Текст и перевод песни Sung Si Kyung - Saboten

Saboten

宝くじが当たるとか
王子様にプロポーズされるとか
そんな幸せを願ったことは一度もなくて

いや、一度はあるかもしれないけど

だけど降り注ぐのは嫌なことばかり
今でも私の心をあたたかくしたり
締め付けたりするのは
思い出したくもない彼の顔だったりする

だけどもうやめるんだ
不幸せだったことを数えるのは
今日の空が綺麗だとか
サボテンに花が咲いたとか
小さな幸せ 数えるんだ

私の毎日はぐるぐる回っていく
同じようで 同じじゃない
心が痛くたって 涙が止まらなくたって
いつまでもぐるぐる回っていく
止まってはくれないのなら
私だって 走るしかないじゃない

今日もまた転んだ
うまくいかない日々が続いてる
こんな自分に呆れるけど
大丈夫なふり
慣れてるふりをするのは慣れてる

だけどこう思うんだ
たくさん傷ついた私のハートは
私が思うよりもっともっと
強くなって 輝いてる

だからもうやめるんだ
通り過ぎた景色に思い馳せて
涙をぽつりとこぼしたり
弱音を吐いたり
そんなのは もうやめるんだ

私の毎日はぐるぐる回っていく
同じようで 同じじゃない
平凡だと誰かに笑われても
昨日より今日の方が良かったり
悪かったり繰り返して
私だけの幸せを探すんだ

どうして走るの？って
私が一番聞きたいよ
全てが努力だけじゃ
うまくいかないの分かってるのに
だから自分で決めたゴールまででいい
時々振り向いたっていい
止まらなければ きっと

私の毎日はぐるぐる回っていく
同じようで 同じじゃない
心が痛くたって 涙が止まらなくたって
いつまでもぐるぐる回っていく
止まってはくれないのなら
私だって 走るしかないじゃない

これからもきっとぐるぐる回っていく
同じようで 同じじゃない
平凡だと誰かに笑われても
昨日より今日の方が良かったり
悪かったり繰り返して
私だけの幸せを探すんだ

Saboten

I have never wished upon a shooting star,
Or imagined a prince getting down on one knee to propose to me,
I have never anticipated such happiness.

Well, maybe I've thought of it once or twice,

But the only thing that ever rains down on me is misery.
Even now, the only things that warm my heart,
Or squeeze it so tight I can hardly breathe,
Are memories of your face, a face I would rather forget.

But I will stop now,
I will stop counting all my misfortunes.
I will now count the small things,
Like how beautiful the sky is today,
Or the cactus flower that has bloomed.

My every day is a merry-go-round,
In some ways the same, in other ways new.
Even if my heart aches and my tears won't stop,
The ride keeps going and going.
As long as it won't stop,
I guess I should keep running on it.

I fell down again today,
The days have been so hard lately.
I feel frustrated with myself,
But I pretend to be okay,
I am used to pretending to be used to this.

But then I think to myself,
My heart, which has been wounded so many times,
Is stronger and shines brighter,
More than I could ever imagine.

So I will stop now,
I will stop dwelling on the past,
I will stop shedding tears,
Or complaining about my weakness.
Yes, I will stop all that.

My every day is a merry-go-round,
In some ways the same, in other ways new.
Even if someone laughs at me because my life is so ordinary,
Sometimes my current day is better than yesterday,
Sometimes it is worse, but I keep going,
Searching for my own happiness.

Why do I keep running?
I am the one who wants to know the answer most.
When all this effort leads to nothing,
I know very well that I will fail.
But my goal is set and for now it is enough.
Sometimes it's okay to look back,
As long as I don't stop, I will be fine.

My every day is a merry-go-round,
In some ways the same, in other ways new.
Even if my heart aches and my tears won't stop,
The ride keeps going and going.
As long as it won't stop,
I guess I should keep running on it.

My every day will continue to be a merry-go-round,
In some ways the same, in other ways new.
Even if someone laughs at me because my life is so ordinary,
Sometimes my current day is better than yesterday,
Sometimes it is worse, but I keep going,
Searching for my own happiness.