Текст и перевод песни Ziyoda feat. Xamdam Sobirov - Qora atirgul

Qora atirgul

Hayolim joyidamas aqldan ozdim,
To'g'ri yo'l tanlamadim baxtimdan qochdim,
Hiyla-yu, fitnalarga yuragimdan joy berdim,
Nahotki qo'limdagi omadimni boy berdim,
Nimalar yo'qotdim, nimalarni topdim,
Orzularim yo'lini birin ketin yopdim,
Balki bu sinovmi yoki taqdir peshona,
Meni ado qilmasaydi shu kichkina xona.
Qaytadimi hayotimga men yo'qotgan bahorlar,
Aytadimi suyukligim qulog'imga izhorlar,
Kulsam, endi meni yig'latmanglar,
Yerda yursam bas, yashashni menga o'rgatmanglar.
To'rt devor orasidaman, olib ket, olib ket
Qara men jar yoqasidaman, olib ket, olib ket
Endi kimlar qafasidaman, olib ket, olib ket
Olib ket!
Qani endi hammasini oq qog'ozdan boshlasam,
Bu holatda bo'lmasmidim to'g'ri qadam tashlasam,
Kim aslida kimligini hozirgidek bilsaydim,
Ko'zlariga qarab turib yolg'onlarin ko'rsaydim,
Yaqin insonlarimni qadrimni yo'qotmasdim,
Ikki dunyo xiyonatning botqog'iga botmasdim,
Balki bu sinovmi yoki taqdir peshona,
Meni ado qilmasaydi, shu kichkina xona.
Qaytadimi hayotimga men yo'qotgan bahorlar,
Aytadimi suyukligim qulog'imga izhorlar,
Kulsam, endi meni yig'latmanglar,
Yerda yursam bas, yashashni menga o'rgatmanglar.
To'rt devor orasidaman, olib ket, olib ket
Qara men jar yoqasidaman, olib ket, olib ket
Endi kimlar qafasidaman, olib ket, olib ket
Olib ket!
Men bugun yana zulmatda yonaman,
Ucholmayman shu qafasda qolaman,
Azoblarim qanchadan qancha,
Dardlarim anchadan ancha,
Ey hayot qiynama buncha,
Qiynaldim qancha!

Black Rose

My mind is messed up, I'm out of my mind,
I didn't choose the right path, I ran away from my luck,
I've harbored deceit and treachery in my heart,
I've lost my luck,
What did I lose, what did I find,
I closed the door to my dreams,
Maybe this is a test or a destiny,
If this little room doesn't punish me.
Will the springs that I have lost return to my life,
Will my lover tell me declarations of love,
If I laugh, don't make me cry,
If I walk on the ground, don't teach me to live.
I am between four walls, take me away, take me away
Look, I am on the edge of the cliff, take me away, take me away
Whose cage am I now, take me away, take me away
Take me away!
Oh if only I could start all over again on white paper,
I would not be in this state if I had taken the right step,
If I knew who was who, like now,
I would have seen the lies when I looked into their eyes,
I wouldn't have lost the value of my loved ones,
I wouldn't have sunk into the swamp of treason in two worlds,
Maybe this is a test or a destiny,
If this little room doesn't punish me.
Will the springs that I have lost return to my life,
Will my lover tell me declarations of love,
If I laugh, don't make me cry,
If I walk on the ground, don't teach me to live.
I am between four walls, take me away, take me away
Look, I am on the edge of the cliff, take me away, take me away
Whose cage am I now, take me away, take me away
Take me away!
I'm burning in the darkness again today,
I can't fly, I'll stay in this cage,
My torments are so many,
My pains are so great,
Oh life, don't torture me so much,
How much have I suffered!