Текст и перевод песни Teoman - Kumarbaz

Kumarbaz

Kumarbazım, kendimi sürmüştüm masaya
Cebim boştu, yerim yoktu, yurdum yoktu
Sabah ilaçlarımı basmış ruh deşenlerim bana
Tutturup kıvamımı dönüyorum mezarımda
Şerefine kadehim anlamsıza saçmaya
Allah'ım delisiyim kendimi bağrıma basmaya
Zaten ben artık üzülmüyorum dünyaya
Son gördüğümde onu can çekişiyordu galiba
Hepsi buymuş, hepsi buymuş meğer
Hepsi buymuş, hepsi buymuş meğer
Bi' ucumdan hayal, bi' ucumdan hakikat
Koştum aklımdan dışarıya kibrimden taşmaya
Bir yüz karasıyım; kuşkuyla, kinle dolmuş
Çöplerini karıştırmış, kendi derisinden çıkmış
Mutluluk, mutluluk umudundaysa
Plaseboda, ilaçlarda, hafızasızlıktaysa
Zaten ben artık üzülmüyorum dünyaya
Son gördüğümde onu can çekişiyordu galiba
Hepsi buymuş, hepsi buymuş meğer
Hepsi buymuş, hepsi buymuş meğer
İlahlara sığınmıştım, beni terslemişlerdi
Bi' hayale boşalmıştım, yağlayan kilidimi
Bi' daha dönmem evime, herkes şehri terk etmiş
Kuyrukta bekliyo' kalanlar mengeneyle sıkışmış
Adımı unuttum çoktan, irinim aktı benden yere
Artık tapmıyorum kendimden başka hiçbi' şeye
Zaten ben artık üzülmüyorum dünyaya
Son gördüğümde onu can çekişiyordu galiba
Hepsi buymuş, hepsi buymuş meğer
Hepsi buymuş, hepsi buymuş meğer
Hepsi buymuş, hepsi buymuş meğer
Hepsi buymuş, hepsi buymuş meğer
Hepsi buymuş

Gambler

Gambler, I had gambled myself to the table
My pocket was empty, I had no place, no country
I popped my pills in the morning, my mind-benders
Maintaining my poise, I'm spinning in my grave
To your honor, my glass to the absurd, to the nonsense
My God, I'm crazy to embrace myself
Anyway, I don't care about the world anymore
I think she was dying the last time I saw her
That's all there was, that's all there was, it seems
That's all there was, that's all there was, it seems
One end of me is a dream, one end is the truth
I ran out of my mind to overflow with my pride
I'm a disgrace; filled with doubt and malice
He rummaged through his garbage, out of his own skin
If you're hoping for happiness, for hope
If it's in placebos, in drugs, in forgetfulness
Anyway, I don't care about the world anymore
I think she was dying the last time I saw her
That's all there was, that's all there was, it seems
That's all there was, that's all there was, it seems
I had taken refuge in gods, they had turned me away
I unloaded into a dream, my rusty lock
I'll never go home again, everyone's left the city
Those who remain are waiting in line, crushed by the vise
I forgot my name long ago, my pus flowed to the ground
I worship nothing but myself anymore
Anyway, I don't care about the world anymore
I think she was dying the last time I saw her
That's all there was, that's all there was, it seems
That's all there was, that's all there was, it seems
That's all there was, that's all there was, it seems
That's all there was, that's all there was, it seems
That's all there was