Текст и перевод песни THE SxPLAY(菅原紗由理) - For キミに贈る歌

For キミに贈る歌

嫌いになりたくない
そうして 別れを選んだ
それがお互いの為だと思っていたから

機械になりたくない
キミが好みそうな機械に
私は私としてキミと向き合っていたかったの

そりゃサヨナラって
切り替えちゃえるほど
空いた穴は小さくはないよ
それでもキミを忘れるのが
こたえだと思っていた

あの時傷ついたこと
思い出せば辛いよ
だけどなぜだろう？
こんな涙が浮かんじゃって
笑えるでしょ？
今さら気づけるよキミの思い
後悔は一つもないの
あの日の二人が今をつくったんだ

隠れて何度も泣いてさ
何もできない私が
もうイヤ、だったの
近くなりすぎたのかな？
キミが投げていた言葉も愛情だったんだね

まだキミに伝えれてない
伝えられない 伝えきれない

時に そうだなぁ、キミはどうかなぁ？
私といて楽しかったですか？
つまり、一方的感情的な私の意見ばかりを言って
困らせていませんでしたか？

いつか痛みや過ちも忘れて
綺麗に風化してしまわぬように
胸を張って歌えるよ
今なら"キミに贈る歌"

あの時頷いたことも
今は違うと言えるよ
「素直になりたい」と
自分で言っていたもんね
ありがとうとごめんねを
届くまで伝えよう
キミと過ごした毎日が
光に溢れて報われますように

まだ正解は見えなそう
でも確かなことがあるんだ
世界中でたった一人のキミといたこと

あの時傷ついたこと
思い出せば辛いよ
だけどなぜか嬉しくて
涙が浮かんじゃって
ありがとうとごめんねを
届くまで伝えよう
キミと過ごした毎日が
光に溢れて報われますように

For The Song I'm Giving You

I don't want to start hating you
And that's why I chose to break up
Because I thought it was for the best of both of us

I don't want to become a machine
A machine that would act like what you'd prefer
I wanted to face you as myself

Of course, saying goodbye
It's not something you can just switch off
The hole left behind isn't small
But even so, forgetting you
I thought that was the answer

The things that hurt me back then
When I remember them, it pains me
But I wonder why
Tears like these come to the surface
It's funny, isn't it?
Now I realize how you felt
I don't regret a single thing
The two of us back then created who we are now

I cried secretly so many times
The helpless me
I was so tired of it
Did we get too close?
The words you threw at me were all love after all

I still haven't told you
I can't tell you, I can't express it all

Sometimes, how about you?
Were you happy with me?
In other words, did all the one-sided emotional stuff from me
Trouble you?

Someday the pain and mistakes too
Before they fade away and become nothing
With my chest held high, I'll sing
Right now, "The Song I'm Giving You"

The things I nodded to back then
Now I can say I was wrong
To "want to be honest",
I was the one who said it
Thank you and I'm sorry, I'll
Tell you until they reach you
May the days we spent together
Overflow with light and be rewarded

The correct answer still doesn't seem to be in sight
But there's something I'm sure of
That I was with you, the one and only in the world

The things that hurt me back then
When I remember them, it pains me
But for some reason I'm glad
Tears come to my eyes
Thank you and I'm sorry, I'll
Tell you until they reach you
May the days we spent together
Overflow with light and be rewarded