Текст и перевод песни YeSil - Burdayım Hala

Burdayım Hala

Bana şansım varmış gibi
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Yıkılır kaleniz er geç kırılır kemiğin hadi yol göster
Ölüm çiçeklerim filizlenmiş ama zehirli bendeki atmosfer Bağırsamda duymazlar sesimi zaten sevmedim hiçbirini
3 aylık kira başımda bela anlatayım sana hislerimi Nerden çıktı bu muhabbet neden benim yakamdan düşmezler
İstediğin yola başvur anlatsan bile doğruyu göremezler
Oynar taşlar yerinden gelin bilinmez içimde çukurdan derin
Eskiden beri bu çektiklerim ama yine geçerim önünden engelin Çıkardılar bizi gözden artık hayattan mucize bekleyemem
Yolların dönüşü olmuyo bazen o yüzden hatamı düzeltemem
Susmuyor aklımda kalanlar hatta uyutmuyor geride kalanlar
Çoğuda beni mutlu sanarlar hepinize cehennemimden selamlar yine yeni yeniden Yeraltı burası soğuk hava çoktan karardı
Haberiniz olsun uyandım herkes gibi kaybetmem sanardım

Burdayım hala
Ben burdayım hala
Bitmedi kavgam
Bitmedi dengem
Bitmedi derdim
Ben burdayım hala
Burdayım hala
Ben burdayım hala
Bitmedi düşman
Bitmedi yollar
Bitmedi mermim
Ben burdayım hala

Yüzümüz gülsün derken yine sardı çevremizi dikenli teller
Zaten çamurun içinde doğmuşum pek fark etmez yerler
Uslanmazsın sen bizimle olamazsın farkın var derler
Sizinle olmamak içindi farkım anladın mı naber
Uğraşanı sikerler ya sıkıldım artık paryacılıktan
Elimiz yüzümüz kir oldu böylece temiz olduk size nazaran
Kazandıkça azalan belimiz doğrulmuyo neden ki acaba
Başaramayan karalar dönmüyo devran altında sebep arama
4 yıl boyunca çabala piç oldu yıllar uğraşamam daha fazla
Beni bozmaya çalışanlar yolumda dizilmiş art arda
Bunlar yetmezmiş gibi bi de yarınlar varmış sırada
Gücüm yeter mi ki bilemem
Acılar dinmiyormuş yıllarla

Burdayım hala
Ben burdayım hala
Bitmedi kavgam
Bitmedi dengem
Bitmedi derdim
Ben burdayım hala
Burdayım hala
Ben burdayım hala
Bitmedi düşman
Bitmedi yollar
Bitmedi mermim
Ben burdayım hala

I'm Still Here

Stop acting like I have a chance.
I know the sin is mine, this time you choose the punishment.
Your castle will fall sooner or later, your bones will break, come on, show me the way.
My death flowers have sprouted, but the atmosphere in me is poisonous. Even if I scream, they won't hear my voice, I never loved any of them anyway.
3 months' rent is a pain in my neck, let me tell you my feelings. Where did this conversation come from, why won't they leave me alone?
Resort to any path you want, even if you tell the truth, they won't see it.
The stones will shift, come and know, deeper than the pit inside me.
I've been through this since forever, but I'll still pass your obstacle. They've written us off, I can't expect a miracle from life anymore.
Sometimes there's no turning back, so I can't fix my mistake.
What's left in my mind doesn't shut up, it doesn't even let me sleep.
Most of them think I'm happy, greetings from my hell to all of you, again and again. This is the underground, the air is cold, it's already dark.
Just so you know, I woke up, I thought I wouldn't lose like everyone else.

I'm still here
I'm still here
My fight isn't over
My balance isn't over
My pain isn't over
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
My enemy isn't over
My roads aren't over
My bullet isn't over
I'm still here

While we wanted our faces to smile, barbed wire surrounded us again.
I was born in the mud anyway, the places don't matter much.
You won't learn, you can't be with us, they say you're different.
My difference was not to be with you, did you understand? What's up?
Those who bother get fucked, I'm tired of begging.
Our hands and faces got dirty, so we became cleaner than you.
Our waists are shrinking as we win, why aren't they straightening up, I wonder?
Those who don't succeed, their luck doesn't turn, don't look for a reason under the cycle.
Struggled for 4 years, the years went to waste, I can't struggle anymore.
Those who tried to break me are lined up on my path, one after another.
As if these weren't enough, there's also tomorrow in line.
I don't know if I can handle it.
Pains don't subside with years.

I'm still here
I'm still here
My fight isn't over
My balance isn't over
My pain isn't over
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
My enemy isn't over
My roads aren't over
My bullet isn't over
I'm still here