Текст и перевод песни Hotei - Surrender

Surrender

悲しくて悲しくて
涙も出ないほど悲しくて
窓のガラス 握り拳で割った
手のひらをつたう赤い血を
見つめてただ震えてた
痛みだけが 生命の証しだった
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ
真夜中のメロディーが
乾いた胸に響きわたる
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ
過ぎ行く時のなかで
俺は何を求め彷徨うんだろう？

限りなくからっぽな心を
埋める何かが欲しい
燃えるような ときめきに出逢えたら
きっと悲しみを越えて
自分らしく笑えるはずさ
生まれてきたこと悔やんだりせずに
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ
声にならない叫び
くり返してばかりの夜に
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ

愛の香りに抱かれ
甘い夢を見ながら眠りたい
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ
真夜中のメロディーが
乾いた胸に響きわたる
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ
過ぎ行く時のなかで

俺は何を求め彷徨うんだろう？

春に目覚めた花も 優しくそよぐ風も
空に歌う小鳥も きらめく月明りも
この胸に吹き荒れる 孤独という嵐を

かき消せはしないだろう
かき消せはしないだろう...

ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ
ＳＵＲＲＥＮＤＥＲ...

Surrender

So sad, so sad,
So sad that I can't even cry,
I smashed the window glass with my fist,
Staring at the red blood running down my palm,
I just trembled.
Only pain was the proof of life.
SURRENDER
The melody of the midnight,
Echoes through my parched heart.
SURRENDER
Within the passing time,
What am I searching for, wandering like this?

I want something to fill
This infinitely empty heart.
If I could find a burning excitement,
Surely, I could overcome this sadness
And laugh like myself again.
Without regretting being born,
SURRENDER
A scream without a voice,
In the night that keeps repeating itself.
SURRENDER

Embraced by the scent of love,
I want to sleep while seeing a sweet dream.
SURRENDER
The melody of the midnight,
Echoes through my parched heart.
SURRENDER
Within the passing time,

What am I searching for, wandering like this?

The flowers that awake in spring, the gently swaying wind,
The birds singing in the sky, the sparkling moonlight,
They cannot erase

The storm of loneliness raging in this heart.
They cannot erase it...

SURRENDER
SURRENDER
SURRENDER
SURRENDER...