Текст и перевод песни Sundrowner - Nothing Matters - Original Mix

Nothing Matters - Original Mix

Sözleri açsana Hasan

Benim geleceğimi bi zincirle bağlayıp attın kader
Anamı babamı aldın lan bunlar aklında mı?
99 depreminin faciası enkazı
Nasıl olursa öyle geçti her günüm aklımdan oldum
Çağırın melekleri ulaştırsınlar mektubumu
Anne aklıma her gelişinde mi deprem olur?
Beni bu dar sokakta neden bıraktın ki?
Babama söylemiştim evde başka bi kadın istemiyoduk.
Babam ben 11 yaşıma girdiğimde evlendi
O zaman devletin bursuyla İstanbul'da okulu vardı.
Her gece ağlayıp adını sayıklardım
Derse girdiğimde bile sürekli aklımdaydın yanıltmazdın.
1 sene oldu belki babamlasın bilmiyorum
Hatıralar kafamdalar gitmiyolar
Bu ara çok dağıldım tabancasız içmiyorum
Bi yanım ölmek bi yanım yaşamak istiyo
Nakarat x2:
Anne yaklaş bu gece kalbim ağrıyo
Zaten hiç bir günün dünden farkı yok
Çığlıklar atsam odanın duvarlarına çarpar
Bu değildi lan kader mutluluğun karşılığı
Sensiz kalan ellerim hala adını karalamakta
Bıktım anne sana gelen yolları yarılamaktan
Bu evden ayrıldığına kahroluyorum hayat zaten dolup taştı
Ulan milyon tane kazık atanla yatma toprak altına
Canımı yakma sonbahar
Kışın üşüme sakın anne ölme sabah olmadan
Bu duygularıma çare ol Allah'ım çok özledim
Annem ne kadar istesede sen istemezsen kalkamaz
16 senedir aklımın her yerindesin Fatmam
Bi çok şehir değiştirdim başka yerlerde yattım
Sensiz büyüdüm bak 24 üm doldu
Onlar annelerine seslenirken içim Muhammed gibi
Susmaya zahmet etmedi kimse inanman gerek
Özlemini bugüne kadar hiç bir sigara kesmedi kalk
Birazdan yine olacak 99 depremi
Evde yıkılacak kalk artık ya da konuşta çek beni
Bekledim gelmedin anne güneş hiç gülmedi
Yetimdik eziktikte mutluluk ne bilmedik
Yetimdik eziktik lan mutluluk ne bilmedik
Yetimdik eziktik mutluluk ne bilmedik
Nakarat x2:
Anne yaklaş bu gece kalbim ağrıyo
Zaten hiçbir günün dünden farkı yok
Çığlıklar atsam odanın duvarlarına çarpar
Bu değildi lan kader mutluluğun karşılığı

Nothing Matters - Original Mix

Put the lyrics, Hasan

You chained up my future and threw it away, fate
You took my mother and father, were they on your mind?
The disaster of the '99 earthquake, the wreckage
Every day passed as it would, I went out of my mind
Call the angels, have them deliver my letter
Every time my mother comes to my mind, does an earthquake happen?
Why did you leave me in this narrow street?
I told my father, we don't want another woman in the house.
My father got married when I was 11 years old
At that time, he had a scholarship from the state to study in Istanbul.
Every night I would cry and mutter your name
Even when I went to class, you were always on my mind, you wouldn't leave me alone.
It's been a year, maybe you're with my father, I don't know
The memories are in my head, they won't go away
I'm so lost right now, I can't drink without a gun
Part of me wants to die, part of me wants to live
Chorus x2:
Mother, come closer tonight, my heart is aching
Anyway, one day is no different from the last
If I screamed, it would hit the walls of the room
This wasn't fate, this wasn't what happiness was meant to be
My hands that are left without you are still scribbling your name
I'm tired, Mother, of not being able to get past the roads that lead to you
I'm devastated that you left this house, life was already full
Don't go to bed with someone who has cheated on you a million times
Don't burn me, autumn
Don't you dare get cold in winter, Mother, don't die before morning
Be the remedy for these feelings, my God, I miss her so much
No matter how much my mother wants it, you won't get up if you don't want to
For 16 years, you've been on my mind, Fatma
I've changed many cities, I've slept in other places
I grew up without you, look, I'm 24
When they call their mothers, I feel like Muhammad
No one bothered to keep quiet, you need to believe that
No cigarette has ever cured my longing for you, wake up
The '99 earthquake is about to happen again
The house will collapse, wake up or talk and pull me out
I waited, you didn't come, Mother, the sun never smiled
We were orphans, we were oppressed, we didn't know what happiness was
We were orphans, we were oppressed, we didn't know what happiness was
We were orphans, we were oppressed, we didn't know what happiness was
Chorus x2:
Mother, come closer tonight, my heart is aching
Anyway, one day is no different from the last
If I screamed, it would hit the walls of the room
This wasn't fate, this wasn't what happiness was meant to be