Текст и перевод песни Toko Furuuchi - 半分だけ

半分だけ

何かを壊さないように
気持ちはいつも半分だけ
全部見せたらすべては
遠くに行ってしまう気がして
臆病になる あなたの澄み渡る瞳 見透かされるようで
大切にしたい時ほどこわくなるの

何冊も呼んだ小説
何本も観た映画
たくさんの言葉を深く心に刻んできたはずなのに
まだ選べない あなたに届けたいメッセージ
きっと大きすぎて大好きすぎて隠してしまう
だから今は、今はまだ半分だけ

次はいつ会えるでしょう
心の中渦巻いてる
細く欠けてる月が二人のこと
やっと照らしてる
泣きたくなる このままきっと私は平気な顔して「またね」って
あなたより先に背を向けるのだろう

溢れるほどの想いは
体中を包んで
会うたびあなたをまた好きになる こんな気持ち二度とないのに
まだ選べない あなたに届けたいメッセージ
きっと大きすぎて大切すぎて恐くなるの
だから今は、今はまだ半分だけ

Halfway

In fear of breaking something,
My heart is always only halfway there.
If I were to reveal my every thought,
I feel like everything would float away.
Feeling shy, your clear, piercing gaze seems to see right through me,
The more I want to cherish you, the more my fears consume me.

The books I've read countless times,
The movies I've watched over and over,
The countless words that have left a deep impression on my soul,
I still can't choose the words I want to say to you.
My feelings for you are so great, so deep, that I hide them away.
That's why, for now, for now, I only show you half of my heart.

When will I see you again?
My heart swirls with questions.
The crescent moon, like our bond, is thin and incomplete,
And yet, it shines its light upon us.
Tears well up in my eyes. Despite my feelings, I pretend to be okay and say, "See you later,"
Turning away before you do.

My overflowing emotions,
Enveloping my very being,
With each encounter, my love for you grows stronger. Such feelings, I may never experience again.
I still can't choose the words I want to say to you.
My feelings for you are so great, so precious, that they terrify me.
That's why, for now, for now, I only show you half of my heart.