Текст и перевод песни Zaki feat. Kontra - No Quiero Estar

No Quiero Estar

No quiero estar
Por siempre solo esperando poder llegar
Es tan difícil esto no se que va a pasar
No se si la salida voy a encontrar
No quiero estar
No quiero estar

Ya no se que hacer con mi vida
No me tomo los halagos como si me hacen las rimas
No me sorprende que me quieran ver caer
Desde aquí arriba, encima, gente conocida

Tengo miles de razones pa' creer
Que vivir de lo que quiero si va a ser posible
Voy a crecer, no me voy a detener,
No me asusta ningún arma de ningún calibre

Se que a mi ser con tan solo aparecer
Puede ser que tu cuerpo escuchando me vibre
Al parecer tenía que suceder
A mi ver cosas que no riman a mi no me sirven

No quiero compartirte, no quiero limitarme
No quiero presumirte, quiero mostrarte
El rap de barrio que no tiene contrincante
Mas el estomago no se llena con aire

Pero todo es aparte, nos queda poca parte
Lugares van a echarte, van a opacarte
Escribiendo, desvelarte, buscar donde grabarte
Pa' que un recién nacido ahora quiera criticarme

No es un alarde, ni es un problema
Mas no de balde es que escribo tema
Si no se debe nada entonces que no se tema
Siempre reales aunque no lo quiera la escena

Se que es difícil aceptar que tengo la sangre
De los que deben levantar el país del "under"
Me sobran "heaters" en este chance
Y de arriba le dan pan a perros que no tienen hambre

Y yo con mis compadres haciendo rolas
Horas con el cora y el papel a solas
Se bien que Zaki aveces nada se controla
Decidí tomar el lápiz y no escoger la pistola porque...

No quiero estar
Por siempre solo esperando poder llegar
Es tan difícil esto no se que va a pasar
No se si la salida voy a encontrar
No quiero estar
No quiero estar

Ya no se que hacer con mi vida
Pero hasta el momento haciendo esto es que me gano la comida

Ya no me dejo llevar por lo que digan
Ya no soy el niño que hace nueve años escribía
Porque ha mejorado mi puntería
Y todo ha cambiado desde que el rap me hace compañía

Me aleje de las batallas, de algunas tonterías
Quería enfocarme en perfeccionar estas melodías
Me dolían, comentarios que me criticaban
No entendía que en realidad no me afectan en nada

Entonces dije: "ya no quiero estar pensado así,
No me voy a molestar" y decidí
Que no las voy a contestar
Porque si dicen algo es para demostrarlo
Y definitivamente no tienen algo que decir

Ustedes no me dan de hartar
Voy a apartarme
Y nada mas me va importar
Porque todos tenemos algo que contar
Y como mi comportamiento no ha sido ejemplar

Yo no sé si la salida voy a encontrar pero la busco,
En el país donde gobiernan los injustos
Lucha por algo para que no vivas por gusto
El mundo es tan brusco pero me conduzco
Tan legendario como Jimi Hendrix en Woodstock.

Se que me odian pero a mi me da igual
Yo no me quedo en donde no quiero estar
Y si alguien viene a preguntar
Solo le dicen que...

No quiero estar
Por siempre solo esperando poder llegar
Es tan difícil esto no se que va a pasar
No se si la salida voy a encontrar
No quiero estar
No quiero estar

I Don't Want to Be

I don't want to be
Forever alone, waiting to arrive
It's so difficult, I don't know what will happen
I don't know if I'll find the way out
I don't want to be
I don't want to be

I don't know what to do with my life anymore
I don't take compliments as if they were rhymes
It doesn't surprise me that they want to see me fall
From up here, above, familiar faces

I have a thousand reasons to believe
That living off what I love will be possible
I'm going to grow, I'm not going to stop,
I'm not afraid of any weapon, any caliber

I know that just by showing up,
Your body might vibrate listening to me
Apparently, it had to happen
In my view, things that don't rhyme don't work for me

I don't want to share you, I don't want to limit myself
I don't want to show you off, I want to show you
The neighborhood rap that has no opponent
But the stomach isn't filled with air

But everything is separate, we have little left
Places will kick you out, they will overshadow you
Writing, staying up late, looking for where to record
So that a newborn now wants to criticize me

It's not a boast, nor a problem
But I don't write songs in vain
If nothing is owed, then let there be no fear
Always real, even if the scene doesn't want it

I know it's hard to accept that I have the blood
Of those who must lift the country from the "underground"
I have plenty of "haters" in this chance
And from above they give bread to dogs that aren't hungry

And me with my buddies making songs
Hours with my heart and paper alone
I know well that Zaki sometimes loses control
I decided to take the pen and not choose the gun because...

I don't want to be
Forever alone, waiting to arrive
It's so difficult, I don't know what will happen
I don't know if I'll find the way out
I don't want to be
I don't want to be

I don't know what to do with my life anymore
But so far, doing this is how I earn my food

I don't let myself be carried away by what they say
I'm no longer the boy who wrote nine years ago
Because my aim has improved
And everything has changed since rap became my companion

I distanced myself from battles, from some nonsense
I wanted to focus on perfecting these melodies
Comments that criticized me hurt me
I didn't understand that they don't really affect me at all

So I said: "I don't want to be thinking like this anymore,
I'm not going to bother" and I decided
That I'm not going to answer them
Because if they say something, it's to prove it
And they definitely have nothing to say

You don't give me a hard time
I'm going to step aside
And nothing else will matter to me
Because we all have something to tell
And since my behavior hasn't been exemplary

I don't know if I'll find the way out, but I'm looking for it,
In the country where the unjust rule
Fight for something so you don't live for nothing
The world is so harsh but I conduct myself
As legendary as Jimi Hendrix at Woodstock.

I know they hate me but I don't care
I don't stay where I don't want to be
And if someone comes to ask
Just tell them that...

I don't want to be
Forever alone, waiting to arrive
It's so difficult, I don't I don't know if I'll find the way outI don't want to beI don't want to be
I don't know if I'll find the way out
I don't want to be
I don't want to be