Текст и перевод песни sumika - まいった

まいった

「寒いね」と君が言うから
「そうだね」と僕も返した
赤い鼻の君の横で
右手だけが赤い
あの日の僕

現在でも繋がれるよ
きっと液晶なぞればすぐだよ
だけども そういう事じゃないみたいで
空気掴んでは
息を吸い込めば
分かるんだ
判るんだ

まいったな 気付いたら
赤い鼻の事を思い出していて
厭らしい目で余所を見たって
心は腑に落ちてくれない
まいった「はあ...」気付いたら
君の写真ばかり掘り返しては
やたら可愛いアイドルと
見比べて下に見てみるものの
まいった
君だけが頭の中から消えないみたい

白い息を空に溜めて
赤と白の手を擦った
あの日との間違い探し
正解は左手が
ポケットに居る事

現在にも君を知れるよ
ネットの恩恵様様だよ
だけども特別な僕で居たくて
君の名前すら君の友達すら
打たない打たないよ

まいったな こうなれば
その他大勢より君を知らずに
見返した写真の未来を
現在の僕はまるでなにも知らない
よわったな ともすれば
飲み会の最後は君の話題で
結局｢その娘にしとけよ」と
乱暴な提案で刺されても
まいった それだけは
僕一人じゃどうもできないみたい

ほろ酔いながら
あの日の道
あの日の残像が僕とすれ違う
すれ違い様 少し若い僕
嬉しそうな顔に
胸が痛いよ

酔ったフリでもしていたのなら
素直に打ち明けられるのかな
黒い液晶を今光らせ
赤い手になぞられていく

まいったな なぞられた
先に居た君はなにも変わらずに
あの日のように｢寒いね｣って
会話を始めるものだから
まいったな よわったな
変わらない赤鼻想像しては
久々の会話の冒頭
誤って僕は囗滑らせて

まいった
君だけが頭の中から消えないみたい
君じゃないと僕は
僕は

I'm in Trouble

You said, "It's cold,
and I replied, "Yes, it is."
By your side, my nose was red,
Only my right hand was red
That day, I

Even now, I can still connect with you
Surely, I just have to swipe my screen to find you
But that's not what's important
If I try to grab onto the air
And inhale
I'll understand it
I'll understand it

Oh no, I've realized
I keep thinking about that red nose
Even if I look at others with a lecherous gaze,
My heart won't be satisfied
Oh no, ah... I've realized
I keep going back to your photos
Comparing you to beautiful idols,
Looking down on them, but
Oh no
It's like you're the only one who won't leave my mind

I let out a white breath into the air
And I rubbed my red and white hands together
Trying to find the difference between that day
The only difference is
My left hand is in my pocket

Even now, I can still learn about you
Thanks to the wonders of the internet
But I want to be special to you,
So I won't type in your name or your friends' names,
I won't, I won't

Oh no, if it's come to this
I'd rather not know you at all and remain one of many
Instead of seeing a photo of your future
I, who am in the present, know nothing at all
Oh dear, sometimes
At the end of a drinking party, I end up talking about you
And everyone just says, "You should have ended up with that girl."
They tease me mercilessly, but
Oh no, that's one thing
I can't seem to do it on my own

As I stumble home drunk
On that day's path
I pass by an afterimage of that day
As I pass by, I see a younger me
With a happy expression
And it makes my chest ache

If I were just pretending to be drunk,
Maybe I could honestly confess
I light up my dark screen
And trace your red hand

Oh no, I've traced it
You, who came before, haven't changed at all
Just like that day, you said, "It's cold."
And started a conversation
Oh no, oh dear
Imagining your unchanged red nose,
At the start of our first conversation in a long time,
I accidentally let something slip

Oh no
It's like you're the only one who won't leave my mind
Without you, I'm
I'm