Текст и перевод песни Ummon guruhi - Eslayman

Eslayman

Haq, so'zlaring rost
Oramizda qolmadi hech qanday bir so'z
Shunchaki oq qogoz yolg'ondan
Sani sevaman dep yozilgan hatolardan iborat
Ikki so'z lekin u qogozda qolib ketar bir umrga
Balki yoqib yuborarman ertayo indinga
Chunki xoxlamayman menga sen haqingda eslatishini hech narsa
Yuragim hasta hayotim asta asta o'tib ketdi
Sani kutib yashash jonga tegib ketdi
Yo'llarim bora bora torayib ketdi
Biz o'tirgan bekatlar eskirib ketdi
Shuncha asrab sevganim mandan kechib ketdi
Jonga tegib ketdi
Sen haqingda har xil so'zlar
Yuragim qanchalar intalar shu so'zlar
Bilasanmi manga qanchalar og'ir shu so'zlarni eshitish
Sen haqingda yuribdi yomon so'zlar
Shuncha hatolar o'tdi oradan
Kimnidir bag'rida sevib sevilib yasharsan
Lek yurakni ko'zlari bo'lmas ekan
Sevaverar ekan
Atrofga bir nazar pisand qila olmas ekan
Ne istaydi bu yuragim sendan
Ahir sani yuraging kechib bo'lgan mendan
Hayotda hamma narsadan to'yar ekansan
Lekin negadir sevaverar ekan san
Ayt ne istaydi bu yurak sendan ayt
Shuncha azob va yana deydi qayt
Qanday qaytay ahir undaku ayb
Yuragim ayt
Haq, so'zlaring rost
Sani sevishimga qolmadi bir asos
Sani o'ylasam gar yuragim og'riydi biroz
Shugina xolos
Agarda hayotimda bo'lmaganingda balki bo'lardi o'zgacha
Hali hamon qiynalaman uxlolmay tonggacha
Yana qancha yuragim mayda parcha parcha bo'lib ketdi shu kunlargacha
Balki ancha uni unutaman deb keyotgan manzilimgacha
Balki hech qachon unutolmasman sen
Yuragimga o'chmas qilib yozilgan ilk sevgimni
Balki yaralar bitar hammasi o'tib ketar
Yilar o'tgandan keyin yana tag'in kim bilar
Sani kutmay qo'yganman
Faqat yuragim kutar
Sani demay qo'yganman
Faqat yuragim so'rar
Ne istaydi bu yuragim sendan
Ahir sani yuraging kechib bo'lgan mendan
Eslayman kutmayman
Yig'laysan qaytmayman
Bilarman bilarsan
Bir kuni unitilarsan
Afsuslar aqlingni
Yolg'izlik qalbingni
Sog'inchlar sochingni
Yosh to'la ko'zingni

Eslayman

God, Your words are true
I've no words left in my heart
Just blank white paper
Full of mistakes that say I love you
Two words that will stay on that paper for a lifetime
Maybe I'll burn it tomorrow morning
Because I don't want anything to remind me of you
My heart is sick, my life has slowly passed
Waiting for you, it's pierced my soul
My paths have become narrower and narrower
The stations we sat at have grown old
The one I cherished so much has left me
It pierced my soul
All sorts of rumors about you
My heart winces at those rumors
Do you know how hard it is for me to hear those rumors?
Bad rumors are circulating about you
So many mistakes have been made
You love someone else, sharing your heart
But the heart has no eyes
And so it loves
It cannot look around and find someone else
What does this heart want from you?
Your heart is gone from me after all
You get bored with everything in life
But for some reason you keep loving
Tell me, what does this heart want from you?
So much pain and yet it says come back
How can I come back? It's your fault
Tell me, heart
God, Your words are true
I have no reason to love you anymore
My heart aches a little when I think of you
That's all
If you hadn't been in my life, maybe things would have been different
I still suffer and can't sleep till dawn
How many times has my heart been broken into tiny pieces these days?
Maybe I'll forget you by the time I reach my destination
Maybe I'll never forget you
My first love, forever etched in my heart
Maybe the wounds will heal and everything will pass
Maybe years from now, who knows
I won't wait for you
Only my heart waits
I won't call for you
Only my heart asks
What does this heart want from you?
Your heart is gone from me after all
I remember but don't wait
You'll cry but I won't return
I know, you know
One day you'll be forgotten
Regrets will trouble your mind
Loneliness will seize your heart
Yearning will turn your hair gray
And youth will fade from your eyes