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Osoa

Direnak eta dudak, ta daudenak eta dudak,
Inoiz egongo ez direnak, agertutakoak.

Bidea pasatu orduko milaka ordu galdu

Naizena eta dudak, ez naizena eta dudak ta,
Erdituko ditudanak ta izango ez direnak.

Orriak kontatu orduko gehiago beharko ditut orain

Soldata eta dudak, ta teloiak eta dudak ta,
Inoiz egingo ez direnak, ta egin direnak.

Zerbait oihukatu orduko ahotsa galduko dut.

Lo gutxi eta dudak ta nerbioak eta dudak ta
Idatziko ez ditudanak, ta sortutakoak.

Argia piztu orduko iluna desagertuko da.

Badakizu, zalantzak besterik ez ditut,
Erdi naizela sentitu dut,
Berriz osoa izan nahi dut, izan nahi dut.

Gizakia eta dudak, emakumea eta dudak ta,
Lortu ez diren xedeak, bortxatu direnak.

Burmuinera heldu orduko burua galduko dut.

Ametsak eta dudak eta pozak eta dudak ta,
Beldurtzen duten egiak, gezur mingarriak.

Sutea hasi orduko errautzak besterik ez dira.

Behar beste negar egingo dut eta
Sikatzen naizenean, birmoldatu
Eta osotasuna lortu
Osoa izan nahi dut

Doubt

Truths and doubts, and those present and doubts,
Those that will never exist, appeared.

Thousands of hours lost as soon as the path was passed

What I am and doubts, what I am not and doubts, and,
Those that I will give birth to and those that will not exist.

As soon as I count the pages, I will need more now

Salary and doubts, and clothes and doubts, and,
Those that will never be, and those that have been done.

As soon as I shout something, I will lose my voice.

Little sleep and doubts and nerves and doubts, and
Those that I will not write, and those that have been created.

As soon as I turn on the light, the darkness will disappear.

You know, I have nothing but doubts,
I felt I was half,
I want to be whole again, I want to be.

Human being and doubts, woman and doubts, and,
Goals not achieved, those that have been abused.

As soon as I reach my brain, I will lose my mind.

Dreams and doubts and joys and doubts, and,
Frightening truths, painful lies.

As soon as the fire starts, there will be nothing but ashes.

I will cry as much as I need to and
When I clean myself, reshape
And achieve wholeness
I want to be whole