Текст и перевод песни Thelma Aoyama - 大っきらい でもありがと

大っきらい でもありがと

もしまたあなたに会えるのなら
ひとつだけ 聞かせて欲しいの
いっしょに過ごした時間は
どうでもいいような終わりだったから

I'm so not over you

ほんとはね どこかでばったりあなたに会ったら
なぐってやるって思ってる
でもほんとはねたぶんね
あなたの顔を見たら
泣いてしまうんだろうな
声も出せなくて

愛してるって 何度も言ったのは
ほんとだったの 一度でも?
大っきらいだって
もし今言えたとしたら
胸の痛みは 消えるかな?
忘れられるのかな?

「今までありがと」 それで終わりに出来るのは
置いてく方だけ
プライドとかじゃなく
置いてかれる方はそんなすぐに
絶対思えない

I'm so not over you

今でもね どこかでばったりあなたに会ったら
なぐってやりたいって思ってる
でもほんとはねきっとね
あなたの顔を見たら
許してしまうかもな
何も言えなくて

そばにいるって 何度も言ったのは
ほんとだったの 一度でも?
この思いは 胸の痛みは いつまで
苦しませるの? 泣かせるの?

愛してるって 何度も言ったのは
ほんとだったの 一度でも?
大っきらいだって
大きな声で言えても
胸の痛みは ただきっと
増えるだけなんだろう
この思いにも
言える日は来るかな?
「大っきらい... でも ありがと...」

I really hate you, but thank you

If I ever meet you again,
There's just one thing I want to ask you,
The time we spent together,
Was it such a forgettable ending?

I'm so not over you

Honestly, if I ever accidentally run into you somewhere,
I think I'll hit you.
But honestly, probably,
If I saw your face,
I would probably cry.
I wouldn't be able to utter a sound.

I said I loved you so many times,
Was it real, even once?
If I could say,
"I hate you," right now,
Would it make the pain in my chest disappear?
Would I be able to forget?

Ending it with "Thank you for everything,"
Is something only the one leaving can do.
It's not about pride.
The one left behind can't ever
Think like that so easily.

I'm so not over you

Even now, if I ever accidentally run into you somewhere,
I think I want to hit you.
But honestly, probably,
If I saw your face,
I might forgive you.
I wouldn't be able to say anything.

I said I'd be there for you so many times,
Was it real, even once?
This feeling, this pain in my chest, how long
Will it torment me? Make me cry?

I said I loved you so many times,
Was it real, even once?
"I hate you,"
Even if I shout it at the top of my lungs,
The pain in my chest will probably
Only grow.
Will there ever be a day when
I can say this feeling?
"I hate you... But... Thank you..."