FUERA DE TU RED (Ira) - Tisin перевод на английский

FUERA DE TU RED (Ira)

Siéntate y llora y reflexiona
Si te paras a pensar te doy más de mil patadas como persona
Quedaste como la víctima y yo fui el malo del cuento
Gracias por ser así, pues pude abrir los ojos

Yo
Inseguridades fueron lo que me causaste
Con rumores que negabas y a la vez los confirmaste
No hay rencor alguno, lo aseguro, tú solita hablaste
Pero entonces no vengas con la intención de perdonarte

Y victimizarte como bien sabes hacerlo
Me cansé de tanto hablarte y me ignorabas en el tiempo
Sin respuesta me quedaba, me entristecía y lloraba
Más cuando entraba y checaba como era que estabas (yo)

En línea, pero no contestabas
Mis estados los veías, mientras otros publicabas
Y aun así no respondías, había unos que me ocultabas
Aun cuando estábamos juntos, ¿en verdad tú desconfiabas?

Más de un día me decías que ir a verte no podría
Porque no sé quién de tu familia en ese momento estaría
Para más tarde darme cuenta de que mentías
Subías estados con, ja, incluso en horas tardías

Me arrepiento tanto de haber estao contigo, y si
Juro por mí que es de lo poco que me he arrepentido
Me doy vergüenza

Por fin ahora yo me liberé
De tu red a la que no pienso volver, no
Me arrepiento de lo que pasé
Cuánto te rogué y nunca me hiciste caso

Quiero que sepas que me cansé
De estar atado y sin capacidad de verlo
Y ahora de tu red yo me escapé
No pienso volver a sentirme así de mal, no

Quedabas a gusto tras soltar siempre lo mismo
Querías hacerme sentir como una mierda por lo visto

Chica date cuenta, ya no seas tan bipolar
De todo lo que se inventan decías que no creías
¿Pero entonces porque tenías que desconfiar?
Tú fuiste quien acabó con la confianza que existía

Y con la relación, pues yo no pensaba en dejarte
Tú dejaste que otra gente la decisión tomase
Porque no sabías que hacer, o al menos eso me decías
Tengo ligeras sospechas de que en verdad me mentías

Y ahora es cuando lo niegas y me dices que no es cierto
Para que sepas yo nunca estuve tan ciego
Solo no quise decir nada y me guardé los celos
Pero espero no pienses que de nuevo iré a tu veneno

Por un momento a mí me convenció tu labia
Ahora solo me dejas dolor, decepción y rabia
Tanta que está acumulada y que quiere ser disparada
Abrí los ojos y solo vengo a escribirte esta carta

Es tu traje hecho a medida, lo estabas pidiendo a gritos
Esto no es como cuando te escribí mensajes bonitos

OUT OF YOUR NET (Wrath)

Sit down and cry and reflect
If you stop to think, I'd kick you a thousand times over as a person
You played the victim and I was the villain of the story
Thanks for being that way, because I could open my eyes

I
Insecurities were what you caused me
With rumors you denied and at the same time confirmed
There's no resentment, I assure you, you did all the talking
So don't come back with the intention of forgiving yourself

And playing the victim like you know how to do
I got tired of talking to you and you ignored me over time
I was left unanswered, I got sad and cried
Especially when I logged in and checked how you were (me)

Online, but you didn't answer
You saw my statuses, while you posted others
And still you didn't reply, there were some you hid from me
Even when we were together, did you really distrust me?

More than once you told me I couldn't come see you
Because I don't know who from your family would be there at that moment
Only to later realize that you were lying
You posted statuses with, ha, even late at night

I regret so much having been with you, and yes
I swear to myself it's one of the few things I've regretted
I'm ashamed

Finally now I freed myself
From your net to which I don't plan to return, no
I regret what I went through
How much I begged you and you never listened

I want you to know that I'm tired
Of being tied up and unable to see it
And now from your net I escaped
I don't plan to feel this bad again, no

You were satisfied after always saying the same thing
You wanted to make me feel like shit, apparently

Girl realize, don't be so bipolar anymore
Of everything they made up, you said you didn't believe
But then why did you have to distrust?
You were the one who ended the trust that existed

And with the relationship, because I wasn't thinking of leaving you
You let other people make the decision
Because you didn't know what to do, or at least that's what you told me
I have slight suspicions that you were actually lying to me

And now is when you deny it and tell me it's not true
Just so you know, I was never so blind
I just didn't want to say anything and I kept the jealousy to myself
But I hope you don't think I'll go back to your poison

For a moment your smooth talk convinced me
Now you only leave me with pain, disappointment and rage
So much that it's accumulated and wants to be unleashed
I opened my eyes and I only come to write you this letter

It's your custom-made suit, you were asking for it
This is not like when I wrote you nice messages