Текст и перевод песни THE ORAL CIGARETTES - Sesshoku

Sesshoku

焼け付いた香り鼻の機能を停め暗闇に閉まって
心ない言葉に耳の機能を停め
また何かに膜を張った
僕が消えることは誰も
知らない
誰かのことを想うなんて傷つくだけじゃないか?
決して止まない痛みの雨に刺されるんじゃないか?
どうしようもない僕の中だけでいい
本当にそうか? それでいいか?
なにか間違ってるんじゃないか?
うざったいな 景色 眼の機能停め 光を失って
痛む血の鼓動に触れる機能を停め 味覚も切りとった
誰かのことを想うなんて傷つくだけじゃないか?
決して止まない痛みの雨に刺されるんじゃないか?
どうしようもない 僕の中だけでいい
本当にそうか? それでいいか?
なにか間違ってるんじゃないか?
誰かのために生きるなんて苦しいだけじゃないか?
君もなにも変わりやしない
僕と一緒なんだ
裏切ってくんだろ? そしていなくなんだろ?
人を愛し人を憎み そして人間となった
残酷なまでに世界とは 誰かとのもんさ
決して綺麗じゃない
そのままの自分でいい
何を選ぶか それだけは
僕の中に残したいんだ

Sesshoku

The burnt-on scent stopped the function of my nose and locked me in the darkness
Heartless words stopped the function of my ears
Once again I put up a membrane
My disappearance is unknown to anyone
Anyone
Is caring about someone just going to hurt me?
Am I going to be stabbed by the never-ending rain of pain?
It's fine by me if it ends within me
Is that really true? Is that okay?
Isn't something wrong?
How irritating, this scenery, stopped the function of my eyes and lost the light
Stopped the function of touching my throbbing ache, and cut off my taste buds
Is caring about someone just going to hurt me?
Am I going to be stabbed by the never-ending rain of pain?
It's fine by me if it ends within me
Is that really true? Is that okay?
Isn't something wrong?
Living for someone else is just going to be hard, isn't it?
You haven't changed a bit
You are the same as me
You're going to betray me and disappear, aren't you?
To love someone, to hate someone, and become a human being
The world is brutally nothing more than a relationship with someone
It is never beautiful
Being yourself is good enough
Which to choose, only
I want it to stay inside me