Текст песни keep it a buck, im lonely af - yesterday

Lookin at the ground and i see your face
Nobody is around when i need em the most
Everybody treats me like a ghost
So imma disappear when they need me the most
Catch me flyin out to LA
Runnin round these fuckin circles
Got a smile that's deceiving
You can hear it in my vocals
I been cryin in my bedroom
I been dyin just to see u
Can i get over this hurdle?
Or will i fall and crack my skull?
Lookin at the ground and i see your face
Nobody is around when i need em the most
Everybody treats me like a ghost
So imma disappear when they need me the most
I'll be good enough for you one day
But for now i'll sit here waitin
Hoping this will work it's way out
But i doubt it, im decaying
Wish my life had some more meanin
Wish these pills would fuckin work
Wish my head wasn't so fucked up
Wish these feelings didn't hurt