Текст и перевод песни Utsu-P - 生霊

生霊

憂と鬱を 食い潰した私は
暗く狭い 箱庭に憧れた
爪先で忍び込み 手探りで歩き出す
人生を一握り摘みこの街へ
世界は回る ここは現実（リアル）
眩暈しそうなほど早いんだ
僕が歩いた軌跡見ては
これっぽちかと呟いたんだ
冷めた体温 スタートすら遠過ぎたよ
背け逃げて どうにか生きています
希望など無いくせに 明るさを売りにして
本物を忌み嫌い あなたは死ねばいい
世界は流れ ここはどこか
眩暈しそうなほど遠いんだ
僕は汚い 頭弱い
人の足にしがみつくんだ
自分の影を他人に投影し
他人を殺しここに這いずったんだ
砕けた未来 いや、初めから無い
僕の空想 さようなら
世界は変る ここは現実（リアル）
眩暈しそうなほど早いんだ
こんな場所で生きたくないが
死にたくないので
許してください

Undead

I, who have consumed grief and depression,
yearned for a dark and narrow garden.
I crept in on tiptoe and began to walk, feeling my way,
taking a handful of life and bringing it to this city.
The world turns; this is reality,
dizzying in its speed.
When I look at the path I have walked,
I mutter that it was nothing.
My cold body temperature; even the start was too far away.
I turned and ran and somehow survived.
Hopeless though I am, I peddle brightness,
abhorring the genuine, and you should just die.
The world flows; where is this place?
Dizzying in its distance.
I am filthy and stupid,
clinging to your legs.
I project my own shadow onto others,
murdering others and crawling here.
A shattered future; no, it was never there to begin with.
My fantasy, farewell.
The world changes; this is reality,
dizzying in its speed.
I don't want to live in such a place,
but I don't want to die,
so forgive me.