Текст и перевод песни T-Vice - Ou pa gen zen sa nan men'w

Ou pa gen zen sa nan men'w

Daha çok küçükken başladı dertlerim
üstüme geldi ve kaçmadım herkesi
Iyi birisi sandım aklıma gelmedi
Kötü oldukları katlanıp herşeyi
İçime atınca inat yapıp bekledim
Nedeni yoktu tabi sapıtmıştım
-Güvenememeyi bana babam alıstırdı
Bende gidipte a-nama sarılmıstım

Anlatıyım size neden bu denli sevgiyle bu aşkla denize bağlıyım
Yerine farklı kız koyamadım asla bikaç kez denedim gerizekalıyım
Ki benim el attıgım herşeyde biraz sen vardın bana çekilen aşkın ız
Dırabı kaldı şimdi dinle bunu ve anla benide yak deliren aklımı

8.Sınıfa başladım sınıfta Deniz adında bi kız vardı
–İlk görüşte hoşlandım, sevdim- vede bi hayli kıskandım
Ben cesaret dolu bi cocuktum oysa ki- onu görene kadar
Ayıkmazdım iyice hırslandım gidip duygularımı önüne
Sericektim yadırgandım

Bi gün bi dostum dediki öyle kuru kuru olmaz gidip hediye falan ver
Hediye falan dert-ti bana param yok daha kücügümde
Ileriye bakan derdiki bu cocuk hırslı istedigini alır uğraşır yani dişe diştir
Madem öyle hediye lazım para bulmak için gidip bir işe girdim nj

Bir cuma günü tam işimi bitirdim kapıdan içeriye deniz girdi
Beni sevindirdi fakat o başka bi sebepten ötürü gelmiş
Gerilmiştim onada neden burdasın dedigimde güldü
Sonra dediki can babam nerde? Ben kafam yerde
Bi şekil içeri gittim utandım dedimki sabah gelmez o.

Ona hediye alıcağım paranın babasından cıkması Garipolaydı
–Hani kolaydı lan aşk meşk işleri sürekli acı çekip panik olandım
Ama o gün bi cesaret patladı volta atar gibi bi ileri bi geri gidiyodum
Hediye ve çiçekle karşısına geçtim ve sonunda dedim ki seni seviyorum

En güvendiği çalışanı bendim söyledim kızını sevdiğimi
Vede ona hediyeler almak için çalışıpta onca çaba gös-terdiğimi
Anlamıştı zaten ve dediki bana anlıyorum bu konuda ki netligini
Bende teşekkür ettim kızınızı bana emanet ettiginiz için

Bunun üzerine bi kaç hafta geçti ben grip oldum (öh) hastalandım
Me-raklanan kız arkadaşım dediki bi doktora gidelim ilaç yazar sırf
üzülmesin diyede gitmiştim peşinden — inat yapar hırs yapar kaçardım
Hastane ortamlarından sonrada saçmalardık

Ama 2gün sonrada şehirdışına çıkması gerekiyodu tüm ailesiyle
-Ben hastaydım hala gitme dedim, olmaz dedi ve feda edince
Ben tüm cümlelerimi gitmemesi için tamam lan gitmicem dedi
Ki bizde kalcaktı 4te calan bir telefon tüm gecemizi berbat edince

Tabi şaşırdım hatta polis vardı dediki ıh "Evladım sen kimsin"
"Ben denizin erkek arkadasıyım gecenin bu saatinde asıl sen kimsin"
Beni iyi dinle bi bak şimdi dedi ve sözüne gerilerek devam etti
Seferisarda bi trafik kazası sonucu o kızın ailesi vefat etti dedi
(Laaan)
Hay amına koyim Deniz uyuyodu, bi bilsen kendimi çok zor
Tutuyodum ona nasıl anlatıcagımıda kuruyodum kafamda
Deniz uyandı vede söyledim ağlama cıglıklarınıda duyuyodum
Bu nası bi hayat dersi lan şans her defada kaderin ağlarını
üstüme atıpta hayatımın amına koyuyodu

-Ailesi yoktu artık onun ama benden başka ben herşeyiydim
Bi yandan acı verip biyandan mutluluktu buda bana gerçeğin hiç
Değişmiceğini sanıp er geç in-siyatif kullanmakta bi dert değildi
Tabi hayatımızın sonuna kadar beraberiz dedikte bak nerdeyiz biz

Olgunlaştım geliştim, okulu bırakıp bi işe girdim
Çünkü biz evlenicez lan demiştik O dönem
Türkiyenin coğrafyasındanda daha cok denize sahiptim
Onun sade 4/3'ü denizle kaplı, benim hertarafım denizdi
Hertarafım denizdi

2 Sene geçti bizde kalıyoduk bi sıkıntımızda yoktu cok şükür
Annesi ve babası gibiydim her zaman yanındayımda çok küçük
Yaşta vefat edince kaybetti herşeyi o mutluyken bile gözleri dolu
Babamdan görmedigim baba şevkatini denize gösteriyodum

Ben işe giderdim o yemek yapardı, evdede sürekli
Sebep arardık sarılmak için vede eve geç kalma erkenden gel
Sen hep tamam mı diyince tabi beni bu mutlu ediyodu
Yeni imkanlar yaratıyodum beni görmek için evde can atıyodu
Kalbi küçük sade ben sı-ğabiliyodum

3.senemizdi bi gece yorgun argın döndüm eve ve keyif yoktu
Kapıyı çaldım annem açtı boşuna arama dedi ve evde deniz yoktu
Bende merak edipte sordum nerde bu kız evde iyice köpürmüstüm
Denizin öz abisi gelipte kızı istanbullara götürmüstü.

2 Ay geçti haber aldım ondan valizimi toplayıp istanbula
Gittim abisi hergün dövüpte soruyormus kıza kimlan bu can
Ve insaf duyanda yoktu denize bide artık güvenmek ah ne kadar
Zor geliyodur onun için bide abisi ayarlamış kıza üvey anne baba

Sabrım kalmadı artık yeter dedim denizle izmire kaçtık
Gizli felandı yinede olsun beraberdik kilitli kalan
Korkularada sahiptik fakat amacımız hiç bi zaman kötü degildi
Bizi canlı halde ayıramazlardıda kader toprağa bi ölüme zincir vurdu.

4-5 ay evden cıkmadık aslına bakarsan bayabi sapıttık
çünkü tedirgindim abisi gelir diye denizi kacırdı
Olucak gibi degil bulamıyodum onu lan aklımı iyicene kaçırdım
Hastanelerde yattım onca ay ve kimseler demedi ki hiç Nasılsın

Ben hala daha bulamadım seni istanbul seni aldı benden
Bi yardım elvermez tanrım heryerde dertler elzemse sırıtma
Ben korsanlar kadar çaresizim vede bi o kadarda tutsağım
Hala sen daha gönlümde yaşayan özgür bir
Deniz kızıysan

Yağmur ve rügarınların nedeni yok
Dünya ellerimde kalbinden uzak olabilirim ama
Buaşkı engellemez

You don't have that in your hands

My troubles started when I was very young
Everyone came at me and I didn't run away
I thought they were good people, it didn't cross my mind
That they were bad, I endured everything
When I bottled it up, I stubbornly waited
Of course, there was no reason, I was delusional
-My dad got me used to not trusting
So I went and clung to a-name

Let me tell you why I am so attached to the sea with this love, with this love
I could never put another girl in your place, I tried a few times, I'm an idiot
And in everything I touched, there was a little bit of you, the mark of the love drawn to me
The wound remains, now listen to this and understand me, burn my crazy mind too

I started 8th grade, there was a girl named Deniz in the class
–I liked her at first sight, I loved her- and I was quite jealous
I was a brave kid, though, until I saw her
I wouldn't sober up, I got really ambitious, I went and put my feelings in front of her
I was going to confess, I was alienated

One day a friend of mine said, it wouldn't work dry like that, go and give a gift or something
A gift or something was a problem for me, I have no money, I'm still young
He would say, looking ahead, this kid is ambitious, he gets what he wants, he works hard, that is, he is tough
So, if I need a gift, I went and got a job to find money, nj

One Friday, I just finished my work, Deniz came in through the door
She made me happy, but she came for another reason
I was tense, she laughed when I said why are you here?
Then she said, where is my dear father? I'm head down
I went inside somehow, I was ashamed, I said, he won't come in the morning.

It was Garipolay for the money to buy her a gift to come out of her father
–Love and love affairs were easy, I was always suffering and panicking
But that day, a courage exploded, I was going back and forth like I was taking a walk
I stood in front of her with a gift and flowers and finally said I love you

I was his most trusted employee, I said I loved his daughter
And that I worked hard to buy her gifts
He already understood and said to me that he understands my clarity in this matter
I also thanked him for entrusting your daughter to me.

After that, a few weeks passed, I got the flu (cough) I got sick
Me-raky girlfriend said let's go to a doctor, just prescribe medicine
I went after him just because he was sad — I would stubbornly, get angry and run away
from hospital environments and then we would talk nonsense

But 2 days later, she had to go out of town with her whole family
-I was still sick, I said don't go, she said no, and when I sacrificed
All my sentences to prevent her from leaving, she said okay, I won't go
He was going to stay with us too, a phone ringing at 4 ruined our whole night

Of course, I was surprised, there was even a police officer, he said, "Son, who are you?"
"I'm Deniz's boyfriend, who are you at this hour of the night"
Listen to me carefully, look now, he said and continued his words nervously
He said that the girl's family died in a traffic accident in Seferihisar.
(Laaan)
Fuck, Deniz was sleeping, if you only knew, I was very hard
I was holding back, I was also trying to figure out how to tell her
Deniz woke up and I told her I could hear her cries and screams
What kind of a life lesson is this, luck every time fate's nets
throwing it over me and fucking up my life

-She didn't have a family anymore, but I was everything to her except me
It was both painful and happiness, this is the truth for me at all
Thinking that it wouldn't change, taking initiative sooner or later was not a problem
Of course, we said we'd be together until the end of our lives, look where we are

I matured, I developed, I left school and got a job
Because we said we were going to get married, that period
I had more seas than the geography of Turkey
Only 4/3 of it is covered with sea, I was all sea
I was all sea

2 years passed, we were staying, we had no problem, thank God
I was like her mother and father, I was always by her side and very small
When she died at a young age, she lost everything, her eyes were full even when she was happy
I was showing Deniz the fatherly affection I didn't see from my father

I would go to work, she would cook, constantly at home
We would look for reasons to hug and come home early, don't be late
When you always say okay, of course this made me happy
I was creating new opportunities, she was dying to see me at home
Her heart was small, only I could fit

It was our 3rd year, I came home one night tired and exhausted, and there was no joy
I knocked on the door, my mother opened it, she said don't call in vain, and Deniz was not at home
I also wondered and asked where this girl is at home, I was completely foaming
Deniz's own brother came and took the girl to Istanbul.

2 months passed, I heard from her, I packed my bags and went to Istanbul
Her brother would beat her every day and ask who is this life
And there was no one who felt compassion, and trusting Deniz again, how much
It must be difficult for her, and her brother arranged a stepmother and father for the girl

I lost my patience, I said enough is enough, we ran away to Izmir with Deniz
It was still a secret, but we were together, locked
We also had fears, but our purpose was never bad
They couldn't separate us alive either, fate chained a death to the ground.

We didn't leave the house for 4-5 months, in fact, we were pretty delusional
Because I was worried, her brother would come and kidnap Deniz
It's not like I couldn't find her, man, I really lost my mind
I stayed in hospitals for months and no one ever said, How are you?

I still haven't found you, Istanbul took you from me
God doesn't give a helping hand, if troubles are essential everywhere, don't grin
I am as helpless as pirates and as much a prisoner
You are still a free one living in my heart
If you are a mermaid

There is no reason for rain and wind
The world is in my hands, I may be far from your heart but
This love does not stop