ABANDON - Yenic перевод на английский

ABANDON

Vezi tu, mi-ai explicat doar c-am inteles ulterior
C-omul se naste din iubire si-n final moare de dor
Si daca ma-ntrebi pe mine, sincer nu stiu ce-i mai rau
Sa ajungi sa fii ranit sau sa ranesti la randul tau
Am vrut s-ajut lumea intreaga doar ca m-am gandit mai bine
Cum pot sa-i ajut pe altii cand nu ma ajut pe mine
Raspunsu nu-i complicat, vreau doar dragoste dar vezi
Degeaba-ti doresti prea multe daca cand le ai le pierzi

Si-as fi vrut sa nu-mi dau filme la-ntamplari asa tampite
Da cand trauma-i mai mare e fix pula tot ce simte
Inima si sufletul, inceteaza sa-ti mai spuna
Sentimente calde care acum au ramas doar de gluma
Vrei sa stii ce simt si eu? nu-ntreba mai bine lasa
C-atunci cand nu ai pe nimeni, n-ai un loc numit acasa
O secunda de-as vorbi sau mai bine ar fi sa tac
Ca din cinci care m-asculta trei sunt sigur ca se prefac

Poate unu ma asculta si-a mai ramas unu care
Plange mult atunci cand scrie si merge trist la culcare
M-am saturat s-ascult cuvinte care dor
N-o sa stau in viata lor atata timp cat nu ma vor
Am iubit cu sufletul ce m-a ranit cu inima
Si-am tot zis c-o sa ma schimb cand stiam ca nu-i asa
Io-as fi vrut sa nu-mi mai pese si efectiv sa mi se rupa
Doar ca-i mai mult ca probabil sa fi suferit eu dupa

In fine, pare dezastru nu ca viata mea n-ar fi
Da' ma-ntreb fara iubire ce monstru as deveni
Vrei sa incerci sa ma judeci? Poti s-o faci dupa coperta
Dar atunci sa-ti deschizi gura cand te vei vedea perfecta
In fine vezi care-i spilu ma supar cand ridici tonu
Cand tot ce-ai iubit o viata te-nvata cu abandonu
Da ma rog io nu ma plang, ca-nca de mic visam la scena
Si-am ajuns sa-mi traiesc visul trecand muzica prin vena
Mama te sarut cu drag, fara tine n-as fi fost
Tratamentul multor oameni oferindu-le-adapost

Stiu poate c-o ard mai prost da tu stii ca te iubesc
Si-mi dai numai vorbe bune chiar si atunci cand gresesc
Tata tu mi-ai aratat c-o sa vina si vremuri care
Nu va fi sa am de toate da-s bogat c-am suflet mare
Sor-mea hai sa bem ceva ca mi-ar fi greu sa-ti spun in fata
Daca n-as avea la bord pentru ce mi-ai dat in viata
Esti cea mai misto surioara si-am sa te feresc de frig
Fix asa cum faceai tu cand eram si eu mai mic

Vezi tu m-am maturizat si nu stiam c-o sa urmeaze
Vremuri in care pun suflet si de fapt sa nu conteze
Oamenii nu-mi mai zambesc ca nu le zambesc inapoi
Pai sa ma iertati pe mine ca nu-s asa fals ca voi
Multa dragoste-n familie tuturor doresc la urma
Viata-i un cioban cu oi, nu fii tu oaia din turma, bless

ABANDON

You see, you explained to me only later that I understood
That man is born from love and in the end dies from longing
And if you ask me, I honestly don't know what's worse
To be hurt or to hurt in turn
I wanted to help the whole world, but then I thought better
How can I help others when I don't help myself
The answer is not complicated, I just want love but you see
It's no use wanting too much if when you have it, you lose it

And I wish I wouldn't make up stupid movies
But when the trauma is bigger, it's just a damn thing that feels
The heart and soul, stop telling you
Warm feelings that have now become a joke
Want to know what I feel too? don't ask better, leave
Because when you have no one, you don't have a place called home
A second I would speak or better would be to shut up
Because out of five who listen to me, three are sure to pretend

Maybe one listens to me and one remains who
Cries a lot when he writes and goes to bed sad
I'm tired of listening to words that hurt
I'm not going to stay in their lives as long as they don't want me
I loved with my soul that hurt me with my heart
And I kept saying I was going to change when I knew it wasn't so
I wish I didn't care anymore and I would just break
But it's more likely that I would have suffered after

Well, it looks like a disaster, not that my life wouldn't be
But I wonder without love what kind of monster I would become
Want to try to judge me? You can do it after the cover
But then open your mouth when you see yourself perfect
Well, see what the scam is, I get upset when you raise your voice
When all you've loved for a lifetime teaches you with abandonment
But I beg you, I don't complain, because since I was little, I dreamed of the stage
And I came to live my dream, passing music through my veins
Mom, I kiss you with love, without you I wouldn't have been
The treatment of many people offering them shelter

I know maybe I'm acting worse, but you know I love you
And you only give me good words, even when I'm wrong
Dad, you showed me that times will come
I won't have everything, but I'm rich because I have a big heart
Sis, let's have a drink, it would be hard for me to tell you in person
If I didn't have on board what you gave me in life
You are the coolest sister, and I'm going to protect you from the cold
Just like you did when I was younger

You see, I matured and I didn't know that would follow
Times when I put my soul and in fact it doesn't matter
People don't smile at me anymore because I don't smile back
Well, forgive me, I'm not as fake as you
A lot of love in the family to all I wish in the end
Life is a shepherd with sheep, don't be the sheep in the flock, bless