Текст и перевод песни Tiña - Naze?

Naze?

今更だけど やめられないのはナゼ?
矛盾を問いただして
適当すぎる 答えとキスでいつも
あやふやにされるから

私"本当の心の声を圧し殺す"
こんな気持ちに慣れてる
それでもイイと許してしまう 結局
いとしさに溺れてる

情けないけど 満たされてるのはナゼ?
別に強がりじゃない
ふとした瞬間に われに返ってみても
すでに手遅れみたい

私 麻痺した心が呟くセリフは
"こんな気持ちに慣れたら"
あなたの髪も指も声も嘘も
いとしくて仕方ない

I wanna be that way,
I gotta be that way,
I wanna be... 言われるまま

I wanna be that way,
I gotta be that way,
I wanna be that way, あなたの思うままに

悪びれもせず 無邪気な態度はナゼ?
尚更 残酷だわ
たとえば罪の意識があるとしても
知らないフリをするわ

私 不安な心に言い聞かせてる
こんな気持ちに慣れても
"あきらめ"なんかじゃない 今のうちだけ
"好きにさせてるだけ"だと

I wanna be that way,
I gotta be that way,
I wanna be... 本当は

I wanna be that way,
I gotta be that way,
I wanna be that way, 私の思うままに

Why?

Why is it that I can't stop even now?
I question the contradictions
Your excuses and kisses are always too convenient
You always make things vague

I, "Suppressing the True Voice of My Heart"
I'm used to feeling like this
Even so, in the end, I forgive you and allow it
I'm drowning in my affection

Why is it that I'm content even though I'm pathetic?
I'm not just being stubborn
When I come to my senses for a moment
It seems like it's already too late

I, my numb heart murmurs
"If I get used to feeling like this"
Your hair, your fingers, your voice, even your lies
Are unbearable to me

I wanna be that way,
I gotta be that way,
I wanna be... obedient

I wanna be that way,
I gotta be that way,
I wanna be that way, exactly as you want me to be

Why do you act so innocent and unapologetic?
It's even more cruel
For example, even if you feel guilty
You pretend not to know

I, whisper to my anxious heart
Even if I get used to feeling like this
"Don't give up" it's only for now
"I'm just letting you have your way"

I wanna be that way,
I gotta be that way,
I wanna be... really

I wanna be that way,
I gotta be that way,
I wanna be that way, exactly as I want to be