Текст и перевод песни たかやん - いみふだーりん

いみふだーりん

お前の忘れてった持ち物全部捨ててやった
今まで私にしてきた事で手に輪っか
かかっちまえばいいのに その望み叶わない
お前がこの痛み 感じ取ればいいのに
許してきた私が悪いけど お前もお前でクソダサいよ？
家 不在 パチばっか 文句言ったら暴力ばっか
元カノとかの話ばっか 自覚症状ないこの馬鹿！
恥ずかしい痣だらけ 浮気なんてバレまくり
残ったのは賃貸だけ 愛と笑顔はカスに。
何にも言えなくて気まずくなる 過去の自分を恨む

本当はキスができた時 戻りたいの また笑いたいよ
変な所でヘラりだす 「やっぱ、ごめんね。」
抜け出さなきゃね もう終わってるんだね
ほんとに鈍いな私。

別れること言おうとするほど 胸が痛くなってくる
この無駄な感情 愛なんてないのに 五月蝿くウザいよ 求める回答
「嫌いなんだ、嫌いだ。」なのに 手繋いだ純粋な過去に
しがみ付いてる お前の霊が憑いてる
ダラダラ終わんない恋 助けて神様アンタが来い
ぶっ壊れるまで近いけど遠い 縛られ続ける Fuckin Boy
顔だけに騙された やっぱ男は顔より金だ
いっそ私に力があれば あぁ妄想 今更遅いな
男マニア フリーの友達が羨ましい
吐いたため息 「こんなはずじゃないのに」
「辛い」よりも もはや「無感覚」で
何も感じない 鬱の前兆
改めて思う 時間って本当に怖い
痛みを忘れてしまうくらい
あんぽんたんな脳味噌 人間も怖い
あん時相当キレたけど どこかで後悔

本当はキスができた時 戻りたいの また笑いたいよ
変な所でヘラりだす 「やっぱ、ごめんね。」
抜け出さなきゃね もう終わってるんだね
ほんとに鈍いな私。

奴隷と同じ

I'm Fine, Darling

I threw away all the belongings you left behind
Now I have a ring on my hand for everything you've done to me
I wish you would just catch me, but that wish will never come true
I wish you could feel the pain I'm feeling
It's my fault for forgiving you, but you're just so shitty, don't you think?
Never home, always at the pachinko parlor, and when I complain, you only respond with violence
Always talking about your ex-girlfriend, this idiot is so unaware!
Covered in embarrassing bruises, your cheating is so obvious
All that's left is the rent, love and smiles are worthless.
Unable to say anything, I feel awkward and resentful of my past self

I really want to go back to when we could just kiss, I want to laugh again
You suddenly start talking nonsense, "I'm sorry, really."
I have to get out of this, it's over, isn't it?
I'm really an idiot.

The more I try to tell you we should break up, the more my chest hurts
These useless feelings, there's no love, you're so annoying and noisy, demanding answers
'I hate you, I hate you.' But I still hold your hand, clinging to the innocent past
Your spirit is attached to me
This shitty, never-ending love, help me, God, come to me
We're close to breaking up, but it feels so far away, I'm chained to this Fuckin' Boy
I was only attracted to your looks, men really are all about money
If only I had the power, oh, what a delusion, it's too late now
Manic for men, I envy my single friends
I let out a sigh, "This isn't how it was supposed to be"
"It hurts," no, more like "I'm numb"
I can't feel anything, a sign of depression
Now I realize, time is truly terrifying
It can make you forget the pain
My brain is stupid, humans are terrifying
I was really angry at that time, but somewhere inside I regret it

I really want to go back to when we could just kiss, I want to laugh again
You suddenly start talking nonsense, "I'm sorry, really."
I have to get out of this, it's over, isn't it?
I'm really an idiot.

I am a slave to you