Текст и перевод песни Ziyoda - Qora Atirgul

Qora Atirgul

Xayolim joyidamas, aqldan ozdim,
To'g'ri yo'l tanlamadim, baxtimdan qochdim.
Hiylayu-fitnalarga yuragimdan joy berdim,
Nahotki, qo'limdagi omadimni boy berdim?
Nimalar yo'qotdim, nimalarni topdim,
Orzularim yo'lini birin-ketin yopdim.
Balki bu sinovmi yoki taqdir peshona,
Meni ado qilmasaydi shu kichkina xona.
Qaytadimi hayotimga men yo'qotgan bahorlar,
Aytadimi suyukligim qulog'imga izhorlar?
Kulsam, endi meni yig'latmanglar,
Yerda yursam, bas yashashni menga o'rgatmanglar.
To'rt devor orasidaman, olib ket, olib ket,
Qara, men jar yoqasidaman olib ket, olib ket,
Endi kimlar qafasidaman olib ket, olib ket, olib ket.
Qani endi hammasini oq qog'ozdan boshlasam,
Bu holatda bo'lmasmidim to'g'ri qadam tashlasam?
Kim aslida kimligini hozirgidek bilsaydim,
Ko'zlariga qarab turib, yolg'onlarin ko'rsaydim.
Yaqin insonlarimni, qadrimni yo'qotmasdim,
Ikki dunyo xiyonatning botqog'iga botmasdim.
Balki bu sinovmi yoki taqdir peshona,
Meni ado qilmasaydi shu kichkina xona.
Qaytadimi hayotimga men yo'qotgan bahorlar,
Aytadimi suyukligim qulog'imga izhorlar?
Kulsam, endi meni yig'latmanglar,
Yerda yursam, bas yashashni menga o'rgatmanglar.
To'rt devor orasidaman, olib ket, olib ket,
Qara, men jar yoqasidaman olib ket, olib ket,
Endi kimlar qafasidaman olib ket, olib ket, olib ket.
Men bugun yana zulmatda yonaman,
Ucholmayman, shu qafasda qolaman.
Azoblarim qanchadan qancha,
Dardlarim anchadan ancha.
Ey, hayot qiynama buncha,
Qiynaldim qancha.

Black Rose

My thoughts are not in their place, I've lost my mind,
I didn't choose the right path, I ran away from my luck.
I let deceit and intrigue into my heart,
Did I really lose the luck I had in my hands?
What have I lost, what have I found,
I closed the paths of my dreams one by one.
Maybe this is a test or fate's forehead,
This small room wouldn't bring me down.
Will the springs I lost return to my life,
Will my beloved tell me his feelings in my ear?
If I laugh, don't make me cry anymore,
If I walk on earth, stop teaching me to live.
I'm in four walls, take me away, take me away,
Look, I'm at the edge of the cliff, take me away, take me away,
Who am I in the cage now, take me away, take me away, take me away.
If only I could start everything from a white sheet of paper,
Wouldn't I be in this state if I took the right steps?
If I knew who was who now as I do,
I would look into their eyes and see their lies.
I wouldn't lose the appreciation of my loved ones,
I wouldn't sink into the swamp of betrayal of two worlds.
Maybe this is a test or fate's forehead,
This small room wouldn't bring me down.
Will the springs I lost return to my life,
Will my beloved tell me his feelings in my ear?
If I laugh, don't make me cry anymore,
If I walk on earth, stop teaching me to live.
I'm in four walls, take me away, take me away,
Look, I'm at the edge of the cliff, take me away, take me away,
Who am I in the cage now, take me away, take me away, take me away.
Today I burn again in the darkness,
I can't fly, I'll stay in this cage.
My torments are countless,
My pains are many.
Oh, life, don't torture me so much,
I've suffered so much.