bite of pain
Brother, I'm fucking freezing, my eyes are clouded
I search my jacket, looking for the car keys
But I wouldn't be able to find the steering wheel this drunk
I tell myself, "Remember where you were tonight"
All I can remember is that I drank

Where does this path lead, and does it have a happy ending
And why do I live like a dog, and is there a heaven for dogs
And again, I ask myself where to, and again I walk the city alone
And when the shallow night comes, and when the hollow day comes

I open hell, I have one more left
Shit, they don't open the first traffic until 7
I found the car, that's all that matters now
Although that kid who always asks me for change isn't there
There's no one around, the whole city seems to be sleeping
And the key won't go in because the lock is frozen
My head is killing me, I'm shivering, my hands are shaking
Brother, I would call a cab, but I don't even know the address
I would call my partners, but God knows where they are
So I slammed the door, just like that in that rage
I feel really bad, I hit the bottom
I was born blind and deaf to misfortune and evil
Innocent and unblemished and totally pure
And now in vain I try to turn over a new leaf
In vain I try to set myself straight
Brother, in vain I try, because everything is in vain for me

Where does this path lead, and does it have a happy ending
And why do I live like a dog, and is there a heaven for dogs
And again, I ask myself where to, and again I walk the city alone
And when the shallow night comes, and when the hollow day comes