Текст и перевод песни Xamdam Sobirov feat. Ziyoda - Qora atirgul

Qora atirgul

Xayolim joyidamas, aqldan ozdim
To'g'ri yo'l tanlamadim, baxtimdan qochdim
Hiylayu-fitnalarga yuragimdan joy berdim
Nahotki, qo'limdagi omadimni boy berdim?

Nimalar yo'qotdim, nimalarni topdim
Orzularim yo'lini birin-ketin yopdim
Balki bu sinovmi yoki taqdir peshona
Meni ado qilmasaydi shu kichkina xona

Qaytadimi hayotimga men yo'qotgan bahorlar
Aytadimi suyukligim qulog'imga izhorlar?
Kulsam, endi meni yig'latmanglar
Yerda yursam, bas yashashni menga o'rgatmanglar

To'rt devor orasidaman, olib ket, olib ket
Qara, men jar yoqasidaman olib ket, olib ket
Endi kimlar qafasidaman olib ket, olib ket, olib ket

Qani endi hammasini oq qog'ozdan boshlasam
Bu holatda bo'lmasmidim to'g'ri qadam tashlasam?
Kim aslida kimligini hozirgidek bilsaydim
Ko'zlariga qarab turib, yolg'onlarin ko'rsaydim

Yaqin insonlarimni, qadrimni yo'qotmasdim
Ikki dunyo xiyonatning botqog'iga botmasdim
Balki bu sinovmi yoki taqdir peshona
Meni ado qilmasaydi shu kichkina xona

Qaytadimi hayotimga men yo'qotgan bahorlar
Aytadimi suyukligim qulog'imga izhorlar?
Kulsam, endi meni yig'latmanglar
Yerda yursam, bas yashashni menga o'rgatmanglar

To'rt devor orasidaman, olib ket, olib ket
Qara, men jar yoqasidaman olib ket, olib ket
Endi kimlar qafasidaman olib ket, olib ket, olib ket

Men bugun yana zulmatda yonaman
Ucholmayman, shu qafasda qolaman
Azoblarim qanchadan qancha
Dardlarim anchadan ancha
Ey, hayot qiynama buncha
Qiynaldim qancha

Black Rose

My mind is gone, I'm out of my mind
I didn't choose the right path, I ran away from my luck
I gave my heart to tricks and intrigues
Why did I give up my luck?

What I've lost, what I've found
I closed the path to my dreams one by one
Maybe this is a test or destiny
If it weren't for this little room, it wouldn't make me suffer

Will the spring that I lost return to my life?
Will my beloved tell me her feelings?
If I laugh, don't make me cry anymore
If I walk on the ground, don't teach me how to live

I'm inside four walls, take me away, take me away
Look, I'm on the edge of the cliff, take me away, take me away
Whose cage am I in now, take me away, take me away, take me away

If only I could start all over again from a blank sheet of paper
Wouldn't I have been in this situation if I had taken the right steps?
If only I knew who was who now
I would have looked into their eyes and seen their lies

I wouldn't have lost my loved ones and my worth
I wouldn't have plunged into the quagmire of betrayal in both worlds
Maybe this is a test or destiny
If it weren't for this little room, it wouldn't make me suffer

Will the spring that I lost return to my life?
Will my beloved tell me her feelings?
If I laugh, don't make me cry anymore
If I walk on the ground, don't teach me how to live

I'm inside four walls, take me away, take me away
Look, I'm on the edge of the cliff, take me away, take me away
Whose cage am I in now, take me away, take me away, take me away

I'm still burning in the darkness today
I can't fly, I'll stay in this cage
My torments are endless
My sorrows are endless
Oh, life, don't torment me so much
I've been tormented so much