Текст и перевод песни Subze - La Verdad

La Verdad

Ponme una de arena y de postre dos de cal
Ya que siempre empiezo bien, pero todo lo acabo mal
Heridas que ni el whisky me ha logrado sanar
Solo rompo la botella y así vuelvo a sangrar

El mal se adueña de la gente y nos da igual
Pensamos que eso es algo difícil de evitar
Es más fácil resignarse que pararse a pensar
Prefieren ser felices que saber la verdad

Yo ando solo como aquél que no sabe a dónde va
Porque vaya a donde vaya, nadie me va a esperar
Son malos tiempos para un loco en la era digital
Donde solo se preocupan si hay wifi en el local

Valoras más los likes es esa red social
Que alguien que no se marchó cuando lo pasaste mal
Yo noto que la vida no está hecha pa' mí
Si cada noche tiro de pastillas para poder dormir

Y me destrozo por dentro, para crear mi obra
Mis canciones se componen de momentos que me sobran
No es un cuento de hadas, solo te cuento mi historia
Pedazos de la mierda que me viene a la memoria

Y la cagué en el rap, la cagué en el amor
Y nunca en mi vida me he sentido peor
Perdóname cariño si te causo dolor
Pero te juro por mi vida que te doy lo mejor que tengo

Tú eres mi religión
Quizás fuera to' mejor si creyera en algún Dios
Sería más feliz sin hacer tantas preguntas
Y disfrutara de las cosas aunque fueran absurdas

Me arranco el corazón, está escribiendo por mí
Contándole al papel de aquello que no me atreví
Un poeta no es aquel que escribe pa' adolescentes
Un poeta escribe porque lo tortura su mente

Y tropiezo, me levanto, tropiezo de nuevo
Ya no me levanto, no me sale de los huevos
He pasado tanto tiempo jugando con el fuego
Que acabe quemado en el infierno de mis miedos

Si me subo a la luna y me enfrío en el sol
Y me seco en tu mar, bailo con el dolor
Estoy gritando en silencio, estoy callando aunque cuesta
Porque a veces el silencio es la mejor de las respuestas

Si me cierren una puerta la echo abajo
Mi vida es constancia, trabajo y más trabajo
Si me tratan con desprecio, nunca me rebajo
Porque el karma siempre vuelve y se ocupa de los despojos

Andando por los prados de mi miedo a morir
En verdad lo que da miedo es el dejar de existir
Que las palabras que escribo se esfumen como ceniza
Y que mis huellas se borren como borré mis sonrisas

Siempre tuve miedo a soñar
Por si nunca se hacía realidad
Quizás por eso siempre pensé
Que nunca lo podría lograr

Aquello que erizaba mi piel
Aquello que me hacía especial
Le di mil ostias a la pared
Siempre me sale todo mal

La vida me enseñó a pensar antes de actuar
A que quien te envidia solo quiere tu lugar
Quien nunca te falla se llama papá y mamá
Y que si quieres algo luches, pues nadie te ayudará

Pondrán piedras en tu camino, tienes que apartarlas
El tiempo pone a cada uno en su lugar
Que si alguien te jodió tranquilo, le llegará el karma
Y que si te hizo daño no merece lágrimas

Siempre tuve miedo a soñar
Por si nunca se hacía realidad
Quizás por eso siempre pensé
Que nunca lo podría lograr

Aquello que erizaba mi piel
Aquello que me hacía especial
Le di mil ostias a la pared
Siempre me sale todo mal

Siempre tuve miedo a soñar
Por si nunca se hacía realidad
Quizás por eso siempre pensé
Que nunca lo podría lograr

Aquello que erizaba mi piel
Aquello que me hacía especial
Le di mil ostias a la pared
Siempre me sale todo mal

The Truth

Serve me one of sand and two of lime for dessert,
Since I always start well, but end everything badly.
Wounds that even whiskey hasn't managed to heal,
I just break the bottle and bleed again.

Evil takes hold of people and we don't care,
We think it's something hard to avoid.
It's easier to resign yourself than to stop and think,
They prefer to be happy than to know the truth.

I walk alone like someone who doesn't know where he's going,
Because wherever I go, no one will be waiting for me.
These are bad times for a madman in the digital age,
Where they only care if there's wifi in the place.

You value the likes on that social network more,
Than someone who didn't leave when you had a hard time.
I notice that life isn't made for me,
If every night I take pills to be able to sleep.

And I destroy myself inside, to create my work,
My songs are made up of moments I have left over.
It's not a fairy tale, I'm just telling you my story,
Pieces of the shit that come to my memory.

And I fucked up in rap, I fucked up in love,
And I've never felt worse in my life.
Forgive me darling if I cause you pain,
But I swear on my life that I give you the best I have.

You are my religion,
Maybe everything would be better if I believed in some God.
I would be happier without asking so many questions,
And I would enjoy things even if they were absurd.

I tear out my heart, it's writing for me,
Telling the paper what I didn't dare.
A poet is not someone who writes for teenagers,
A poet writes because his mind tortures him.

And I stumble, I get up, I stumble again,
I don't get up anymore, I don't have the balls.
I've spent so much time playing with fire,
That I ended up burned in the hell of my fears.

If I climb to the moon and cool off in the sun,
And I dry myself in your sea, I dance with the pain.
I'm screaming in silence, I'm shutting up even though it's hard,
Because sometimes silence is the best answer.

If they close a door on me, I knock it down,
My life is perseverance, work and more work.
If they treat me with contempt, I never lower myself,
Because karma always comes back and takes care of the remains.

Walking through the meadows of my fear of dying,
In truth, what's scary is to stop existing.
That the words I write vanish like ash,
And that my footprints are erased like I erased my smiles.

I was always afraid to dream,
In case it never came true.
Maybe that's why I always thought,
That I could never achieve it.

That which made my skin crawl,
That which made me special,
I punched the wall a thousand times,
Everything always goes wrong for me.

Life taught me to think before I act,
That the one who envies you only wants your place.
The one who never fails you is called mom and dad,
And that if you want something, fight, because no one will help you.

They will put stones in your path, you have to push them aside,
Time puts everyone in their place.
That if someone screwed you over, don't worry, karma will come to them,
And that if they hurt you, they don't deserve tears.

I was always afraid to dream,
In case it never came true.
Maybe that's why I always thought,
That I could never achieve it.

That which made my skin crawl,
That which made me special,
I punched the wall a thousand times,
Everything always goes wrong for me.

I was always afraid to dream,
In case it never came true.
Maybe that's why I always thought,
That I could never achieve it.

That which made my skin crawl,
That which made me special,
I punched the wall a thousand times,
Everything always goes wrong for me.